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All I Ever Wanted
Listening to: All You Ever Wanted-Michelle Branch
Feeling: grateful

An apology.

That's all I ever wanted.

And I got it.

Thank you Kayla. And of course I forgive you. I'm just surprised you forgave me. I acted very immature. I need to learn to act my age. I hope we can leave all of this behind us and still be friends. That would be awesome. If I ever say anything like that again, I give you full permission to kick my ass.

~Katey~

6528 hit(s) (2 comments) | Sew Me Shut  
Ny Batteri - Sigur Ros

heftur með gaddavír í kjaftinum sem blæðir mig

læstur er lokaður inn í búri

dýr nakinn ber á mig

og bankar upp á frelsari

ótaminn setur í ný batterí

og hleður á ný

og hleður á ný

og hleður á ný

og hleður á ný

við tætum tryllt af stað

út í óvissuna þar

til að við rústum öllu og reisum aftur

aftur á ný

aftur á ný

aftur á ný

aftur á bak þar sem við ríðum

aftur með gaddavír

sem rífur upp gamalt gróið sár

er orðinn ryðguð sál

rafmagnið búið

mig langar að skera

og rista sjálfan mig á hol

en þori það ekki

frekar slekk ég á mér

aleinn á ný

Okay, so the actual translation of these lyrics is really dark...But its a really good song.

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Hospital Food
Listening to: Photograph-Nickelback
Feeling: torn

^^

I'm so happy! My baby brother, Sean Cayce Cole, was born today at 3:29 am at South West Medical Center!! I left school at 1:30 and was at the hospital until 4:40 am. I'm tired v.v

WAY TIRED!

Anyways, it was awesome! He's all healthy and stuff.

I had a migraine the whole time I was there though. They wouldnt let me have any asprin which is pretty damn stupid considering I was at a HOSPITAL. >< That just pissed me off because it was a tension migraine and I was ready to rip someones throat out. I slept on the couch there for 3 hours. My mom woke me up for dinner. And I learned something. Cafeteria/Hospital food, is expensive. And costs money >.>

School food is better than hospital food sadly. We went out and got Jack In The Box afterwords. Salad. Yummy?

2584 hit(s) (1 comments) | Sew Me Up  
Just randomly remembered that i had one of these
Listening to: Yozora No Hoshi-Yuzo Kayama
Feeling: indifferent

So yeah, it's almost christmas. No matter what religion you are or what you believe, i wish you peace and a nice safe end to your year. I hope your new year brings you good luck and fortune. As for me, im going to Connecticut on the 20th and coming back on January the 10th. Ill start building my mosrite guitar when i get back. hopefully that will go well. Again, have a good one folks

-Michael

(The Guitar I will be Building)

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I know what is there

I know the love

Waiting

In your chest

A fist

Ready to unclench 

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12. layer of dust

There was a layer of dust over her heart.

It sometimes surprised her, every time she felt it there. Every time she reached out and touched it, her fingers came away covered in a fine film of lovers past, and it took her off guard. She wasn't the type to hold onto them, she barely thought about them at all.

But the dust remained. Undisturbed for years, despite attempts, despite her own occasional proddings.

And then he came along and left fingerprints.

748 hit(s) (1 comments) | if i tremble  
twenty-three.
Listening to: car radio - twenty-one pilots
Feeling: nice

New year new me? So far this year has been interesting to say the least. I quit my job at Telelanguage. I spent 4.5 years there. It was toxic and stressful and shady. I start my new job at CTS on Monday. The energy there is so much better and I'm so excited. I've cleared a few friends out of my life, keep those who care and I mesh well with. Every so often it's nice. I haven't spoken to Jeni in a year and that's for the best to be honest.I've been eating better and working out - I have a gym membership and go on the regular now. I feel cuter in my work out clothes with no makeup than I do with makeup most days (helps that they're comfy and cute I'm sure). I'm also about to complete my first quarter of college (6 years later than I should have tbh). My grades are great (for the first time in forever), and I've decided I'm going in for Behavioral Science / Criminal Profiling / ETC.  It's  what I was doing at Fort and after thinking hard on things, it's what I want from life. I'm excited to see where this takes me. Things are going well. And I'm so beyond happy.

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[140] Hello, It's Me
Listening to: Valentina - Alaska
Feeling: bitchy

So

 

 

This semester is almost done. I'm two finals away from it being over. I just want it to end so I can get a good mental rest because it's been pretty taxing. Also stupid anxiety has been surfacing again. I'm tired of it - it in itself is a huge drain on my mental health. I've decided after the holidays pass to go to a doctor and see about getting some help. I'm just so tired of fighting it on my own. I've been trying for over 10 years and it's just too much. I'm much better in some ways but still not where I need to be mentally. Even though my life is pretty good these stupid voices in my head won't leave me alone.

I'm also sick so that isn't helping. I caught a cold after Disney World (yeah I went there with family / fiance) and it was getting better ... until it got worse. Apparently it turned into an infection. I'm on antibiotics now. I'm sure most people with anxiety will tell you that when you're sick it just gets worse. Something about your body focusing on healing so your mental defenses are down? Idk. But it's happening.

I'm just happy I get to see my Internet friends in 2 weeks. I just hate that I've gained back some of the weight I lost. I was doing so well ugh.

I just need to do better. And I can do better.

I'm just so tired.

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