Pathetic am I?
Listening to: Some random piano coming from the tv in the other room
Feeling: melancholy

Creepy-assness of doom. I wrote... frikkin' ... Love poems about a guy I've barely ever met.

The first one's shit and the second one doesn't flow well but sounds relatively ok as a song.

So I'll lie here

Listening to Story Of The Year

And eating Sugar in the Raw

While I think of you

Seventeen sugar packets

Down to four

From all those times

When I'd think of you

So sweet

These gifts that cheer me up

To match with your intention

And lying here

In relative dark

In relative solitude

I know

That you are my favorite boy.

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as I said it's a giant pile of steaming shit

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In darkness, I lie here

Listening to Story of the Year

I think of you kissing me

Like you did

At the Death Cab show

And I remember

How we both missed the Presidents

Because you had to go

And I didn't want to stay alone

So I met up with a friend

You could tell

It was an end

To my innocence

The first time I hung out with druggies

Moshing (all drunk) to Against Me

As I sat there

Watching their junk

And wishing I was kissing you

And I pictured

Us lying together and talking

And listening to happy music

And joking around

As we played in the sun

By ourselves

But I remembered

It was all a dream

I had to wake up

And you didn't care about me

And really,

I'm just another girl

In your big huge world

So why would you want me?

But I felt something there

In that moment you kissed me

It filled all the air

In my lungs

Right then, I dismissed it

Thinking I must be crazy

And I almost missed it

But I felt it

Just a little

And more as time goes on

You're the biggest crush I've ever had

And I hope that you don't mind

If I don't want just yet to move on

And my point is

It took all of these words to express it

But I'm feeling it deep down inside me

And I just got the guts to admit it

I want just to get you alone

I want just to get you alone

I want just to get you...

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Meh... that one's kind of ok sung because I can make the rhyme work out and sound kind of cool and unique-ish... But it has no proper from for a song...

Well anyway, that's all I really wanted to post. Comment if you care, or if you don't care, or if you think I should eat shit and die.

And don't just say "nice top left pic" or some stupid shit like that. If you're going to be here, read the fucking entry.

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I actually like that poem and that song. The style is interesting and unique...I really like it.
i really like both of them. who gives a shit about "form". im a professional singer and i write songs and poems on the side.. i think where you dont rhyme and stuff is called free verse? there awesome.

keep it up.

jac~
poopie

i like first but the 2nd isn't poop

u should tell me cause i'm being here

"heh heh thats a really cool side icon thingy"
[tereids]
i like em,Billy
[brokenpain]
so why dont you write? because we dont "read" we do read babe at least i do keep my informed if your okay or not,Billy
[brokenpain]
that second one i like it alot you dont have to move on when your in love,love is the best and worst thing in this world,Billy
[brokenpain]
i loved both of them really
theyre great
and beautiful
you're amazing <3
[silentears]
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