Time to spill my guts. This guy Chandler* is driving me crazy. First he asks me out on a date and we go, then we go out together the next night (not really a date). Then we talk for a few days and then i get into trouble and I cant get a hold of him. My problem is that i dont know to talk to him becasue i suck with guys. Everytime a guy starts to liek me i start to push him away. thats what im trying not to do right now but i cant seem to figure it out. this pisses me off so bad. i dont know if i should call him. I cant call him becasue if i did i wouldnt know what to say and i dont want to annoy him, becasue i dont know if he even likes me or not. that is what i am trying to figure out. for once i thought i maybe found a guy that i could like for real and not push away but i dont know if it is goingto work this either. This shit never works for me. i thinnk that i like him al ot but i dont know if he likes me so i dont know if i should talk to him. Idont want him to know that i like him until i know if he likes me back. that is the problem. I dont have to guts to ask him if he likes except in a text which he is not answering back and i dont know why he is answering it back. usually his phone is dead so that may be it. but i dont wanna wait anymore. this pisses me off and makes me question whether i should have sent the text or not.
I haven't put an entry in here in a long time. I dont want to write anything right now but i will later.
Wow, I haven't been here since October! Well, I am working again. Yes, at McDonalds:(
It's not so bad, even my sister is starting on Saturday. I am having a great time! I just got back from VA last night and today was my first day back to school! I also went to the dentist today! My hair is brown now and ... I'm fat!!! LOL! Maybe I'm lying and maybe I'm not!! Hehehehe!!
Well, that is all for now!
I'll wait for the next few blue moons to write again!
it is 9:55pm and i am going to work tomorrow at 9am and getting off @ 5pm . i guess im so excited! im currently looking for another job though!!
hey, well, the whole weekend was spent in macon at my aunts house, my grandma had surgery, so me and my mom went to take care of her. we went to see just like heaven and i bought my book ive been needing for the past few weeks. I am awake at 10:25pm tonight and i am bored. I have to get up early in the morning and go to school, but i dont want to because i dont feel good at all, i feel like i have a cold or something. i still have to ride the bus, its not so bad, i just dont want to go to school tomorrow and deal with all my friends. i want to drop some of them but i dont want to be mean. i scrunched my hair today and scott and tara came over today for a little bit to pink up trinity's stuff. well thats all for now im bored and i am going to loook at my myspace and IM people for a little bit then read some of my book
oh yeah!!! guess what i did today? i played tennis at the courts in the neighborhood. i really had a good day. no more tension between friends, no one was ignoring me, and i felt in control of myself!! it is like 10:33pm right now and i am about to go to bed! then i will wake up and take a shower and get on the bus to go to school!!! well that is all for now love me night
yeah well i just wrote a bunch of stuff and it didnt save so you dont get to know what i did today!! its like 11:07pm rite now
oh yeah, im going shopping today!!!
i am also going to see my grandma she just had surgery., i have to get in the shower now and get cleaned up!! i wish i was still asleep. it is now 11:11am and on saturdays i am usually still asleep!! oh well i have got to find something to do this weekend,, which lasts until tuesday!!! b/c of gas prices, the governer calcelled school for two days to save diseal fuel, which the buses use. he said he would save like 500,000 gallons by cancelling two days!! oh yeah!!!
ill update when i get home tomorrow bye
Hello, well I havent updated in a while again, but now i have good reason to. School is so cancelled on Monday and Tuesday!!!! oh yeah, this is great. i have been doing really bad in school and i am going to lose my car, the phone, i have to ride the bus, no games. i havent no life and i ama so bored. hehe, it is so like 12.28am and i ama not a wee little tired so i am going to surf the internet until i die of no sleep. hehe i ama going to leave now even tho i know that you dont want me to
buhbye
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i am getting ready to gp to work and i don't want to work today. i dread going there all the time. i have to go to school tomorrow and i guess its not that bad. these days its the only time i get to see my friends. i just need to do my work more. i miss summer and not having to do anything. im ready to be 17 so then i can be 18 next year and do whatever i want to do. i want a truck really bad. sandi got her mustang back. she is gonna take tonya to work. there were a lot of birthdays this week but i m not getting any gifts. well im confusing myself with this entry and i have to get ready for work so bye
Today was alright. Just another day at school. my mom told me i cannot take tonya to work anymore. its ok im not that upset about it. i am not going to church tonight, and my dad just wants to get something to eat at the house. we never do anything there and it is so boring.
well hello.
my diary didn't look like this before, i changed it.
Today was ok, i went through school, as usual. Sandi told me something very interesting about her weekend, but that cannot be disscused at this time. Meand some of my friends went to Truettes after school, but i had to leave early because i had to pick my sisters from school because my mom and stepdad are at the lake on their way home. i saw constantine last night and did not understand practically any of it...ok well thats all i have to write now, i have to go and call my mom and try to convince to let us go out to eat tonight
hey, I am at my moms work right now, waiting till 10.30 to come around so i can leave. i am suposed to go to school when i get done with pest control guy, but i am going to try to talk my mom into letting me stay out of school for the whole day. its not that i have a reason not to go to school. i just want to get my nails done and relax for a while. i want to get my hair done but i don't think that will happen today. i want to get it done before pictures on friday.
i worked last night and it was fine i got off at 9.45 and even had dinner before 7.00.
mrs adams wasn't at school yesterday so i dont want to go to her class today. i hope my mom will say yes about letting me stay out the whole day. shes in a meeting right now so i can't talk to her.
**if it walks like a duck, looks like a duck, and quacks like duck, then its a duck** **choose your friends wisely**
Hello, i know i havent updated in a while but i will now. i really dont have anything to say so i will update again later tonight.
**if it walks like a duck, looks like a duck, and quacks like duck, then its a duck** **choose your friends wisely**
well i haven't updated in a while. i think thats because i have so much homework to do and i can't just do it another class the next day because it is so much. i am worn out everyday when i get home and then i am worn out that morning. i got this thing on the top of my mouth that doesn't hurt but i can't eat with it on and it is annoying. it is suposed to space my teeth and make room up top.
i love being at school. not because of the work and not because of the school but because of my friends. i don't see all of them everyday but most of them. well my summer work is due tomorrow and i have done less than half of it so i will get to work on that and try to update again tomorrow.
oh yeah my mom surgery but shes fine and in healing!!!!
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Hello, today me and the kids are going to noah's arc. I think it will be fun for them and they are really excited. Yesterday I went to work and the power went out and did not come back on so I got to leave early! I actually had to sit there for 2 and a 1/2 hours and wait to see if the power would come back on. It was ok. I went over to Truette's (I think that's how you spell it) and they had no power either. I got a sweet tea from there mainly because i like it so much. I start school in one week and I am so not ready to go back to school but I sort of am. I won't be getting up earlier because I already have to get up early everday to babysit. I am also ready to go back to school because in November which isn't that far away, I get to go to the Florida Keys for thanksgiving holiday! I love to beach and this will be even more fun than panama city, well not the social part but the beach part. well I really need to go shopping but I don't have time. Maybe I'll go tomorrow or sunday. I have a dentist appointment on wednesday and a orthodontist appointment on thursday along with open house. I only have to work at mcdonalds on monday next week but ill probably ask for more days so that i can get more hours. i applied for a job at cotton pickin chicken the other day and want a job there instead of mcdonalds becuase they will pay me more. Right now i do not know if i have to babysit next week.
The third day of school my mom has to get surgery so she will need my help for a few weeks after that. My stepdad's birthday is on august fifth and i need help figuring out what to get him.
Well that's it for now this is getting boring
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Hello, well this is a waste of effing time!! I am waiting on pizza to arrive to my house at the exact time of when it gets here. Jealous that i am getting pizza? yeah me too!! I like bread sticks. Simply h2o, Berkley & Jensen!! That is the water beside me!! Wait I got a pic...hahahahahaha
What the hell is wrong with you?? Well with me there is al ot!! I am a girl with nononono time on my hands. I miss my freeands *friends* and blahblahblahblahblah!! Wait another picture!!
got to see you later tater because this shit is borin-g me away!!!!!!!!!!!
ok well i feel so bad. my stomach hurts so bad. tonight i have to find something to do. my dad wont be home so i can do something. i got my hair colored yesterday. it is all dirty blonde now. i was tired of the two very different colors in it. my mouth doesnt hurt as bad anymore. thats it for now until later on tater