Im in the emergency room right now and really tired.... earlier i was on the computer at my house and i heard a big bang and then my baby brother started to scream so i ran over to see what was going on and my mom and my baby bro were on the floor in pain.. me and my moms boyfriend John asked what had happened and the dog triped my mom with the baby in her hand and he hit his head pretty hard.. a couple hours later i was in bed listening to music and i heard another big bang.. i run out and my mom is holdin the baby and the baby is cryin again.. so i asked what happened and the dog knocked the baby off the bed while my mom tried to catch him she fell off to... then she called these mid wife ppl and asked them what to do and they said since he had fallen twice in one day that he had to go to the emergancy room... so we got in the car and i had to sit in the back with him to keep him awake just in case he had a cuncusion cause if he did and he fell asleep he could go into acoma.. but he had one eye open and one eye closed so i tried to make sure he wasnt sleeping and he was.. then when we got out of the car we did our hardest to wake him up and he would not wake up.. then we go into the emergancy room and we are freakin out then the dude comes up to us and he got my baby bro to wake up so me and my mom felt a little happier.. then my moms boyfriend showed up after she filled out some paper work and we were put into this room that i am now sittin in bored as he**.. i thought i would type this up since myspace is blocked from the computers :( UGH!!!!... anyway.. pls comment im scared and need somebody to be here with me!!! pls!!! i hope that somebody is awake and can talk to me im scared!!! Much ♥, Courtni

Okay so sitdiary is on the list of gay websites and im deleting my sit diary cause no one gets on anymore.. its ranked the most unpopular site next to pen pal thingy.. idk anyway im kinda done wit sitdiary.. no one gets on anymore its kinda sad cause it used to be popular then myspace came along and every other site lost it.. Face book, sitdiary and blah blah blah well have fun on other websites cause this one is done for! ily!

Wow okay so i move and got into a new school wit hella alot of preps and it sucks cause they is all bitches but whatev who isnt. I have new friends: Symone, Megan, Cassie, Shannon, Georgia, Sydney, Carmen, Bailey, Kat, Amy, Vianna, Julian, Cody, Corey, Torian, Kabunda, Riley, and a couple other ppl. I got a new man and his name is Rashode.. he is hella sexy :]]. I have a new life... still havent changed and still same old emo,depressed Courtni. :[[. more emo then ever tho.. and step dads parents tryin to turn me into a prep; thats just not workin out for me.. :/. Well i guess i will talk to ya later. ML, Courtni

Well alot has been going on since my last entry... My best friend who is 13 is going out with my brother that turns 16 on August 23 are dating... my other best friend is still with Chris, its only been 8 months between those two.. im moving *tear*, me and steve-o are over (we all saw that coming), im going into 7th grade, my summer has sucked.... i am sitting in the dark thinking about everything, i hate my mom but wats new?... i guess thats all... comment me and tell me wats up..... Love, Courtni

Ok so well i guess i should have saw it coming that me and Steve-o were going to get back together again... i guess it was pretty obvious... Although i did think for a long time that it was really over forever... I should have known because everytime we break up he always says its over forever and then he ends up missing me the most and i miss him to so we always hook back up again... I LOVE STEVE-O SO MUCH AND IM NEVER GOING TO DO TO HIM AGAIN WAT I DID TO HIM BEFORE!!!!! Love you steve-o! Much Love, Me

I miss Steve-o so much I hate myself for what i did to him.... we are over and according to him we are over forever... I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM! Yesterday was the last day of school so they let everyone sign year bookes and he signed in my year book I ♥ u 4 ever! Love, Steve-o I ♥ u more than you ♥ me Luv u, Steve-o Everytime i look at his picture or look what he wrote to me in my year book i start crying.... he wanted to sign my year book a lot of times and i only let him sign my year book twice and now i wish i would have let him sign it as many times as he wanted to... STEVE-O IM REALLY SORRY AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU! I LOVED YOU THE MOST OUT OF ALL THE GUYS I HAVE GONE OUT WITH AND I PROMISED MYSELF THAT IF WE BROKE UP I WOULD NOT LOVE ANY OTHER GUY! YOU WILL BE THE ONLY GUY THAT I EVER LOVED! LIKE YOU ALWAYS TOLD ME THAT I WAS THE ONLY GIRL THAT YOU EVER LOVED OUT OF ALL THE GIRLS YOU HAVE GONE OUT WITH! I LOVE YOU AND THAT WILL NEVER FADE AWAY.... STEVE-O I LOVE YOU! I CANT GET YOU OUT OF MY MIND... ( you will never love me they way i loved and still love you) Much Love, Courtni

I am really excited beacuse for my birthday on May 19 i got an ipod and a credit card! that means with my new credit card i get to do some more shopping at hot topic heck yes!!! Well im still with Steve-o even tho we almost broke up but we saved it... I love Steve-o so much and im glad that i am going out with him Much Love, Broken Hearted

ok so Talynn and I got in a fight and we were like best friends and she was best friends with all my other friends and then she called all of us stupid and dumb so i told her that she and her only friend Arianne are fucking slutty whores and they wouldnt know dumb if it hit them in the fucking face... and the fight went on and on... Then she told me to call her so i did and her mom got on the phone and said "You threatened to kick my daughters ass you are gonna have to come through me first you little bitch," IT WAS SO FUNNY ME AND GIANNA CRACKED UP LAUGHING.. her mom has no idea what she is talking about i still laugh about her and her stupid ass mom.. those fucking whores The Truth about Arianne,Talynn,and Talynn's mom: Arianne:Stuffs her bra...Talynn:stuffs her bra as well... Talynn:Anerexic,Bolemic(however you spell that), Arianne: TOTAL SLUT..Talynn:Slut... Talynn's mom: FUCKING FAT AS HELL Much Love, Broken Hearted

I love Bobby and noone will ever know!!! I cant believe that he and she would ever do that to me wat did i ever do to them Much Love, Heart Broken

Ok so everyone knows that its Mothers Day today and my mommy is awsome!!! Anyway my Uncle Jody and Aunt Jamie came up today and they wont leave me alone about me being all emo! God its so iritating whenever i walk into my room my Uncle Jody says EMOOOOOOO, EMMOOOOO,EMOOOOOO i hate it!! well any way for all u moms out there Happy Mommy's Day and i hope that ur having a better day than me!!! Much Love, Heart Broken

ok so when i was going out with Bobby i was 4th on his friends when he was first on my friends list (myspace). Now Talynn and him are going out and he puts her first and he told me today that he loved me more than Talynn...:( i just dont know what to do its totally heart breaking :( Much Love, Heart Broken

Bobby Silva is my boyfriend and he is the best boyfriend ever! we have been together for a couple months now and i think that our relationship is going great! i love him lots and lots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! everyone thinks that i am goth and emo :|...... love, Courtni

Ok so Bobby is not my boyfriend anymore last night my friend Talynn told me that she was really sorry and i asked her wat she was really sorry for and she told me that she could not tell me and that i will be to sad. So i asked her if it was about Bobby and she said ya and i said well wat about bobby and she still wouldnt tell me.. I sent Bobby a message on myspace and he got on and he told me that Daniel Weinhold told him that i always tell Daniel that i love him and tell daniel not to tell Bobby that i say i love you to daniel and thats not true.. then i found out that he kissed talynn during music when i was apsent... and now he broke up with me and is going out with talynn. then i read the comments arianne sent him and she said i love ur new girlfriend and do you feel bad for breaking up with Courtni and he said sort of but not really because she was doing stuff behind his back and I wasnt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and she said i dont feel bad for her either she diserved it! wat a BITCH arianne is.... Im never talking to Talynn or Arianne ever again!!!!!!!!!!! ARIANNE AND TALYNN IF YOU ARE READING THIS THAN FUC* YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! much love, Heart Broken

Hey sorry i havent been on in a while.. i have just been dealing wit so much drama and my mom had a baby so that just put more on my shoulders! dont get me wrong i love him and he is so cute but now i have to take care of him, school, drama, boys, life! i have been depressed after the school shooting and yes that was Platte Canyon High School and Fitzsimmons Middle SChool.. not as bad as the recently VA Tech but it was still big to us! Well comment me I rock your world! Love, Courtni

OK so this girl tayler wont let go of this fight that we had in AUGUST and then she goes and talks crap about me behind my back thinking that i wont read her sitdiary Angle

I am so excited i finally get to go home me and my mom are moving out of my grandparents house and we are trying to find a place of our own but i could care less about that right now i am just excited that i get to go home thank you to all my readers peice out Angle Baby

Hey ya'll i know i havent been on in a while but i am on now so ya wats up how have ya'll been? well i am going back out with steven stick and i am really happy with him. today the bus never showed up at my stop so my mom let me and my friend Gianna (she lives next door) hang out all day and we didnt have to go to school we had a lot of fun but i was looking forward to seeing all my friends after the weekend but atleast i got to go back to bed after my bus never showed up that was pretty kool. OK so on Christmas i finally got wat i wanted, well not exactly wat i wanted but close enough, i wanted an i-pod but i got an mp3 so i am still happy about that. Right when we started school i flew to Virginia to see all my family out there i saw some of my old friends from there and this guy named trevor asked me out and thought that i said yes and i think my boyfriend found out but he was fine with it because he knew that i said no so i wasnt that worried about that. this other guy named brandon told this guy named Daniel that i gave brandon a bj and that is so not true i would never do that i am so not like that. right before we left Virginia across the street from the house that we were staying at there was this really big fire and the house nearly burned down right in front of my eyes it was really scary to watch and then they brought out a bunch of burnt stuff like matresses and all of that and then we had a really long flight home and thats how my life has been going so far so leave me comments and tell me wat u think about everything up there that i have said. Courtni

OMG i am so bored and i am now in middle school Angle

hey sorry i havent been on in the longest of time i have just been really busy this summer. well if u just want to say hi or welcome back or whatever than leave me a commnent. thanks

The totally kool part is that there was a new ride at water world and it is so fun my mom and i rode it twice cause it was so fun lol well anyway the not kool part is that i got really sick last night and it totally sucks. well anyway talk at ya all later. ttfn later Angle Baby