From Under The 6 Feet Of Dirt
Listening to: Fall Out Boy "A Little Less 16 Candles, A Little More 'Touch Me'"
Feeling: angsty

I Don't Feel Like Writing Anything Major So I Shall Just State The Facts.

1.) My Cousin Had A Baby

2.) My Friends Have All Moved On

3.) I Feel Like Shit

4.) The President Is Still Alive

5.) I Should Have Ended This When I Had The Chance.

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A Random Moment
Listening to: Avril Lavigne -
Feeling: ready

Here Are Some Quotes!

"Yes, but no sprinkles. For every sprinkle I find, I shall kill you!"

Stewie Griffin - (Family Guy)

"Maybe the truth is there's a little bit of loser in all of us you know, being happy isnt having everything in your life being perfect. Maybe it's about stringing together all the little things like wearing these pants, or getting to a new level of Dragon Slayer. Making those count more then the bad stuff. Maybe we just get through it. And that's all we can ask for."

-Bailey (Sisterhood Of The Traveling Pants).

"Relax... it's only magic. Now who's fucking pathetic?"

Sarah (The Craft)

"Children, your performance was miserable. Your parents will all receive phone calls instructing them to love you less now."

-Miss Bitters (Invader Zim)

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A Time For Dancing
Listening to: Avril Lavigne -
Feeling: better

Hey Guys Whats Up?

Nothing Too Much Here. Bored To Death Really! I Miss My Friends So Bad Man! Hopefully I'm Getting Out Of This Stupid Place Today Caz I Have Court And They Tell Me If I Get to Leave Or If I Stay Al Little While Longer. But If I Have To Stay Longer I Will Go Crazy!!!!! God There Are So Many Freaking Rules Here!!! Don't Do This, Don't Do That, Blah Blah Blah!!! I Wanna Go To The Mall, I Still Gotta Get Felicia's B-day Prezzie.

I Made A Friendship Braclet For Mike, Jess And Felicia And One For Myself. They Better Wear Theirs Or I Will Cry!!! LOL. I Hope That My Friends Still Love Me and Aren't Mad At Me Caz I Don't Know What I Would Do Without them (Seriously!). I Can't Wait To Get Out Of Here! Woo Hoo!!!

Much Love XOXO!

Here Are Some Quotes From My Favorite Queer As Folk Character, Brian Kinney:

"Do anything, say anything, fuck anything. No excuses, no apologies, no regrets."

"So in other words, for him to live here with you, he has to deny who he is... what he thinks... and how he feels. Well, that's not love. That's hate."

"That was so profound. Can you hang on while I write it down?"

"I don't believe in love, I believe in fucking. It's honest, it's efficient; you get in and out with a maximum of pleasure and a minimum of bullshit."

"You have principles when you don't have orgasms."

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Mental Hospital Blues
Listening to: Saving Jane "Happy"
Feeling: longing

I'm Currently In Concord At The State Hospital. I've Been Here Since Friday When Jess And Mike Called The Cops On Me (Thanks Guys...-.-* Meh...I Still Love Ya!).

It's So Fucking Boring Here! The Food Sucks! I'm Not Even Supposed To Be On The Computer But Oh Well. Just Wanted To Check In And Say Hey And That I'll Be Back Soon!

I Love Jess, Mike, Felicia And Jill!!!

Hugs And Kisses!

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Paper Thin Skin
Listening to: Listening To My Friends Bitch And Moan
Feeling: abandoned

Stupid Song Quotes:

Alanis Morrisette - "Ironic"

It's like rain on your wedding day

It's a free ride when you've already paid

It's the good advice that you just didn't take. Who would've thought ... it figures.

Pink - "Stupid Girls"

Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back

Porno paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

Baby if I act like that, flipping my blonde hair back

Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

Saving Jane - "The Girl Next Door"

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band

She is a cheerleader I'm sittin in the stands

She gets the top bunk I'm sleepin on the floor

Shes Miss America and I'm just the girl next door

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When The Bleeding Rain Falls...
Listening to: Saving Jane "The Girl Next Door"
Feeling: blah

Me And My Parents Can't Stop Fighting. I Really Hate Them. My Mother Called Me A Smelly Little Cunt. What A Bitch! Today When I Wanted To Go To School She Hit Me...Something Has To Be Done...I Can't Stand It At Home Anymore. I'm Losing My Fucking Mind!

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Gorgeously Grotesque

My Heart Aches, What Has Become Of Me? I Don't Care, Things Have Gone From Sweet To Sour. I Cry Every Hour On The Hour. Why Is It My Dreams Are More Real Than The Reality That Makes Me Crack And Peel?


With The Noose Around My Neck, The Worst Brings Out The Best In Me. Gather The Courage To Take The Fall, How Long Til I'm Strong Enough To End It All?

Don't You Worry Your Pretty Little Head.

I'm Still Dying Still Feeling The Pain.


Tonight I Shall Finally Give In Listening To The Gentle Pitter Patter Of The Rain.

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Breathing Suffocation

I Sometimes Feel Like I Don't Fit In With My Friends, Like I Don't Fit In Anywhere, Like There's No Place for Me In The World.

I Cut Myself Again, Oh, How I Love The Pain, Feels Like A Burn, But Rather Than Burning In, A Cut Burns Out.

I Love The Bright Color Coming Out, I Love Being In Control Of My Pain. I Have To Control It, No One Else. Cutting Is A Release, It Clears My Head.

When They Took Me To Exeter Hospital, Last Week, They Should Have Just Sent Me To Hampstead Hospital (The Kuku Hut) Like I Wanted Them To.

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Life...Or Something Like It

I Really Don't Know What To Say Of My Life. I Love Having Friends, But I Hate My Town. I Feel Like I'm Being Held Underwater And I Can't Breath, Just Being Here Makes Me Sick.

My Parents Don't Accept Me, It's Like Nothing I Do Is Ever Good Enough For Them.

I Sometimes Feel Like My Friends Would Be Better Off Without Me, Yet For Some Reason They Seem To Really Care For Me...Strange, Huh?

Today I Had Court, They Are Dropping The Charges Of Truancy, So I'm Not Being Sent To Residential Care. I'm A Little Sad Thought. Part Of Me Just Wants To Get Out, I Want To Scream, Just Run Away And Keep Running Till I Faint...

I Just Want To Fade Away...

Fade Away...

Fade Away...

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Entry List
From Under The 6 Feet Of Dirt
A Time For Dancing
A Random Moment
Mental Hospital Blues
When The Bleeding Rain...
Paper Thin Skin
Breathing Suffocation
Gorgeously Grotesque
Life...Or Something Like It
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