We were all alone when I finally made a pass at you. . . It didn't work, && no, it never does - - But you know how I do. Do I have to spell it out to you or scream it in your face? Oh, the chemistry between us could destroy this place. ♥ I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real //* What if I r i p p e d your heart apart at the seams x/3 Maybe then you'd know how I feel. . . I can honestly say :; That I never, ever, ever felt this way. Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin . . . These are the parts of your body that cause my comatose to begin. ♥ [So don't go worrying about me] ||It's not like I think about you constantly|| S o m a y b e I d o :; but that SHOULDN'T affect your life anymore.

Haha. Okay. You people REALLY need to find something better to do with your lives than talk about Katherine & Spencer. Jesus fucking Christ. It's none of your business. =] & I'm sick of it. Just stop. They aren't going out for your fucking information. Cause she broke up with him because he's a fucker. Yeah. Now you people have the fucking story. Kthxbye. Ah. Jackie - -*`'» I love you very, very muchhhh. =] You're a cool cat. =P

Bored, so it's time for surveysss. x3 [[ABOUT YOU]] Your full name:: Victoria Rose Claire Andersen Age:: 14.. 15 in October. Height:: 5'1.5" Natural hair colour:: Hmm.. lmfao. Idk. Like, medium brown. Eye colour:: Bluish/Green. Number of siblings:: 5 Glasses/contacts?:: Nopeee. Piercings:: I have 6.. 1st & 2nd holes, the thingy in between the cartilidge & lobe.. & the cartilidge. Tattoos:: None, yet. Braces?:: Never. [[FAVOURITE]] Colour:: Black, yellow, hot pink, && gray. Band:: Hmm Fall Out Boy. . . Yeah. Song:: Autumn's Monologue Stuffed animal:: Bunny Foo Foo. Lmfao. Video game:: THE KARIOKE ONE!! TV show:: Uhh? Viva La Bam. Movie:: Hmm. . . Benny && Joon. Book:: The Truth About Forever or Perks. Food:: Tacos.. && nachoes. Game on a cell phone:: Tetris. CD cover:: Oh mann.. umm. The old Fall Out Boy.. cause there's Patrick. ;] Flower:: Rose. Scent:: Vanilla. Animal:: Pit bull. Comic book:: Don't have one. Cereal:: Life or Apple Jacks. Website:: ElJay. Cartoon:: Umm.. Spongebob? Lmfao. Idk. [[DO YOU]] Play an instrument?:: Hells no. Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: No way Jose. Like to sing?:: Of course. Have a job?:: E to the double u no. Have a cell phone?:: Nah. Like to play sports?:: Some of them. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: Nope. Have a crush on someone?:: Of course. Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: Nope. Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: Yes. Have any special talents/skills?:: Psh, no. Excercise daily?:: Lmfao. What a laugh & a half. Like school?:: Sometimes. [[CAN YOU]] Sing the alphabet backwards?:: Hmm.. if I try hard. Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: Haha, no. Speak any other languages?:: Psh, no. Go a day without food?:: Hell fucking no. Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: Yes. Read music, not just tabs?:: Nope. Roll your tongue?:: Yes. Eat a whole pizza?:: No way. [[HAVE YOU EVER]] Snuck out of the house?:: Of course. Cried to get out of trouble?:: Sure. Gotten lost in your city?:: Nope. Seen a shooting star?:: Yes. Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: Nope. Had a serious surgery?:: Nope. Stolen something important to someone else?:: Hmm. I don't think so. Solved a rubiks cube?:: No wayyy. Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: All the timee. Cried over a girl?:: . . . Lmfao. No. Cried over a boy?:: Yes. Kissed a random stranger?:: No. Hugged a random stranger?:: Yes. HERSHEY BABY! Been in a fist fight?:: Yes. Been arrested?:: Nope. Done drugs?:: Yes. Had alcohol?:: Of fucking course. "That's what us dirrty Damascuns do." Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: Ew, no. Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: Yess. Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: Lmfao, yeah. Swore at your parents?:: Oh hell yeah. Been to warped tour?:: YES!!! =D Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: In like, 1st grade. Been in love?:: Fuck no. Been close to love?:: Yeah. Been to a casino?:: Nopeee. Ran over an animal and killed it?:: No, I can't drive. Broken a bone?:: Yes. Gotten stitches?:: Nope. Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: Haha, yeah. Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: I don't think so. Made homemade muffins?:: Nope. Bitten someone?:: Lmfao, yeah. Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: Yes. More than 5 times?:: Nope. Been to niagra falls?:: Nope. Burped in someones face?:: Haha, ew, no. Gotten the chicken pox?:: YES. [[WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU]] Brushed your teeth:: Yesterday night.. or morning maybe. Went to the bathroom:: Like, 20 minutes ago. Saw a movie in theaters:: Hmm.. Idk.. not too long ago, cause I saw Willy Wonka. Read a book:: Psh, it's been a while. Like, the beginning of the summer. Had a snow day:: Duh, in the winter? Had a party:: 4th grade. Had a slumber party:: 4th grade. Made fun of someone:: Yesterday. Tripped in front of someone:: Yesterday. Went to the grocery store:: Yesterday. Got sick:: Yesterday. Cursed:: Today like, an hour ago. [[PICK ONE]] Fruit/vegetables:: Fruits. Black/white:: Black. Lights on/lights off:: Lights off. ;] TV/movie:: Movie. Car/truck:: Car. Body spray/lotion:: Both. Cash/check:: Cash. Pillows/blankets:: Blankets. Headache/stomach ache:: Stomach ache. Paint/charcoal:: Paint. Chinese food/mexican food:: Mexican food. Summer/winter:: Summer. Snow/rain:: Rainnn. Fog/misty:: Misty. Rock/rap:: Rock. Meat/vegetarian:: Meat. Boy/girl:: Boy. Chocolate/vanilla:: Vanilla. Sprinkles/icing:: Icing. Cake/pie:: Cake. French toast/french fries:: French toast. Strawberries/blueberries:: Strawberries. Ocean/swimming pool:: Ocean. Hugs/kisses:: KiSSES. Cookies/muffins:: Cookies. p33n/bewbz:: Excuse me? Wallet/pocket:: Pocket. Window/door:: Door. Emo/goth:: Emo. Pink/purple:: Pink. Cat/dog:: Dog. Long sleeve/short sleeve:: Short sleeve. Pants/shorts:: Pants. Winter break/spring break:: Winter. Spring/autumn:: Spring. Clouds/clear sky:: Clouds. Moon/mars:: Moon. [[FRIENDSHIP]] How many friends do you have?:: ALOT. What are their names?:: What? Jesus. There's too many. Do you have a best friend?:: Yeah. Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: Yes. Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: I think about the same. Have you ever lost a friend?:: Yes. Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: Yes. Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: "YOU LOOK LIKE WILLY WONKA!" Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: Oh, hell yes. Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: Hmm.. idk. Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: Idk. Do you miss any of your old friends?:: Nope. What friend have you known the longest?:: Katy. Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: Yes. If so, what is it?:: Umm.. like, went out with the guy they liked. How often do you spend time with your friends?:: Almost everyday. Do any of your friends drive?:: Yes. Has a friend of yours ever died?:: Nope. Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: Lmfao.. I'm not sure. What do you think your friends think of you?:: I think they think I can be bitchy sometimes, but also a sweetheart. [[LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP]] Have you ever been in love?:: Ew, no. If you have, with who?:: - - Are you single?:: Yes. Are you in a relationship?:: No. If so, for how long?:: - - Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: Yes. What is your idea of the best date?:: Hanging out at his house playing video games or watching a movie or something like that.. so you can get to know eachother better. What was your first kiss like?:: Wonder-fucking-ful. ;] How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: 13. Do you think love is a load of shit?:: Basically at this stage of the game, yes. Whats the best experience youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: Ugh. Idk. If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: Yes. Have you ever been dumped?:: Yes. Have you ever dumped someone?:: Yes. Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: Just made out actually. [[WORD ASSOCIATION]] Slippers:: Tea. Hat:: Sage. Hard:: Rigor Mortis. Free:: Food. Space:: Astonaut. Taste:: Chicken. Good Charlotte:: SHIT. . . Now anyway. =] Red:: Brenda. Deep:: Ocean. Heart:: Broken. Cord:: Snow. Cheese:: Nachoes. Rain:: Depressed. Work:: Sucks. Pedal:: Metal. Head:: Hard. Bed:: Sleepy. Fluff:: Gagging. Hardcore:: Spencer/Jimmy Page. LMFAO. Race:: XC. Knife:: Cut. Jump:: Pogo. [I....]] am:: Lonely. want:: Him. need:: Sleep. crave:: Boys. love:: Sleep. hate:: Girls. did:: Nothing. feel:: Sad. miss:: Having someone. am annoyed by:: A bitch. would rather:: Sleep. am tired of:: Boys not liking me. will always:: Like to sleep. [[SILLY STUFF]] What is your favourite genre of music?:: Punk/emo/ska/rock/pop-ish stuff. What time is it now?:: 7:57 What day is it?:: Tuesday? Whens the last time you called someone?:: 3 days ago. How much money do you have right now?:: None. Are you hungry?:: Nope. Whatcha doin?:: This survey. Do you like parades?:: Sure. Do you like the moon?:: Yes, but I like stars better. What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: Talk to people. Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: LMFAO! Yes. If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: Read people's minds. Have you ever had a picnic?:: Nope. Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: Nope. =[ What about sock em boppers?:: Nopeee. Are you wearing any socks right now?:: Yes. [[DO YOU THINK YOU ARE]] funny?:: Yeah. pretty?:: Yes. sarcastic?:: Yeahh. lazy?:: Hell yeah. hyper?:: Oh yes. friendly?:: I can be. evil?:: Nope. smart?:: Yes. strong?:: Uh-huh. talented?:: Sometimes. dorky?:: Psh, sometimes. [[ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)]] high:: Betty skip:: Lindsey dance:: Brenda lonely:: Nathan. pen:: Mommy. flower:: Tracy. Lmfao. window:: Dad. psycho:: Spencer. brain freeze:: Katherine. orange:: Evan. sassy:: Lindsey. jelly:: BRENDA!! [[FOR OR AGAINST]] suicide:: Against. love:: For. drunk drivers:: Against. airplanes:: For. war:: Against. canada:: For. united states:: For. rock music:: For. gay marriage:: FOR!!! x3 school:: Sometimes for, sometimes against. surveys:: For. parents:: For. cars:: For. killing:: Against. britney spears:: For. coffee:: For. pants:: Against. ;] [[WOULD YOU EVER]] Sky dive?:: Nope. Play strip poker?:: Yes. Run away?:: Maybe, but I doubt it. Curse at a teacher?:: Nope. Not take a shower for a week?:: Lmfao, no. Ask someone out?:: Yes. Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: Nope. Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: Yeah. Go scuba diving?:: Yes. Write a book?:: Nope. Become a rockstar?:: Yes. Have casual sex?:: Idk yet. [[LAST QUESTIONS]] What shampoo do you use?:: Pantene Pro-V. Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: November. What kind of computer do you have?:: A dell. What grade are you in?:: 9th. Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: Yes. Or just make out?:: No. How many posters do you have in your room?:: Likeee, 12? How many cds do you have?:: Alot. What time is it now?:: 8:04. What is your name?:: Vicky. Are you named after anyone?:: Nope. What's your screename?:: BARBiESAiDTOKEN Would you name a child of yours after you?:: Nope. If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:: James. If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:: Hmm.. probably Amber or Autumn. Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:: Vikki, Vicki, Vickie, Anderson, Vicy. Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:: Nahh. [[Basics]] Your gender:: Female. Straight/Gay/Bi:: Straight. Single?:: Yes. If not, do you want to be?:: - - Birthdate:: 10/7/90 Your age:: 14. Age you act:: 14. Age you wish you were:: Either 5 or 18. Your height:: 5'1.5" Eye color:: Bluish/green. Happy with it?:: Yes. Hair color:: Brown with red && blonde highlights. Happy with it?:: Yes. Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Righty. Your living arrangement:: With my mom && 2 of my brothers. Your family:: Dad, Mom, Laurie, Jeff, Joe, Shaun, Derek, && Kyra. Have any pets?:: Yes. Whats your job?:: Don't got one. Piercings?:: 6. Tattoos?:: None yet. Obsessions?:: Boys. ;] Addictions?:: Nope. Do you speak another language?:: Nope. Have a favorite quote?:: "Hearts can't become pratical until they become unbreakable." - Wizard of Oz. Do you have a webpage?:: Nope. [[Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it]] Do you live in the moment?:: Nope. Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:: Yes. Do you have any secrets?:: Yes. Do you hate yourself?:: Nope. Do you like your handwriting?:: Yes. Do you have any bad habits?:: Yes. What is the compliment you get from most people?:: "I love your hair" or eyes or nails. If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:: Hmm.. likeee. I don't even know. What's your biggest fear?:: Losing someone I love or dying. Can you sing?:: Hell yes. Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:: Nope. Are you a loner?:: Nope. What are your #1 priorities in life?:: School..&& family. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:: Yes. Are you a daredevil?:: Nope. Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:: Nope. Are you passive or agressive?:: agressive. Do you have a journal?:: Yes. What is your greatest strength and weakness?:: STRENGTH __ Being able to say no if it's needed. WEAKNESS __ Boys. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:: I wouldn't be as dependant on others, & I wouldn't like be so boy crazyyy. Do you think you are emotionally strong?:: Yes. Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:: Nope. Do you think life has been good so far?:: Yes. What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:: Don't take anything for granted. What do you like the most about your body?:: Calves, eyes, hair.. yeah. And least?:: Tummy. && thighs. Do you think you are good looking?:: Yeh. Are you confident?:: Sometimes. What is the fictional character you are most like?:: Hmm.. I'm not sure. Are you perceived wrongly?:: Sometimes. [[Do You...]] Smoke?:: Nope. Do drugs?:: Nope. Read the newspaper?:: Sometimes. Pray?:: Yes. Go to church?:: Sometimes. Talk to strangers who IM you?:: Yes. Sleep with stuffed animals?:: Just one. Take walks in the rain?:: Yes. Talk to people even though you hate them?:: Sometimes. Drive?:: Nope. Like to drive fast?:: Sometimes. [[Would or Have You Ever?]] Liked your voice?:: Yes. Hurt yourself?:: Yes. Been out of the country?:: Nope. Eaten something that made other people sick?:: Yes. Been in love?:: Nope. Done drugs?:: Yes. Gone skinny dipping?:: Nope. Had a medical emergency?:: Yes. Had surgery?:: Yep. Ran away from home?:: Nope. Played strip poker?:: Nope. Gotten beaten up?:: Nope. Beaten someone up?:: Kinda. Been picked on?:: Yes. Been on stage?:: Yes. Slept outdoors?:: Yes. Thought about suicide?:: Yepp. Pulled an all nighter?:: Yepp. If yes, what is your record?:: Umm, like 29 hours. Gone one day without food?:: Yes. Talked on the phone all night?:: Yepper. Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:: Yes. Slept all day?:: Yess. Killed someone?:: Haha, no. Made out with a stranger?:: Never. Had sex with a stranger?:: Ew, no. Thought you're going crazy?:: Yes. Kissed the same sex?:: On the cheek. Done anything sexual with the same sex?:: Nope. Been betrayed?:: Yes. Had a dream that came true?:: Yes. Broken the law?:: Yes. Met a famous person?:: Yess!!! Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:: Nope. On purpose?:: Nope. Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:: Yeh. Stolen anything?:: Yes. Been on radio/tv?:: Nope. Been in a mosh-pit?:: Oh yess. Had a nervous breakdown?:: Yes. Bungee jumped?:: EW NO. Had a dream that kept coming back?:: Yesss. [[Beliefs]] Belive in life on other planets?:: Nope. Miracles?:: Yes. Astrology?:: Yes. Magic?:: No. God?:: Yes. Satan?:: Yes. Santa?:: No. Ghosts?:: Yes. Luck?:: Yes. Love at first sight?:: Nope. Yin and yang?:: Yes. Witches?:: Nope. Easter bunny?:: Nope. Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:: Yeah. Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:: Nope. Do you wish on stars?:: Yess. [[Deep Theological Questions]] Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:: Yes. Do you think God has a gender?:: Nope. Do you believe in organized religion?:: Eh, kinda. Where do you think we go when we die?:: Heaven or hell. [[Friends]] Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:: Yes. Who is your best friend?:: Katherine. Who's the one person that knows most about you?:: Katherine. What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:: To not go along with what everyone else is doing if it's not for you. Your favourite inside joke?:: "DAMN BAPS!" or "YOU LOOK LIKE WILLY WONKA!" Thing you're picked on most about?:: Being so fucking short. Who's your longest known friend?:: Katy. Newest?:: Betty. <3 Shyest?:: Lauren? Funniest?:: We can all be funny at times. Sweetest?:: Shannon. Closest?:: Katherine. Weirdest?:: Nikki. Smartest?:: Katy, Brenda, Katherine, or Eric. Ditziest?:: LAUREN. Friends you miss being close to the most?:: Hmm.. Evan. Last person you talked to online?:: Lauren. Who do you talk to most online?:: Katherine? Who are you on the phone with most?:: Katherine. Who do you trust most?:: Katherine. Who listens to your problems?:: They all do. Who do you fight most with?:: Hmm.. idk? Who's the nicest?:: Amanda. Who's the most outgoing?:: Brenda or Lindsey. Who's the best singer?:: . . . Andrew. Who's on your shit-list?:: Spencer. Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:: Lmfao, no. Who's your second family?:: The Krug's. Do you always feel understood?:: Nope. Who's the loudest friend?:: Lindsey. Do you trust others easily?:: Sometimes. Who's house were you last at?:: Krug's. Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: My mom's? Do your friends know you?:: Some of them. Friend that lives farthest away:: Britt. [[Love and All That]] Do you consider love a mistake?:: Sometimes. What do you find romantic?:: I don't know.. Turn-on?:: Light soft kisses.. or hugs from behind. & GOOD HiP BONES. Turn-off?:: A fucking dental exam. First kiss?:: With Sage. If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:: Bad. Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going for it?:: Knowing them first. Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out?:: Yes. Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?:: Yes. Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:: Yeah. What is best about the opposite sex?:: They are so cute & can tell you just what you want to hear at the right time. What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:: They can be the hugest bunch of assholes like, ever. What's the last present someone gave you?:: A mix? Are you in love?:: Nope. Do you consider your significant other hot?:: Don't have one. [[Who Was the Last Person...]] That haunted you?:: Steven. You wanted to kill?:: Frank. That you laughed at?:: Brenda. That laughed at you?:: Katherine. That turned you on?:: Brian? Steven? You went shopping with?:: Spencer && Katherine. That broke your heart?:: Steven. Or Jake. To disappoint you?:: Jake or Steven. To ask you out?:: Fucking Brandon. To make you cry?:: Steven or Jake. To brighten up your day?:: Katherine. That you thought about?:: Steven. You saw a movie with?: Katherine. You talked to on the phone?:: Lauren. You talked to through IM/ICQ?:: Lauren. You saw?:: Mommy. You lost?:: Evan? [[Right This Moment...]] Are you going out?:: Nope. Will it be with your significant other?:: Nope. Or some random person?:: Nope. What are you wearing right now?:: Pink missy basketball shirt, Elmo PJ pants, & pink turtle socks. Body part you're touching right now:: Hand. What are you worried about right now?:: High school. What book are you reading?:: None. What's on your mousepad?:: The Dell Logo. Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: Lonley, annoyed, sad, bitchy, sleepy. Are you bored?:: Nope. Are you tired?:: Kinda. Are you talking to anyone online?:: No. Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:: Nope. Are you lonely or content?:: Lonely. Are you listening to music?:: Yess. [[Basics]] Name:: Vicky. Age:: 14. Height:: 5'1.5" Hair Color:: Brown with red && blonde highlights. Eye Color:: Bluish/green. [[School Life]] What's your school's mascot?:: A Hornet. School color(s)?:: Red && Black. G.P.A.?:: Idk. Who is your favorite teacher?:: Ms. Skinnerrr. =[[[ What do they teach?:: They taught Algebraa. Is this your favorite class?:: Nope. [[Internet]] Do you use any instant messengers?:: Yess. If so, which ones?:: AIM. About how many hours a day do you spend online?:: Too many. Do you have a digital camera?:: Nopee. If so, do you post pictures of yourself online?:: Well, I post pictures of myself. [[Music]] Do you play any instruments?:: Nope. If so, what one(s)?:: - - 3 Favorite Genres Of Music:: Rock, Emo, Heavy Metal. 3 Favorite Bands:: Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, && No Doubt? Do you go to concerts and/or shows?:: Yes. What is the most you've ever spent on a concert/show?:: Like, alot. What is the least you've ever spent?:: Idk. 20? Do you think buying merch at a concert then wearing it there is corny?:: Yes. Do you listen to any bands that you'd be ashamed to admit to listening to?:: Nope. [[Word Association]] Blue:: Eyes. Camera:: Katherine. Boy:: Betty. Pretty:: Jess. Pants:: Tight. Music:: Rock. God:: Heaven. Sweater:: Weezer. Live Journal:: Life. MTV:: Makes me wanna smoke crack. Labels:: Gay. Do you think labels are dumb?:: Yess. Why or why not?:: Because, everyone's the same when you turn off the lights. What do people label you as?:: Goth thing..? How/Why did you get this label?:: I have no fucking idea. Lmfao. [[Which Is Worse?]] Physical Pain/Emotional Pain?:: Emotional. Blink-182/Good Charlotte?:: Good Charlotte. Being Deaf/Being Blind?:: Being deaf. Being Bored/Rushing around because you have too much to do?:: Being bored. Losing your dominant leg/Losing your dominant arm?:: Arm. [[Love]] Do you believe theres a difference between "love" and "in love"?:: Yes. Is it better to have loved and lossed than to have never loved at all?:: Yes. Are you romantic?:: Sometimes. Are you in a relationship now?:: Nope. If so, for how long?:: - - If not, how long have you been single?:: Like, 9 monthes. Are you a virgin?:: Yes. What song describes your love life right now?:: Autumn's Monologue. [[Ranomosity]] War: Good or Bad?:: Bad. What do you think of designer labels?:: Stupid. Who's skankier: Britney Spears or Paris Hilton?:: Duh, Britney. What is it with guys and cars?:: No fucking idea. Do you sing?:: Yes. If so, what part (Soprano 1,Alto 2, et cetera)?:: Alto. Kiss or hug?:: Kiss. What color is your room?:: Ugly brown panel. How old is your mom?:: 46? Black and white or color photos?:: Depends. Who cuts your hair?:: Alyssa. What color is your toothbrush?:: Blue, gray, pink.. green. I have many. =] What color is your hair brush?:: Green. What kind of hair products do you use?:: Just smoothing milk from Garnier Fructis. Is K-Mart just the poor man's Wal-Mart?:: Lmfao, yes. Are you sXe?:: Fuck no. Are you sexy?:: Nope. What color to people tells you looks nice on you?:: Black && pink. What color do you think looks nice on you?:: Pink, black, or green. Clothes shopping or grocery shopping?:: Clothes. Who do you sit with at lunch?:: Well, I used to sit with like, Katherine & stuff.. but idk about this yearrr. =/ Do you like the sound of your own voice when you hear it played back?:: Yes. Who has the nicest speaking voice that you know?:: Brenda. What is the website for one of your favorite bands?:: Umm.. idk. Lmfao. Do you prefer to date people younger, older, or the same age as you?:: Same age or older. Do you listen to songs on repeat often?:: Lately, yes. Who was the last person you hung out with?:: Katherine. What did you and that person do?:: Just hung around her house. Do you use internet shorthand (i.e. "lol", "brb", "jk", et cetera)?:: Sometimes. How often do you bathe?:: Almost everyday. Are you a people-pleaser?:: Nope. Do you dye your hair regularly?:: Yes. What about your eyebrows?:: Nopeee. Do you wear makeup?:: Yess. If you answered "yes", to #96, are you female?:: Lmfao, yes. Do you buy CDs edited or unedited?:: Unedited. Can you beatbox?:: LMFAO! NO! Does your mom like the song "Hey Ya" by OutKast?:: Haha. Yeah. Well, that was WONDERFUL && took 2 hours to do. =]]

Hmm. Katherine's coming over today, so I am verrry exciteddd. Haha. I decided I wanted to adopted a pet.. Cause they're so cute. =] adopt your own virtual pet!

Welp, I had a good last night in Forest City. I hung out with Nikki, Chelsea, Chris, Jake, Destiny, & Andrea. They showed up at Nikki's door in the middle of Chelsea, Nikki, & I watching Army of Darkness. Lmfao. So funny. But, what else could I ask for? I met Josh too. But.. yeah. So, me & the other people minues Josh went to the park. Lmfao. There was like, this little girl harassing us. It was so scary though. Like, we thought she was a lesbian or something. So, I talked to Chris & Jake mostly. Cause I knew I wouldn't see them for a while. But, I knew I had all night with Nikki. =] So, Jake's like "Hmm, this is a good song. . *looks down shirt*" "Oh, yeah?" - me "OH YEAH!" - Jake. LMFAO. It was so funny. I guess you had to be there though. & then it was time for us to leave the park, so we went to Nikki's. Nikki's mom gave Jake, Chelsea, & Chris a ride home. =[[ So I gave Chris a hug. Lmfao. So then there was me, Nikki, Destiny, & Andrea. Haha. Destiny sang a song aout beef stew. & we all just hung out. Then it was me & Nikki. We watched some of Deep Impact & then we watched the Lion King. I fucking CRIED when Mufasa died. =[ Then we kept playing the part where Timon does the hula. Lmfao. We tried to do it. It didn't work. Then we just went on the computer a little bit, then it was time for beddd. =] We woke up to Nikki's mom making food. =]]] Haha. So I ate & took a shower & that's it for now. I'm going home sooooon. =] I miss my MAHJAH!!! =[ But YAY! I'mma see her today. Alrightyy, that's it. I LOVE YOU GUYSS!

HEYLOOO! Haha. Well, I've been in Forest City staying with Nikki for the past like, week. I'm finally coming home tomorrow! I have some mixed feelings about that because I've met some really cool people down here. x3 But I miss all of youu! Hah. But it's been so much fun. We went to the river yesterday & I got so fucking sunburned. It's horrible. But, oh well. It rained today while Kayla, Nikki, & I were walking to Turkey Hill or where ever we were going. & it felt gooood. =] Haha. But I'm still SO pink or red or whatever I am. Haha. Oh well. Maybe I'll finally get a good tan going. Oh yes. I also dyed my hair. It's brown with red & blonde highlights. It's pretty hawt. Last night Nikki & I watched Beauty & the Beast & then we watched Army of Darkness. It was saaaweet. =] Haha. So funny. We have such sense of humor. We hung out with Kayla & Matera & that was so much fun! We stayed up until like, 5 & yeah. Lmfao. It was so great though. Kayla & I planned out our house for if we lived together. Haha. So funny. & then the night before that just Matera stayed over & she's the coolest chica ever. Haha. I love her so much. =] x3 Hmm.. idk. Hung out with Chelsea the one day, which was cool. & then yesterday I was hanging out with Nikki & Chris. Omg. I love that kid! He's so awesome. =] Hmm.. I don't know what else. Haha. This entry was pretty fucking confusing. Forgive me for that please. x3 ________ Is it love, or just a curse Do you feel g o o d when I h u r t? *'' I need your [heart] to OPEN UP.' If this love's not real, then it's just my luck

Heyy everyone. Haha. Everyone.. Like anyone reads this son of a bitch. Lmfao. OK. So, I came to Brenda's last night. Haha. It was so much fun. We snuck out for a late night run & to jump on the trampoline. We watched some TV & listened to music & talked about stuff. It was pretty entertaining. Then I had a big huge conversation with Mike R. & Sean Lawsen. Aw. x3 Haha. It was fun though. Sean was being weird, as always & I love him, & Mike was. . . Well, he was so fucking sweet. We were talking about the time that I found out from Lindsey that Sage was going to break up with me & I was like, hysterically crying. So, he brought me back in Science Lab with the excuse of us working on History & he was holding me & telling me it would be alright & being so sweet. & I'm like "That's one of my favorite memories." & he's like "Yeah, actually, me too.." & I'm thinking "AWWW!" & he goes "Vicky, you know how much I care about you.." & I'm like "I know Mike.." & I'm thinking "THAT IS THE CUTEST THING IN THE WORLD!" & Brenda's like "OH MY GOD! THAT WAS SO SWEET.. I DON'T WANT TO CRY NOW!" It was just so sweet & cute for some reason.. idk. Then Katherine & Lauren showed me pictures of their new hair, which is the sexiiest thing ever. Haha. Then Katherine sent me a picture of Steven. *giggles* AHH! I GIGGLED. GOD, I hate giggling. This is funny. I'm the only one awake in this house.. though it's just Brenda & I. . . Haha. Idk. That was stupid. Oh well, whatever. God, I miss so many people!! Like.. Mike & Eric & John G., Tory, Casey, & JACKiE. Haha. Yeah. . . Hopefully I'll see some of those guys soon. =] && it's happened once again I'll turn to a friend Someone that understands Sees through the master plan But everybody's gone & I've been here for too long, to face this on my own WELL i GUESS THiS iS GROWiNG UP x|3

I haven't updated this thing in FOREVER. Haha. I like this kid.. his name is Trevor. But idk. It's too weird. Since he's one of my brother's friends. Weird. Yeah. Haha. I don't know about that one. I'd be alittle weirded out. But, I don't know. So anyway, Brenda came over the other day & we had tons of fun. Haha. Then I went to Long Island. It was alright I suppose. I had a pretty good time, I'd say. Haha. =] I miss all of my beautiful girls though. Haha. I hope to see Katherine tomorrow sometime. =] There's some stupid people on here. Jesus. They need to learn how to grow the fuck up! x3 Alright. That's it. I love all you guys!!

Hmm.. Well.. I don't know. Haha. I miss K. & I'm terribly tired. I miss S & S too. =// Bleh. Boys. They suckkk!! Nothing has been happening around this place.. it sucks. Man, do I hate Beach Lake. Everyone's like away or busy or something. Tuesday I have a softball game though. So, that's something. =] Maybe I'll get to go to L's house.. maybeeee. I miss that chica. Hmm. It's band practice night, so I'm getting pissed because all I hear is them & I can't hear my Fall Out Boy!! =[[ It's retarded. Haha. Alright. I'm just going to go sit on my ass some more, since there's nothing better to do around this place anyway. Haha. I love you guys!! x3 *` You are a getaway car :; Rush of blood to the head But me - - *` » I``m just the covers on top of your bed.

I haven't updated this thing in forever. Honesdale Highschool is soon & I can't fucking believe it. I'm scared. Haha. I'm a freshman. Goddamnit. Lord. Haha. Atleast I have some friends up there already. . . I'm just sad to leave Andrew & Kim & my Jackie. x3 I love you guys!! My life has been boring. Haha. Here's a survey to pass the fucking time. x3 *Last person who..* 1. Called You: Brittany 2. Slept In Your Bed: I did. 3. Saw You Cry: Katherine. x3 4. Made You Cry: John. 5. Spent The Night At Your House: Hmm.. Lindsey. 6. Shared A Drink With: Mommy. 7. You Went To The Movies with: Hmm.. Katherine, Phil, Ethan, & Andrew. . . I think. 8. You yelled at: Spencer & Evan. 9. Yelled At You: Spencer & Evan. 10. Sent You An Email: Rochelle. 11. Said They Were Gonna Kill you: Hmm.. Ross *Have You Ever:* 1. Been To New York?: Of course. 2. Been To Florida?: Yes. 3. California?: Nope. 4. Hawaii?: Hopefully one day.. 5. Mexico?: Nope. 6. China?: Nahh. 7. Canada?: Haha, no. 8. Danced Naked: Haha, maybay.. KIDDING! 9. Had A Dream About Something Really Crazy And Then It Happens The Next Day?: YES! 10. Stalked Someone?: No. Haha. 11. Had A Mud Bath?: Nope. 12. Wished You Were The Opposite Sex: Sometimes. Haha. 13. Had An Imaginary Friend?: YES! HER NAME WAS JULIE!! *This Or That...* 1. apples or bananas?: Bananas!! 2. Blue or Red?: Blue. x3 3. Backstreet Boys or N Sync?: Hmm.. N*SYNC 4. Wal Mart Or Target: Target 5. Spring Or Fall?: Fall 6. Santa Or Rudolph?: Santa. 7. Math Or English?: English. *Some Other Stuff..* 1. What Are You Going To Do After You Finish This Survey?: Go to bed? 2. What Was The Last Meal You Ate: Some fruit cocktail 3. How Many Of Your Buddies are on?: 16 4. Last Movie You Saw?: Hmm.. Phantom of the Opera. . . x3 5. Last Noise You Heard: Fall Out Boy *Which One Of Your Friends...* 1. Laughs The Weirdest: NIKKI!! 2. Have You Known The Longest?: Katy. x3 3. Is The Loudest? Nikki! 4. Quietest?: Brenda? 5. Do You Have The Most Classes with?: I don't know anymore!! =[[ 6. Who is the most fun?: All my girls. x3 7. Who Is The Moodiest?: Hmm.. I don't know. 8. Biggest playa: EVAN!! AHHH! *The Last Few Questions:* 1. Last Time You Went Out Of State: Hmm.. Today I went to Narrowsburg! 2. Lucky #: 27. 3. Things You Like In a Guy (or girl): sense of humor & truthfulness. 4. Weirdest Thing About you?: I don't know.. Haha. 5. What Do You Think About Ouiji boards?: I always wonder if they actually work.. 6.What Book Are You Reading Now?: Heavy Metal & You. 7. What's On Your Mouse Pad?: The Dell symbol thingy. 8. Best Feeling in The World: When a guy & you know you like eachother & you can feel it when they hold your hand or something & it's copletely perfect. x3 9. What Is The First Thing You Think When You Wake In The Morning?: I HAVE TO TAKE A PISS! 10. Have You Ever Died?: LMFAO! Obviously not! 11. Roller Coasters: Ew. I hate them. 12. How Many Rings Before You Answer The Phone?: 2 or 3. 13. Future Daughter's Name: Chelsea. 14. Future Son's Name: Patrick or Gabe. 15. Chocolate Or Vanilla?: Vanilla. 16. Do You Sleep With A Stuffed Animal? Yes. 17. What's your favorite alcoholic drink?: I like beer & smirnoff. . .idk. Anything really. 18. If You Could Have Any Job You Wanted, What Would It be?: Singing or a Lawyer. 19. What Is Your Favorite Snapple?: Summer Peach. 20. Are You A Lefty, Righty: Righty. 21. Do You Type With Your Fingers On The Right Keys? Most times.

Whoa. Can't believe that Damascus is almost over!! Highschool next year. I am definately going to miss my 7th graders waaaay too much. x3 I LOVE YOU GUYS!! Hmm. Varsity field hockey is going to be scary. Lmfao. K & I are going to watch eachother & help eachother out with all of that shit. I'm scared as HELL for some reason. =/ Ahh, oh well. I'll just try my hardest to make it & pray that I don't do a crappy job. . . All I know is that I'm going to have to run a 3.1 mile in like 24 minutes or less. Oh God. That might take some time! Haha. Alright. I love all you guys. . . x3 I have always been alittle shy. x3

Welp nothing much. E was all over me today. It's been pretty scary!! S stole my damn shoes, so I took his!! I've been thinking about my past crushes & shit. Whoa. So fucking weird! I can't believe half of the people I've liked. Like MK & JG. It's so weird. I don't know. I've just been thinking about the past like, a lot lot lot. Alright. That's about it for today. Love you all.. Until next time . . . *` x3.

Welp. I don't really know. I asked like 4,000 people who they thought I should go out with today. They said T. I was like "Whoa, I went out with him like, a year ago." People think we're still completely perfect for eachother. But, it's over there. & we're not perfect anymore. Hah. On a happier note, I guess, I got my yearbook today. =] I expect lotsa signatures!! Haha. It was such a good day. I didn't think about S once. It was just what I needed. x3 I am so happy today. I mean, with 2 exceptions. But no need to worry about that. Alright. So E chopped ALL of his hair off. I don't like it much. =[[ I miss his long hair. He was hot.. But I'm getting used to his new hair. ;] Haha. Alright. So that's about it for today.. Until tomorrow *` Tradgically Yours. x3

Welp. Idk. I hung out with K this weekend. Not to mention L & N. It was so much fun. L & P are back together!! x3 Awwww. I love them so much!! Hmm, what else? I don't think S likes me very much. It sucks ass. But, what can you do? I think I'll leanr to get over it.. Eventually. Whenever that shit comes. =/ Erm. I called Pops today & I'm finally going to go & see him. After 5 long monthes, I am going to go see my Dad. I'm so happy. =] Hmmm. I'm so happy there's no school tomorrow. It shall be a good time. I get to sleep in once more. =] Tuesday's school & idk.. I'll try to get over S then. Alright. I think that's about it. Do you think you know the way I feel & do you think you feel the way I do?

I haven't really been doing anything today. Like the new layout? =] I do. Hah. Erm, I've been basically cleaning & doing laundry all damn day. It's pretty boring, but I have nothing else to do. =[ Oh well. Maybe I'll update this thing sometime soon when I actually have something worth while to sayy. x3

Well, I asked out S. That was a big fuck up. =] Oh well. You live & learn, unfortunatly, I never learn. =/ I don't know what else there is to say about that. I'm here at K's hanging out with A, K, W, C, & S. It's coolness to thaA extreme. Or whatever you kids say these days. I know I never update this fucking thing. I really, really need to start. Haha. Hmmm. I don't fucking know. Yeah. I almost beat the shit outta D, s, T, & R. I hate, hate, hate, HATE them...=[ S had to hold me back from freaaaaaaking out. They broke the poor kid's bike & the other kid's skateboard. What fucking cock suckers. AHH! Yeah. & that's my day. x3

Welp. I'm going to hang out with K tomorrow. & I know that we're going to have a good time. =D 8) Haha. Erm, idk what else. I want S so fucking badddd. I keep thinking about him. & E's someone died, so idk if he's gonna be in school tomorrow. Alright, yeah.

Well, I guess you could say that today was a good day. I don't like M anymore. Idk. It just isn't there. So then at lunch, X informed me that E likes me. Well, that was a bunch of bullshit. But, I guess it doesn't matter since I don't like E anyway. Hah. He's my best friend. So, yeah. I guess I still like S. But then there's V. He's been coming around lately. But, idk. He doesn't like me. So it's useless. I don't think I should like anyone for a while. =] That would probably be the best decision for right now. So, I came home & did homework. & J IMed me. I was like WHOA! It was so weird. Like, idk. I guess he might kinda like me. But I doubt it. =/ I don't like him. Even though L told me maybe he could make me like him somehow. I hope that's not what he's trying to do. Yeah. & well I suppose that has been my whole damn day. I love you all, oh so very much!! x3 [[ All you did was up & go. ]]

Well, here I go again. Bouncing. Between S & M. It really sucks. I just, don't know exactly what it is I want yettt. X says M is a poser & that I shouldn't go for M. But idk. Like, I guess he's sort of a poser somewhat. But idk. I kinda still like him. But S. WHOAAA! Look at the body. ;] Haha. I know alotta people think that too. But, it's like sometimes I think that he likes me, but then I think he likes K. So it's all confusing. I just don't know. Q thinks that I'm a dumb bitch because I change who I like so much. & this other girl was complaining that I flirted with her old boyfriend. So that pissed me off. What the fuck gives? Anyway. W & U's reception. It was fun though. Alotta people got drunk, including muah. It was funny though. Or atleast what I remember. ;] I was having a good time. Hah. Yeah. L was all over P & E. It was fucking HYSTERICAL!!! She was being all crazy. But, I still love her. x3 Yeah, so that was basically my whole damn weekend. I love you all oh, so very much. ;] x3 IT FINALLY MAAAAY!!!

Well, I'm sitting here, listening to Jethro Tull on repeat, because I abso-fucking-lutly LOVE THIS SONG!!! =D This weekend was pretty fun. I hung out with K, N, B, & F. It was funny. We went to T's. & hung out there. I saw R & W was like trying to get me with him. But alas, he has a girlfriend. Lmfao. & W's like "Don't worry, that could be fixed. ;]" I was like "No, no, that's okay!!" I can't believe I finally got to see N!! I missed her so much!! =] I made a new friend too. I'm happy about that. Tomorrow should be a grand ol' time since there's no school basically. x3 We jamminnnn. 8-]