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All I Ever Wanted
Listening to: All You Ever Wanted-Michelle Branch
Feeling: grateful

An apology.

That's all I ever wanted.

And I got it.

Thank you Kayla. And of course I forgive you. I'm just surprised you forgave me. I acted very immature. I need to learn to act my age. I hope we can leave all of this behind us and still be friends. That would be awesome. If I ever say anything like that again, I give you full permission to kick my ass.

~Katey~

5953 hit(s) (2 comments) | Sew Me Shut  
Ny Batteri - Sigur Ros

heftur með gaddavír í kjaftinum sem blæðir mig

læstur er lokaður inn í búri

dýr nakinn ber á mig

og bankar upp á frelsari

ótaminn setur í ný batterí

og hleður á ný

og hleður á ný

og hleður á ný

og hleður á ný

við tætum tryllt af stað

út í óvissuna þar

til að við rústum öllu og reisum aftur

aftur á ný

aftur á ný

aftur á ný

aftur á bak þar sem við ríðum

aftur með gaddavír

sem rífur upp gamalt gróið sár

er orðinn ryðguð sál

rafmagnið búið

mig langar að skera

og rista sjálfan mig á hol

en þori það ekki

frekar slekk ég á mér

aleinn á ný

Okay, so the actual translation of these lyrics is really dark...But its a really good song.

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Hospital Food
Listening to: Photograph-Nickelback
Feeling: torn

^^

I'm so happy! My baby brother, Sean Cayce Cole, was born today at 3:29 am at South West Medical Center!! I left school at 1:30 and was at the hospital until 4:40 am. I'm tired v.v

WAY TIRED!

Anyways, it was awesome! He's all healthy and stuff.

I had a migraine the whole time I was there though. They wouldnt let me have any asprin which is pretty damn stupid considering I was at a HOSPITAL. >< That just pissed me off because it was a tension migraine and I was ready to rip someones throat out. I slept on the couch there for 3 hours. My mom woke me up for dinner. And I learned something. Cafeteria/Hospital food, is expensive. And costs money >.>

School food is better than hospital food sadly. We went out and got Jack In The Box afterwords. Salad. Yummy?

2374 hit(s) (1 comments) | Sew Me Up  
Just randomly remembered that i had one of these
Listening to: Yozora No Hoshi-Yuzo Kayama
Feeling: indifferent

So yeah, it's almost christmas. No matter what religion you are or what you believe, i wish you peace and a nice safe end to your year. I hope your new year brings you good luck and fortune. As for me, im going to Connecticut on the 20th and coming back on January the 10th. Ill start building my mosrite guitar when i get back. hopefully that will go well. Again, have a good one folks

-Michael

(The Guitar I will be Building)

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this must be the place

i am sitting on the exit doorstep

of my roof

smoking a cigarette

talking to you

feeling you

can you hear me, strange man?

i am speaking to you through this night

staring at the

mauve

clouds heavy

with the reflection

of

grey city lights.

this night is cold and glossy

twinkling and serene

and i'm remembering

all those

other nights

speaking to you from a distance in the dark

the nights since the beginning of my life

and now

you're a stranger no longer

i know those green eyes

and that tenderness running

its fingers 

on my thigh

the warm voice of home

the still silence

standing with you on your

back porch 

smoking cigarettes

watching the rain

the snow

and soon the sun will

shine strongly again

and the cats will come

out from hiding

they'll wander, strut in the

back alley and parking lots

and we'll be 

there together

standing 

still

1706 hit(s) (3 comments) | Erotic Polititians  
12. layer of dust

There was a layer of dust over her heart.

It sometimes surprised her, every time she felt it there. Every time she reached out and touched it, her fingers came away covered in a fine film of lovers past, and it took her off guard. She wasn't the type to hold onto them, she barely thought about them at all.

But the dust remained. Undisturbed for years, despite attempts, despite her own occasional proddings.

And then he came along and left fingerprints.

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twenty-three.
Listening to: car radio - twenty-one pilots
Feeling: nice

New year new me? So far this year has been interesting to say the least. I quit my job at Telelanguage. I spent 4.5 years there. It was toxic and stressful and shady. I start my new job at CTS on Monday. The energy there is so much better and I'm so excited. I've cleared a few friends out of my life, keep those who care and I mesh well with. Every so often it's nice. I haven't spoken to Jeni in a year and that's for the best to be honest.I've been eating better and working out - I have a gym membership and go on the regular now. I feel cuter in my work out clothes with no makeup than I do with makeup most days (helps that they're comfy and cute I'm sure). I'm also about to complete my first quarter of college (6 years later than I should have tbh). My grades are great (for the first time in forever), and I've decided I'm going in for Behavioral Science / Criminal Profiling / ETC.  It's  what I was doing at Fort and after thinking hard on things, it's what I want from life. I'm excited to see where this takes me. Things are going well. And I'm so beyond happy.

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[133] Only One
Listening to: Letters From The Fire - My Angel
Feeling: affectionate

Hey.

So the last three days were awful but also good...in a weird way.

It was the trio of Christmas Eve, Christmas, and Boxing Day...so it should have been 100% awesome, right? Well no, wrong.

For starters I had to get through an incredibly stressful weekend of work before the holidays which wasn't fun. The only thing that made it bearable was the fact that I made a crapton of money. And then after that, on Christmas Eve, I had to go Christmas shopping which last minute isn't fun. Thankfully a random shop in the mall was having a huge blowout sale (95% off everything!) so that tremendously helped with the budget.

After I spent the first Christmas Eve with my mom in forever. Anthony and myself went out with her to eat at the local Chinese Buffet. However it wasn't entirely good because my asshole Uncle showed up and that was all kinds of awkward. Not to mention I ate SOMETHING bad and as a result got food poisoning. So...that wasn't fun.

 

On Christmas I was still feeling ill but I powered through it and went to see Anthony's mom's family with him. I baked like 3 dozen cupcakes for the holidays. I was touched because I actually got stuff from his family (I'm used to his dad's side ignoring me & our relationship so that not happening was nice) we also had a nice conversation with his older sister and she made us both feel a lot better about where we are in our lives.

And it also helped me to appreciate my relationship more because sometimes you take for granted the...benefit of having someone always there for you to help you through your struggles and Anthony has definitely helped me a lot. I'm not as anxietic, I'm better in social situations, and I can handle myself better without cutting or drinking. And now I'm helping him work through the anger his parents instilled in him.

We're both broken but together we're whole and that's the important thing. Sometimes it's not about the most obvious thing but the little details in between.

This holiday season has taught me so much about myself and my relationship and it's never going to be easy but it'll always be worth it. 

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