Yeah. Emo Rant Time.
Listening to: REM & Natalie Merchant - Photograph
Feeling: speechless

So it's my birthday and I invited the guy who kind of hit on me at Cory's party.

He's really cute. His name is Nolan. Which is cool.

I really like him. Yeah.

ANYWAY

Today I had a birthday party and the attendees were, in order of arrival: Isa, Nolan, Dannie, Shane, Kim, A Jon, Morgan, and Jeremy.

People gave me cards and Morgan gave me fudge. Aunty Shelley gave me a hundred dollars, Aunty Cathy gave me a photoshop knockoff, and Uncle Kirk gave me some headphones, which was really sweet of him.

More important though, I had a lot of fun with my friends. And Caitlin gave me a drawing she made of a guitar and a wolf, and it's absolutely adorable. So I've got memories and sentimentality.

After the party fell apart and everyone went their seperate ways, Kim, Morgan, Nolan and I were at my house (after coming back up from Echo Lake, where it kind of migrated). Kim went with Morgan off to youth group, and next time I talk to Morgan she'll be in Florida. I feel kind of guilty and sad about not going with her, but Nolan invited me to go to dinner and a concert with him.

I had to accept, it sounded like fun and I really want to get to know him better.

So we went to dinner with his mom and aunt, and then to a concert in which his brother was playing. I got their cd, it's pretty cool.

I miss Morgan, and it's too late to call her at her house. She forgot the piece of paper I gave her earlier with my phone card number on it. But she's sleeping now, and I hope she's having wonderful dreams. I am somewhat sorry for abandoning her, but I am not sorry for going to the Vera Project, you know?

Silly teenageness. It's so much fun though.

I think I will give Nolan a hug when I next see him.

I want to do more, but he's an innocent little 14-year-old boy. Too cute. =D

Anyway, yeah. He'll probably find this if he happens to Google himself anytime soon. Which would make me blush and cry.

My birthday is over in 8 minutes.

*hugs*

~ Beth

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that was so nice of you.
see, these are pieces of me from a long time ago. i'm not the same person anymore and i thought i should put it back up so all the evidence is in one place. almost 400 entries. and, yes that was so nice of you to say. thank you. it means a lot.
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