hello.. how ya doin?? i havn't been on here in like for ever!!!! well.. lets just say i have become adicted to other things.. like maybe actual life!!! and that's pretty true too.. i think i am actually off the comp. more now and when i first signed up for this and other sites. of course.. after hearing numorous stories on the news bout petifiles.. i'm thining of cancellin some sub.s to places right here on the internet.

but.. i figure if i'm smart and stay that way.. i won't have to worry about anything.. i mean.. i am not going to meet anyone in person that i meet on the internet cuz i'm not insane.. plus if the person didn't kill me.. my mom surly would!!! so.. anywayz.. nice up date huh?? i sure did alot... not.. but.. i really have nothing else to say.. so.. later!!!

my mom wants me to go to sleep in an hour... @ 10.. and do some homework.. b4 i go to sleep.. i really don't want to.. especially sinc eit will be spanish cuz i really don't want to work on that report thingy.. (4 consumer mgt)... and if i do spanish.. then the next time me and kelsie do spanish together.. i will probably be sitting there doing nothing.. unless both me and her have already done what i'm doing to possibly do tonight. lol.. i'm so crazy.. but that's not the point.

i have to searching for prom dresses now.. and so.. i'll probably have to see if my dad wants to help in the process at all.. that way he won't complain this year when he's not included.. but we want money from him.. unless he thinks this raised child support means he doesn't have to contribute to anything other tahn that. w/e my dad thinks is alwayz right.. oh wait.. i 4 got.. he can't think for himslef... he has cindy for that... aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! i want my dad back.

i have to get off of here.. really bad.. brandi.. back away from the computer...

later

i decided i needed a new entry.. so here it is.. lol.. uuummm... i really don't have anything to write.. really i don't.. well.. i guess... i might have something to say..

... i have way to much homework!!! aaaahhh!!! the fact that c.c. hasn't called me yet is really kinda annoying.. but.. i guess she still has two more hours to call.. but she better hurry her but up.. cuz we really need to catch up with each other.. (like the fact that me and bryant haven't.. and aren't going to 4 quite awhile.. and she be all like.. why?? and ..it's not a big deal to do it brandi... but seriously c.c. ..i'm going to be a virgin until i'm married.. or else i will have kelsie kill me.. i'm not going.. whoever has the guts to marry me will be my first and only!!! k?? k!!

anywhoz.. uumm... this was probably kinda inapropiate.. but.. oh well.. if you don't like it.. tell me.. seriously!!)-that stuff is what i thought at the time that c.c. had said.. but.. she didn't mean it like that... anywhoz..

well. i think that's all for now.. kelsie.. feel free to call me this weekend.. even though i miss my dad and am somewhat looking forward to seeing him for 24 hours strait.. i might need a break.. i donno.. so..................................uuummmm....

...laterz

after reading ur entry... i understand where you are coming from. i understand where kelsie is coming from. and i know that sorry isn't going to do anything.

really... i wish i knew what attidude you are talking about though... i have been told only that i have been being a bitch to several ppl for the past couple of months.. and that those ppl did try to talk to me about it.. but.. i just don't remember. i guess with me.. if you wanna talk.. you have to take me away from every one else to talk to me.. especially now that lori is here.. if you don't want to talk to me in fromt of her.. say you wanna go walk around with me and yell at me there.

okay... everyone thought i would tell u before i told some girl.. who is my sister and i love her.. plus.. i have known her alot longer than two weeks.. so.. w/e

I have lost my best friend in the whole entire world .. and i know it.. but.. i donno.. maybe this needed to happen.. i donno

...and ..what do u mean by this???

"..OH! and you should like tell Lori that Mr. wont tell a soul.. is black mailing her with it"

.. and.. i have known quite awhile waht would happen to kelsie if her parents ever find out.. do u think i would have told anybody if i wasn't absolutly positive that it wouldn't get back to her parents... obviously not. this is going to sound really mean right now.. and i'm sorry.. but i can't think of any other way to say it.. did kelsie just tell you this secret of hers?? did she just tell you what would happen if her parents found out?? if she did.. maybe it's b/c she didn't trust you. I have had alot of problems with trust latly and it's not a good time to be my friend.

i don't want to lose kelsie as a friend.. but i already have.. and nothing.. nothing will ever make it all better again.. like when we were little kids. plus.. it's not good to be my friend.. to much hurt in it.. so i think i will just spare her anymore pain. i care about her too much to hurt her anymore.

well.. me and lori went running... i am so glad.. i feel so much better.. it's a different way of getting anger and frustration out.. it's a really good feeling. but anywayz... out of the 10 or so blocks we covered.. we only ran about 2 of them.. so i guess it really wasn't running persay.. but more walking. anywayz.. if everything goes alright.. we are going to run tomorrow too.. and hopefully... we are going to run.. more like three blocks... but.. i donno... it might be harder than i thought it would be... it has been too long sicne i have ran.. of course.. last year in p.e. ..it was required and this year... i'm doing it for myself.. i feel so good about myself!

well.. gotta go.. ~brandi