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Listening to: Chevelle(Family System)
Feeling: copacetic

8:02 Monday Evening

  The Greek Sunset

So the mountains are cloaked in clouds and the colours that i can see from my window are reminiscent to me, for some reason, of Greece.

I have never been to Greece.

I have rarely ever even seen pictures of Greece.

So i suppose it just fits my mental image of Mount Olympus or whatever.

So today was pretty good. I took a nap in the computer lab at school. Fascinating.

I was ugly today, but i didn't mind.

60 days, apparently, according to Calebz0r, until I get home.

yay home.

Here's a typical teenage rant about how much my parents suck (/sarcasm)

So I want to go on the high school mission trip this summer for ONE WEEK after i get home from the awesome trip to enzed, and my parents shot it down.

It is not like i want to travel across the country for a concert and i might never be coming home. Yeah, i want to do service and better myself as a person and get in touch with my spirituality. And my parents think I should stay home. My mom wants me to work and gain money for university. I have a scholarship, half price tuition, so for the next two years, i will be paying at most $250 for tuition, which Dad said he'd pay ANYWAY, and so i will be left with books.

I also have a $7,000 trust fund.

I'm fairly certain it's a lame excuse. I brought this up to her. I told her that i was going to continue working, and that i have a decent amount of money saved up, and that i have a scholarship and half-tuition anyway, so money is not really an issue.

But they want to keep me in the nest for that much longer.

because it's just not good enough that i am going to be living at home during college because I suck and have no life.

So I'm mildly frustrated at them, and I don't really know what to do about it. Technically, I'm 18 and so can supposedly do whatever I want, right? But i'm not going to play that card because A) It's DUMB and childish, B) I am too dumb and childish, C) I know it won't work because I don't act like an adult apparently.

i'm immature and stupid, and can't do anything by myself.

But it might be interesting to TRY, maybe. some day.

But i know that would be a disaster.

I don't complain about my parents very often, because they are wonderful people and I love them very much, but it saddens me that they won't let me participate in a week-long, very organised, spiritual experience. I will be helping people, maybe thinking about making the world a better place. Getting some experience in the real world.

SIGH.

I'm probably being emotional cos i'm on the rag. grr.

But for real, i am copacetic, i'm feeling good, i'm okay. Things are fine.

maybe getting a little on the stressed side, what with college english and calculus, two subjects i am not very good at. sigh. life goes on. This is the last term of my senior year.

I'm going home soon.

okay i'm done ranting. sigh.

i just need an idea about how i can talk to my parents about this more.

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I want to go to Greece. Actually i pretty much want to go everywhere thats in Europe. Except for Slovakia (i think) - thanks to Hostel *shudder*. I think you should definately be allowed to go on the mission, maybe they just want to have as much contact with you as possible before you fly here (or are they coming too? i dunno). I don think you should start with quoting Sinatra ... i might get competitive ;).
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Fly me to the moon. Let me plaaaay among the stars. An let me see what spring is like on ... Jupiter and Mars. In other words ... hooooold my haaannd.
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