[as if there's nothing left]

ok so a lot has been going on lately. and well.. it bothers me. a bunch. i hate how people talk and then make up stuff thats not true. and then i hate how people will make you mad, because they're the ones always starting it. ok so, my friend [i will fail to mention who], said that i lied to her. and also said that she was becoming a prep. i had never did say that. all i did say, no, all i AGREED to was that she has been hanging out with preps. this made me cry, because she thought i would lie about anything. and it made a scene infront of other people that weren't involved in the situation. but then 2 days later, she apologized. and it was kind of both our fault that, she should have known that i wouldn't lie to her. and that i kinda walked away before she said "ok w/e i believe you". so we're okay now. and so another thing, this other chick [i will fail to mention her name also] likes the guy i like [ajfhaloveajkshd]. and thinks he likes her back, which she has no clue about anything. this made me laugh. he has and will like the girl that broke his heart. she asked him out. in a note, which me and my friend saw. and he was kind of mad that we were actually reading it. we were quiet right after we had read the note, and then my friend--"Do you want it? 'cause i don't." me-- "I don't want it, do you?" guy--* takes it and doesn't say anything*. and it was a bit awkward. the chick [that likes the same guy] is just so egocentric. she thinks all the guys like her, and whoever doesn't, she'll supposedly take revenge and says "Well he doesn't like me anyways". uhhh..yea thats a perfect reason to do that. wtfe. she goes out with someone, and brags about it, cheats on them, brags about it, breaks up with them, brags about it. as if guys have no feelings what so ever. and if the guy and her were to go out, he would soon have a broken heart again. i mean the guy is my best friend, and i don't want anyone hurting him. no one. this brings it to him. ok so me and my mom were talking yesterday.. oh yes big surprise. and she's tried something that most teenagers would try.. tabacco. [don't go tell your mothers that my mom tried it, please.] just not the thing itself, it was mixed with something else i dont know. i was surprised that she would do that. i mean, my mom = goodie goodie. so then i asked him if tabacco can get you high.. it was an innocent question. and so he starts ranting about "you didn't learn anything in code blue? that you can die the first time you try it" and says that "why do you want to get high so bad?" and "you always talk about going drunk fishing and shit" duuuude! it was a joke between me and my other friend. he was fuckin overreacting as if i was some "wannabe" trying to fit in with everyone else. also saying that "you get drunk with me and all the other people and stuff" thats when i got mad, and signed off. because over one fuckin question, he has to fuckin over react and say stuff that might hurt someone, and never think about it. it really bothered me, so we're not talking at the moment, of this day, and i don't think tomorrow. because he's probably going to tell my best friend and well, WHY CREATE FUCKIN DRAMA?! so what else is left? ok so i'm out for now. have a nice day
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[[Bitter/sweet week]]

ok so the week, has been nice at one part. and the other part, its just.. aggravating. So, the guy i like, is going back out with his ex. woohoo. and i actually gave him advice on it too. but, he is my one of my best friends.. and well, i felt like i would be able to help him become happy again. and now he is. and i'm happy for him and her. ..[i think].. And so, i think, i think i may be starting to get over him. just maybe. i don't know how things are working out. Other than that..this other guy..is just wow. he's wonderful. funny thing is.. he flirts with me bunches. one day i was walking to class and i saw him and he gave me the look of "hatred" i didn't do anything and i said "you just hate me don't you.." and he says, "No, i don't hate you, i love you and i love you so much that i'll give you a hug right now." and he did, and i almost fell. face first. i bet your laughing. :]] And then today, i was in that hugging mood, where i just hug everyone that came into the classroom. and well, he then comes in.. we give each other looks, of "hatred", and then i went up to him and was ready to give him a hug, and so he gives me a hug, and then i back away, he says then something about a bearhug and so i was going to give him one. He looks at me like noooooo. but he hugs me really tight :]]. HE FRICKIN HAS SOME ABS!. ooooh. i playfully punched him in the stomach.. which to him didn't hurt . because i hit something hard on his stomach and so i look at his stomach and he's laughing and i could only say.. "omg." and walk away cause i was blushing like crazy. Also, during class.. i was walking back to my seat after throwing something away. i look at him, and give him a "hatred" look, he gives me one back, then he does an air kiss towards me. i looked suprised and gave a little laugh while he's sitting there smiling like an idiot. ---------------- 5th period is awesome. lunch, food time, my belly feeding time, yum. me and maria took pictures. yay. 6th period, i love prii!! she's hilarious, along with peggy, lmao we almost got written up for making so much noise.. rawr... but its fun and awesome, i love my buttercup. :]] 7th period. we had a sub for SS. we had a ton of work to do though.. grr. skylar fell asleep behind me lol and then pokes me every five minute so i would make a squeaky noise, and our substitute would look at me like.. "wha?" so yea, skylar is the sleeper man!. yay. i love skylar, he's like my brother, seriously. its only that we're not blood related. i even cried over him..can you believe that?. i mean. it was because that i actually have a role model, that i can always look up to as a big brother, and i was really sad that i was going to leave him going to another school. but we had made our choices. and well yea. i've been closer to him for the past week ever since that day i cried. i'm out..updating might take some time. eh..heh. -x-<3-x-
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[Whats a Lasbo??]

from now on i'll update every week, i can't update like everyday because.. 1] theres not much going on 2] i will not have time and will forget 3] i just want to :]] and so, on with this entry. on saturday.. was a party, my friend angel's party, and a bunch of people were invited, though.. only 6 people showed up. me, sebass, hannah, charles, mac, and jennifer. it was fun, :]] me and mac.. flirted a lot. and i mean a lot that day. it was a bit odd. i was riding on his back most of the time he was there. we played tag :]]. and we had went to the lake and we were walking. me, sebass, mac and angela's little sister [which never let go of mac] walked around the lake and we saw ducks, i was really exicted about the ducks too :]]. so i got a little too close to the edge of the lake. and mac picks me up bridal style and kind of threatens to throw me in. i was terrified that he would. because, its mac. lol. but he didn't. so then he started to chase me and get me "fat" by poking me so i got tired and i fell to the ground just lying there. when mac comes and sits on me. haha. and pokes my face. and also he flippin smacked my butt. and kicked it. but hey i got him back :]]. with both lol.. we watched Dark Water, its a pretty good movie, freaked me out. i was partly covering up my eyes. and everyone holds my hands so i would HAVE to see what was happening.. tis was sad. mother dies leaves her own daughter to be a mother for this other girl who would've killed the lady's daughter. after that we went outside again, to play Hide and Seek in the dark. best game ever. because its fun and yea :]] and i got a mucho grande hug from mac, yay. and it was cold so i felt better. :]] other than that the whole week i've been trying to get back at mac some more for kicking my butt. yes. i'm a weirdo. but. whatever. "What's A Lasbo???" Lmao. keyboarding is hilarious. these two guys always bother me prii, and peggy and always talk about us. so he sends me an e-mail, saying " Your a Lesbian". so i was like.. okay? and prii said to email him back saying "omg.. how'd you know???" lmao, and so he e-mails me back saying "You have the Lasbo gang at the lunch table." and me prii and peggy were like.. "wtf is a LASBO????" and we emailed him saying that and i added "might be the meaning of you." and we couldn't stop laughing about it. we asked a bunch of people what a "Lasbo" was. lol they were like "wtf?" , it was fun :]] i'm out for this week. my conclusion: next week and every week from now on, you will get an update from me :]] happy trailz. <3
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[this dream is not a dream.]

Feeling: undesirable
yes, i'm updating earlier.. its just that something came up so yeah..i'm going to update regularly now.. happy?. .... .... I had a bad dream. It wasn't what I wanted. I lost the everyone that was close to me, and it just terrified me. So in my dream, was a rabbit, m(r)s. powell's rabbit. after class, I was walking out and saw the rabbit, outside of the classroom, it was merry and hopping away. I went to get it and did. M(r)s. powell alwayss said to pick the rabbit up and support it's backside, and I did as I remembered. Then I lost balance and let the backside of the rabbit go. the rabbit had grip from his nails, and teeth on my left arm. The rabbit dug through my arm with its nails and teeth and left about 8 scratches which looked like cuts. I then started to bleed terribly, all I could do was get a paper towel and wash it off. I didn't want to be sent home if I went to the nurse. I carried on my day as usual, though everyone was asking me what happened. I told them exactly what did happen, but no one believed me. Not even the people that are closest to me. Everyone thought I cut myself or "You promised not to, yet you did.", My family didn't even believe me. No one believed what had happened and I lost everyone I loved. Then I brokedown and then everything blacked out. -x- oh and off the subject...its jordan's birthday :]] yippee.
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[I'm bouncing off the walls again]

ok so, my updates are on a roll here! i feel proud :]]. I'm bouncing off the walls again, woahoo, i'm looking like a fool again, woahoo.. i have gotten me a hair cut! yes yes. its not so short..i just got it relayered, in a V shape. and i got my bangs cut also. yep cuts off the weight :]]. My parents are fussing like, "Why do you want your hair so short?" or "I don't like the whole 'layer' thing"...so the fuck what?? its my hair i decide what to do with it and they should stay out of my business. kay? yea. i'm done there. yes indeed in fact i am. myspace is not working.. its pissing me off. big time. hah. i've become addicted to myspace. ever since..uh uh uh...ever?. yea. and its not working and its pissing me off and grrrrrr. enough of my tantrum. i feel quite glad today. i really don't know why?..maybe because i haven't talked to him? yes. maybe, or maybe just because. i'll never know. .. whatever. i want to go straighten my hair. yet i'm too lazy to get up.. muahaha.. wait no.. MUAHEEHEE yes, the little peoples are on the loose again. going for rabbits, yep yep :]] i'm out for today. have a biddy day :]] that rhymed!!! ok i'm done. -x-
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love is such a tragedy

Feeling: touchy
ok so i do admit that i love him.. more than anything and anyone. but..its making it harder.. because.. he doesnt love me back...at all.. he still loves her.. so much... and well.. yeah.. it makes it harder because seeing him sad about his issue makes me even more sad.. i want to let him go.. a lot of people said that.. but i just can't figure out a way... i want him happy with no worries, no sadness coming in his path..just a good life.. i want to just forget trying..because its never going to happen. its tearing me up and i hate it..a lot of people have said i've changed.. i realize i have changed...i'm not who i used to be, who i'm supposed to be, who i should be. --------------------- Can you hear me now? woooah woooah i'm on the other end of the telephone, look at me now. am i speaking clear enough, can you scream it now? wooah wooah, i'm on the other end of the radio, tune it in, now sing along, you'll be the biggest fan we have -Blinded Black yep. so i think the day was pretty good..i guess. i dont know what to think.. i have about 3 or 4 projects due all close to the same day.. and i havent worked on one the whole week.. which is not good at all.. ugh. happy times: -i own skylar's aka brotha's right boob while he owns my left boob -i own mac's left boob while he owns my right.. -making preps mad is fun.. --------------------- thats about all the good times i've had today.. or in the past week. so i shall leave for now. <3 lovetoall.
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its not fair..

Feeling: eh
grrr.. ok so my day was okayish i guess... i dont know.. stuff happened...but grr.. it doesnt feel right i just dont know why though... and i'm having typing problems.. i have a essay thing due to apply for the IB thing.. i almost finished it.. and well.. ijusthopeigetintosouthside. -[it happens again..]- he did it again.. and it hurts because i can never have him. ever. anyhow.. we were frickin late for lunch by..about 15 minutes.. its not fair because our class was pretty much starving.. grr.. -[my stomach feels bubbly..]- which made me miss like about 5 or 6 minutes of lunchtime we had left.. which is sad because i only ate fries. with ketchup... [katsup] may i say more music.. yes i shall :]] ["Follow and Feel"-Saosin] lovely song "you're watching the situation crumble" hahah ok sam??.. our agreement on edward is settled then?.. cause i call face and 3 of his abs... and something else..*wink wink* lmao. fun.. ["Anna Molly"-Incubus] parents suck..you know? oh and valentines day sucked and always has for me.. but what they did for valentines day at lunch was hilarious.. which cheered me up a bit :]]. they danced.. to old songs and 1 modern one.. and then came the last dance where 3 guys.. dressed up as girls.. yes with the fake boobs and everything. sang "its raining men" i was surprised yet laughing, cheering them on. they threw their wigs out into the lunch crowd which was even funnier. cause some girls got them and swung them around. so funny.. i was there for 2 performances for each group.. through 7th grade lunch and 8th grade. well i'm gonna go for now and well i'll update later. night night -x-
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hurting...much?

...i love him... i love him...but it hurts.. i want to get over him...but i cant... i dont want to love him because the only thing its causing me is pain... ...and a little bit of happiness..in the 3 seconds he hugs me is the only happiness i find... yea sure.. i'll act like i'm happy when he's around but i just dont want him to know what's really wrong..i love him..i dont want him to know because...i'll lose him...as my best friend and more... you can call me crazy and a loser and stupid. but i am crazy..for him i am a loser..to love him i am stupid..to be in love. enough of that... my day was uh... ok i was a bit hyper too.. while we were playing basketball in uh 4th period because our teacher wasnt here for math.. so yea.. we played basketball and hung out and stuff,with sarah, angela, heather and jennifer..it was fun..i was rolling on the ground everytime we missed a shot and i knocked heather down.. fun stuff..wooh. other than that my day was.. ok. i'll update sooner i can promise you that. -x-<3-x-
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i hate it..

i hate it i really do.. it hurts me to think about it.. the only way i can express my feelings is on here. and its the best way. if someone would ask me what was wrong i wouldnt be able to tell them what was, because i can't put the feeling into words. ok so i cried yesterday and for many reasons. guys;; friends;; pressure;; and yea.. yesterday i was thinking and thinking about stuff made me realize. i need to change. i need to change how i react to bad things. i hate how i would just sit there when something did happen. i hate how i can't help the people i love the most. and i just keep saying "i'm sorry" "i'm sorry".. i hate it. how i act like a whiny stubborn child. i hate it. and guys. gah. him just saying his name hurts. even when i hear it. theres like a painful feeling.around my stomach and chest not because of physical pain. emotional pain. ok so i was on myspace.. there were surveys going around and so i wanted to well do one and i did. and other people did it too.. so he did the survey also. one of the questions were "have you broken someone's heart?" and he says "idk hope not" my heart just dropped.. he lies. he should know. he shold know what that did to me. even if i acted happy for his gf and him. it was like i died inside when i found out . i want to forget. yet my heart does not. i cried because of this. i dont know what to do. i also thought about us being friends. yea. and i thought he could help me with my problem. minus the guys part. i was wrong. he didnt help me and when i said "..i'm just going to go.." he just says "ok.."... that broke me. class will be over in about like. 15 minutes.. so.. i dont know should i go or should i not. should i forget..or no..
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i broke my promise

ok so i broke my promise.. i'm sorry like x293718263816247365 times.. really.. i;ve been busy with so many things and i feel bad now. me is sorry. yes...that i am. soo i shall start off with my day: i went to work.. whooptidoo. no. i hate working...hate.it. baaad. customers also get on my nerves.. these old people come in and they never leave me alone. saying "HIII" "how are yoou" ok the old guy barely leaves me alone. keeps asking me questions.. its annoying. ok so my week wasnt too bad.. its ok i guess. i found out some stuff that almost made me cry.. yes there ARE lieing (sp?) cheating, people who take pity upon others. and i want to die. if people are gonna be that why towards you then why live... ok so i'm directing that thing towards me.. not you guys.. i dont want you to die..promise. i looove you all. there are reasons why i wont tell you why i'm saying all this. because some things arent meant to say on the internet. yes thats why. my parents are bums. they blame me.well my dad. blames me for not going to work one day.. i hated that.. saying "oh because you didnt come we only made $300. its all over now. the buisness is over" I HATE HIM! its not my fault they only made 300 fucking dollars!.. i'm not going out on the streets and yelling "hey people come and buy stuff from our store!" just to get people in our store. gah. ok so i shall go you now know what has happened.. i updated you with a lot of everything that has happened so yea..i'll update hopefully soon. promise. i just need sam for that lol. love you all ♥
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my hoodie!

lol so my hoodie got taken away from me. funny story. my friend mac took my hoodie and i was like "WHAAA" and so he started laughing and he said if he can wear it because his teacher wont let him wear his jacket. so being the gerous person i am..haha.. i said ok but give it back to me after class. so class went on and skylar (brother!!) gave me his hoodie to wear i likey his hoodie. it was warm. so class went on and then after that i went out to see MY hoodie and get it back. but nooo.. mac was wearing my hoodie and wear his jacket over that. and he "tried" to hide it away from me, luckily my keen-eyed sense saw the hoodie and i said "i want it back please" and he said "nooo" and then i said,"but i want it back" so we started to like get into a tug fight or something trying to get my hoodie back. since hes like way taller than me ad well stronger .. it didnt work out. lol so i said "give it back to me in mr. slagel's class." and he said " but i gotta go to the computer lab and get something" so i said that to meet me in mr. slagles class and give it back to me. he said fine. i waited for him and he didnt show up and my dad was here so i had to go. and yet i didnt get my hoodie back. grr. so i got online on aim and imed him telling him he has my hoodie and he said that why didnt you get it? and i said WELL, i had to go. and he says he skateboarded in it and it was all sweaty. RAWR! and then he said he would wash it.. yay thats one time i dont have to wash it myself. i got it back today and you know what it had stray hairs from his 2 dogs! and then he says oh it might have hairs on it from my dogs. grrrr i dont really like dogs.. bad dream. but he washed it. i was happy, and i went to class.. And Thus.. My Hoodie Adventure Ends.
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wannahakalooki oooh

hiyaz ok um wow i actually updated a little earlier than i used to.. i'm so proud!! today was enh.. stomach started to hurt during 7th period.. rawr. but its all good... yea i know, i'm a dork.. but i'm.. a GOOFY GOOBER! HAHA love that movie. ok so on with my day. 1st period:science- cool.. i found out that i was going to be shadowed tomorrow.by an adult. *shriek in horror movies*. but i had to pick like 3 careers and then they would get a mentor person thing for me. soo yea i'm kinda nervous i dont want to make a bad impression on them. i shall be nice and in tuned with my self.. hopefully.lol 2nd period:English- we're watching a movie. "to kill a mockingbird" we read the book so we wanted to watch the movie to see the difference. and turns out there are bunches of differences likee 20 minutes into the movie they were already on chapter 10 or something.wowness. OH and at first before we got te book. i thought my teacher was saying "Taquila Mockingbird" lol say it. you'll agree with me since she was saying it so fast it sounded like that. 3rd period:GTT- we're soldering.. wooh..no. i freakin burnt myself like... 5 times on the stupid soldering iron. rawr. my little foofoos (fingers) are okay now. i'm almost done with wiring the whole cicuit board thing so yes i shall be getting a 100....hopefully. 4th period:Algebra- hate this class.. boring. you would want to fall asleep in this one.. aah. but i;m finally getting etter grades than i was before. :-) i feel proud!. so yea and so we had a quiz. it was easy.. just for the extra credit and 1 question. in the extra credit she goes off topic.. on the last sentence. i'm reading the whole problem and trying to figure out the total people and crap all of a sudden, "now tell me if the bus driver has red hair" and i'm like WTF?!?? i asked my teacher and she said she'll tell me tomorrow.. fudge that. 5th period:LUNCH!- fun .. we always act stupid at lunch its the only place and time i can laugh my bahunkie off. hahaha bahunkie. ok so nothing much happened today.. except for "i love yous" and "hahaha i wins" and..you just have to be there to get it.. lol thats all i have to say. 6th period:Proteam- i love this class... we always have laughs and fun.. its not boring either.. because the teacher is so nice.. nothing much happened today either... rawr. 7th period:Social studies- enh test.grr.. probably got a low b. i usually get high b's and a's but this one was too hard. and so.. my stomach agony began. it would gargle or something every few minutes and since it was quiet everyone would look at me.. no fair. it got betterish by the hour. though. so yea i get a pamento cheese sandwish tomorrow!! yayz! so i shall update later.. this is a long one so it should make up for some days i missed. so yea love you all. <333
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sickish

Feeling: bleh
ello! again i'm updating because sam told me to.. lol i'm a lazy bum i know.. ok so how are you all today? mighty fine i suppose. omg... my ex is gonna ask me out again.. grr.. cause he wants a second chance.. i guess that what he said to my friend and she told me.. rawr.. ok so i broke up with him.. with a note because i was too chicken to actually talk to him.. he got sad and well.. yea so now he wants another chance.. i mean i already promised maria i would say no because maria cares for me like no other and i love her for that.. <3 ok so i'll update later i know this is a short one but i promise this time.. i'll update soon enough love you all!
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AAAAH!

Listening to: none at the moment
Feeling: frustrated
so fuckin frustrated... my boyfriend is being an ass.. which sucks and i was going to break up with him yesterday but NOOOO he was at turtoring so i didnt get to .. so today i'm breaking up with him.. reasons shall be listed here.. 1. never says hi 2. ignores me whenever i wave at him 3. TURNS AWAY whenever i wave at him which is pretty much like #2. 4. lies to everyone that "I" asked him out and he said yes... HE ASKED ME OUT! 5.and i dont know.. confused is all i feel.. yes so i probably will feel bad for breaking up with him.. i think..? i dont know... maybe i asked sam if i should have any regrets... should i? should i regret saying yes to going out with him?? what do i do? confusion and frustration is all a feel.. its all i've been feeling the whole week.. its friday the 13th... bad day eh? GRUDGE 2 COMES OUT TODAY!!! wooh not going to see it though... just for the people who like the grudge.. anyway i'm gonna go its almost time for class to end so yea.. love you whoever reads this! ♥ ♥
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cheya..

Listening to: indian stuff..
Feeling: old
aaaaaah! so sorry i haven't been updating.. i never get time to do anything anymore.. you know with school and stuff.. and yea.. anywaaaaaaaaaayz.. how are you all? sam was like "you better update you diary young lady!" lol so yea you gotta love her.. shes awesome school's ok.. lunch is awesome because we act like retards.. but thats our thing.. we rock..yes. see one of my friends, sebastian calls my other friend mac, "chubacca prostitute" its hilarious lol.. and then they start making fun of each other.. adn yea its a bellyful of laughter. woohoo! i have a boyfriend!.. havet mentioned that eh? well i do.. its not working out as i thought it would.. hes acting all weird for the past 3 days.. grr.. its been 2 weeks and yea i dont know.. confusion.. yea CONFUSION! RAWR! i'm gonna go now.. so hopefully i'll update later! yaayz ¢¾ ¢¾
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bad feeling...

i cant explain but i have this bad feeling that something is gonna happen..and its to me.. i dont like it one bit..it fucking sux.. i hate it. i am bored as anything..i was playing driving games..yes thats how bored i was.. well i'm half way done with my book, Boy Meets Boy, its a good book. When some of the people that sit beside me in ss and science saw it they were like, " ewww are they gay! eww how can u read this?", their answer from me was, "well i read it b/c i think its a good book, which it is, and if u have a problem with gay ppl, deal with it". and they shouldnt have a problem b/c gay ppl are still human beings, its not like theyre animals.. UGH! i hate this feeling i hate it , i hope nothing happens that its just that i worry too much but i cant stop that feeling, its the worse feeling i've had all week. i'm gonna go play another game b/c i'm bored or read my book. so update later
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hi.. i'm not in a good mood...y? 1.i was sexually harrased 2.tiredness/sleepyness 3.sick oh the first one was at lunch..not a good feeling ok the story: i was getting my lunch which isnt much of a lunch from the vending machines me and tessa were walking back in and i asked her if she wanted to share a drink cuz thats wat we do sometimes and she said yea ok and i got money and went back out where the drink machines were. a lot of people stand there talking and stuff.. ok so i had lifesavers in my hand.(i got this before i went back outside). and i had to walk thru some people talking to get to where the drink machines were. i said excuse me, i have my manners u kno. and then all of a sudden this guy i barely know tries to get my lifesavers and then starts rubbing my sides and touching my back and OH GOD i was scared. i moved as quickily away from there as possible saying, "will u fricking stop?!?" and i got myy drink and hurried my way back into the cafeteria.. i was so fricking disgusted..this has NEVER EVER happened to me in my life.. i dont know wat to do know.. i wanted to tell our officer(school officer) but i dont exactly know the guy who did that to me's name. i came in the cafeteria and sat down and my friends were like wat happened i told them and one of them was ike ok who and where is he!? i told him and he goes..oohhh that guy is crazy he pulled out knives at me i'm not going near him. i was even MORE scared now.. so... wat do i do? i dont know, i tried forgeting it.. which is a good thing right?...i think...i dont know but i'm gonna go finish my homework so update later
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is it hot or wat?

is it hot in here or wat?? i think it is... my brother wont go turn on the air conditioner ugh i hate him.. like he cares cuz he hates me too.. ---- i'm bored.. really.. i got me a book on thursday! do you know wat? Boy Meets Boy yes good book "Love meets Love Confusion meets clarity Boy meets boy" yea thats wat is says on the back of the book. btw have i metioned it was a good book?? hmm... maybe i have. guess wat? me a MONKEY!!! LOL!! me gonna go b/c its getting tiring.. so later
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ugh...

i'm even sicker than i was yestrday i have a fever...i'm coughing a lot more, sneezing, dizzyness...ugh i hate it. so how r u all? i bet u arent sick...dont u hate the sick feeling? there are advantages and disadvantages, like.. advantage 1: not going to school the next week.. 2: get ur brother to do anything u need, and 3: sleeping. some disadvantages, 1: bad bad feeling, 2: yucky medicine, and 3:needles... ugh (for shots). i'm hungry... yes i'm hungry... and i want to eat.. soo.. i'm gonna go eat something , hunger has come.. muahah-*cough* so i'll update later
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the peirces

ello.. i'm just bored here and sick not a good feeling but about the peircings... i got them, not threee in the ears, cuz my dad wasnt about to pay so much, on 3 ear piercings, so i got 2 we didnt have time to get my nose pierced b/c my dad had to go to work my mom had to study for a driving test and my dad said if she passes the test, after that i'll take you to get ur nose pierced i turned to my mom and said, "UR PASSING that test!". she was like..., "ok" . so plz , if you dont mind that to hope my mom passes her driving test cuz shes been depressed about not getting to go anywhere by her self..and yea i couldnt sleep yesterday b/c my ears.. were hurting... bad i applyed the thing they give you after they pierce ur ears... and yea.. i'm majorly...BORED so i'm gonna go ..and i'll update later
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