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twas a good one spent the night with Hank and we played the guitar like all night. spent the night at devons saturday night that was fun hehe. tyler spent the night at one point last week cuz i went to bed and heather wouldnt take him home and saturday i went to Devons...

lmao my new nickname muhuhahaha BloodFeast Island Man *the shaaavvinnngggg* dont ask...ive watched WAY too much aqua teen hunger force this weekend. its sad,ryan mcChickennuggets dumped heather saturday night. what a fucken faggot. but devon went home last night and it was sad cuz i LOVE him and he's been here since last wednesday... well tuesday i guess really. . but yeah... i dunno. im watching orgasmo here at school. eck bored. bye! Jesus and I love you "dig me now, fuck me later and sing it to the tune of faggot faggot faggot " oh you HAVE to love mindless self indulgence

october 4th... weeks from now. Devon and i will finally be able to celebrate our one year anniversary.. its been a long hard road...seems like its been forever. and we are still together...i love him now just as much as i always have and it will never change...could he be the one? just maybe. dustin david and i are no longer friends... as devons dad says the only reason dustin ever patted me on the back was becuase he was looking for a place to stab me. heather and i are still best friends. shes dateing ryan now. devons best friend. i now have 2 tattoos and about to get 2 more tomorrow im sitting in class A.L. about to get out and devon is at my house waiting for me to get home. <3 wich makes me happy he doesnt have a phone now wich really sucks...but its okay i still kidnap him from time to time...ill see him next friday so yeah. im going to the movies with joel thursday...jackass 2...this should be fun. havent talked to logan in awhile its sad, he was cool...well thats it for now...goodbye

Oh look at me im so pretty so do i resemble dani filth here? you know you want me pink hair....bitchin' me straight out of finland fucken myspace im Jenni Knoxville...and im going to the moon oh we are the HOTTEST couple oh bloody me me being wierd *gasp*

Pix of me and my tattoos -------------------- These are pix of my love corbyn ------------- heres my boyfriend ----me and my boyfriend----

william beckett is a walking orgasm... rawr. haha look up el chupacabra on youtube.com lmao im so fucken bored its death.

last night. me devon and joel went to Cleveland and got tattoos and HOLY SHIT. i got a star across each wrist and they hurt like HELL. ai now have 4 tats and the second one didnt hurt but the first one i ever got almost killed me. then Joel got a clown on his forearm...pussy haha he almost cried. devons comeing back tomorrow night with ryan mcchickennuggets and shaka was feeding racoons muffins haha. yeah im in class again REALLY bored and it sucks. but ill post tat. pix as soon as i get home

damn we take some lovely photos if i do say so myself come on people TELL me these dont look professional...i think we did pretty good (not these, these are just funny)

Tyler id still rather have devon tho? i dunno ive been with him longer than anyone. he knows me better and understands me more than anyone has or ever will. we have a strange connection and thats why id never be able to let him go. i dont even hide it. Tyler knows how i feel about devon but he decided to give this a shot just in case he can change my mind. i dunno its sad really. i care about tyler a lot really just as a friend.but devon is...devon. but atleast our relationship ended on good terms i mean hes still is and always will be my best friend even if we arent dateing anymore. but he doesnt understand the whole Tyler situation so he still hates him terribly. last night ty called and wanted me to come get him because something happened and he needed to get away from jordans (where he lives) but i just ignored him...on the account that it absolutely TEARS devon up inside to even hear me mention tylers name so me going to get him woulda torn him apart emotionally. i just couldnt do that to devon...i love him.... so as long as devon is around, tyler cant be in existance...but tyler knows that...i just wish i could change things...i dont want devon to hate tyler but i dont want devon to think tyler and i are together when we arent

so me and devon broke up saturday night. long story, not good. my mom got a tattoo yesterday and he ended up coming home with me for the week, i dunno how things are going now really. it pretty much sucks. he doesnt even act like we are broken up...he's still acting like my boyfriend and tyler came over saturday night and we stayed up til 4 talking about shit and relationships and i dont want to date him because im scared that i will fuck up any chances left with devon and they were threatening each other over the phone...wasnt pretty. i dont want to think that this past year and a half with devon has been a waste of time because i love him. but i guess we'll see.

PICS FROM LAST NIGHT a big "hello" from Oklahoma Me Tyler Stephanie and Heather Me and Ty being Rockstarz me and ty in the background so me and heather went trick-or-treating with megan nick stephanie trista and jake. it was kick ass then we went toLJS and saw my joely he has sexy hair now lol. but yea then we went to sonic and got free stuff lol then we went and got tyler and me him heather and steph went to walmart and me and him were sticking our suckers in each other's clothes lol then we rented a movie.we were singing nbc by manson lol. REGUARDLESS! i still love devon denny with ALL my heart and no matter who i hang out with id NEVER cheat on him and hes the ONLY boy for me

so tonite is going to be most amazeing im going trick-or-treating . i spent the night at shakas house sunday night and skipped school last night. there were some people there that stayed too so it was fun, me and big d played guitar hero like all night then we slept on the couch together it was cool. so nick and megan had to go home today because they wore their costumes to school. god mr. johnson wears his name proudly eh? fucking dick. but yeah ill have some halloween pictures posted tomorrow most likely. it was college day at school

THIS is to you...I love you so much...but ill never tell you just how much... So put your hand in mine, never let go, Feels like you could kiss My imperfections, away. And I would stand by your side Until the sun turns the sky All the colors I see in your eyes. And I’ll never need to see the sun again, There’s enough light in your eyes to light up our little world. So take me, take me away. Kill me slowly, I’ll never be the same. And I swear to you, on everything I am, And I dedicate to you all that I have And I promise you that I’ll stand right by your side Forever and always until the day I die. . I’m losing control And it’s all that I can do not to blackout Fall into lust with you. Your kisses infect me. The dark gift is loving you, And I’ll never need to see the sun again, There’s enough light in your eyes to light up our little world. So take me, take me away. Kill me slowly, I’ll never be the same. And I feel immortal And I want to make you feel the same. So stand by me as we immolate. We can burn in each other’s arms. And I feel immortal And I want to make you feel the same. So stand by me as we immolate. We can burn in each other’s arms. but you deserve much better than me

yep ill be 18 tomorrow yess finally i can go to clubs...even tho i probably wont cuz i think theyre pretty gay...but still...i can go lol. and devon is coming over tonite...fun fun. i miss him! sitting in class bn bored...gay

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more pictures of me. taken yesterday

brandi ive ALWAYS told you that you come before ANYONE i know...youve been my best friend so long that i wouldnt even know how to act without you, brandi if you still like him then why didnt you tell me? i am getting that vibe....yea i know we make plans brandi but you've gotta understand, it never happens and you know it...when i said i wanted to live with you and share split property and be rich and have giant orgies...i meant it, and i still do... i just hate it when you get mad at me and you have problems and want to talk about stuff and i cant be there, i hate the fact that you live so far away and i cant hang out with you every weekend and the fact that we cant go to birthday parties and i REALLY hate the fact that just being able to see you involes and airplane and a lot of money...yea it all really really sucks, and theres just so many things i want to do and say that just arent even there anymore ya know? i dont want to lose you and i dont want to fight anymore i just want everything to be just fine and it cant...im sorry i said all those things to you, i didnt mean to be such a bitch but i just cant handle things like this and i dont like fighting with people im closest to....i dont know...but im sorry...again

okay well whatever im done with this bullshit, youve obviously convinced yourself that your such a bad person and since you dont listen to me then i cant fucking do anything about it, you pushed me to the point to where i dont even care what i say to you anymore and you know what? yea your right that IS how its going to be, and you wanna know why? because you made it that way and i dont fucking feel sorry for you anymore, your so fucking dramatic and in case you hadnt noticed you blame everyone else and now your saying its all your fault...oh boo fucking hoo, quit the games brandi, just be realistic for once in your fucking life, quit acting like such a fucking baby and quit getting pissed off over little things and you did say barry was ugly and i quote "your shallow so why do you like him?" yea that pretty much sums it up right there and i never said you couldnt come out for christmas and its not like it matters because im gonna be in fucking washington then anyways, so its not even a fucking option anymore and i know i only see you once a year but YOUR the one that wanted me to meet him so bad, okay so im so fucking sorry that i just accadently decided to be friends with him and im sorry that i psychicly altered his feelings and MADE him want to be friends with me too...i know i know im such a fucking aweful person and i cant do anything right.... whatever, yea did you ever think that seeing as how all your friends are leaving that the problem may not be us but you? yea did ya ever think of that? oh wait. maybe everyone else is wrong and well...you were right and im sorry its not my fault that you had to move out there you know if i coulda changed that i would've yea i didnt want you to go, i never told you this but i cried my eyes out for a week after you left because i missed you and i couldnt stop it and you know what else? i cried the WHOLE plane ride home from your house and i locked myself in my room for 3 days yea is that what you wanted me to say? that i missed you? because i did...yea i never tell anyone my true feelings but there you go and now all of a sudden your telling me that i never cared? what the fuck ever, i dont want to even hear that and if you dont want to be friends then that is your fucking problem, because at this point nothing i say is going to change your mind and you ALWAYS get your way and i guess ill be the first to say it....CONGRADULATIONS! you win....you beat me, game over, we hate each other, lets move on and forget about the past years that we've been best friends....yes that should be pretty fucking easy shouldnt it? dont worry ill just make it easier for you and say goodbye right now and tell MYSELF to burn in fucking hell that way YOU dont have to...so goodbye brandi and congradulations...you got what you wanted...im done

okay well i didnt steal barry from you because if i did then why the fuck would he still be talking to you? and thats bullshit that i only called you twice in two weeks i fucking called your house all the time and noone ever answered the fucking phone so YOU dont go there with me, and if we were best friends like we both thought then why the fuck are you pulling all this shit on me? and for your information i DO NOT talk to barry all the fucking time and yes its OBVIOUS that you DO have a problem with me talking to him so dont deny it....but whatever i never replaced you in case you hadnt noticed barry is the only one smart enough to figure out that I HAVE A FUCKING PHONE TOO CAPABLE OF BEING CALLED ON! yes U never call me u expect me to do all the calling and you get pissed when i quit because you dont answer anyways so fuck that dont even touch that subject,i always told you that i wouldnt replace you and u know what if youve been replaced then i have a question...why the hell do i waist my time talking to you on sitd if i replaced you? huh? because i obviously care enough about you to try to set records straight...and im not doing it for my health if i didnt care then i wouldnt be doing all this so fuck if you think i dont give a shit and dont fucking pull all this bullshit on me about killing yourself thats so fucking junior high its ridiculous that you would even say that because thats not something you should just be sarcastic about...my really good friend recently lost his mom to suicide and it wasnt something to fuck around about so dont even pull that shit on me and its not like you would do it anyways cause youve been saying that since seventh grade and its fucking stupid if you even think about it and in case you didnt know i DONT want you to do it even tho you dont think i care, i DO believe it or not, i can actually find it in my black and noexsistant heart to care about someone else, and fuck you, i have a boyfriend and its not barry even tho barry IS the kind of person that deserves a girlfriend whether you belive it or not, you just cant fucking stand it when other people are happy besides you...and you can stop with all this jenni is obsessed with barry bullshit becuase its fucking gay and im sick of it, i HAVE a boyfriend okay? and yes he DOES live here and i dont fucking care what you think about barry and i because its not doing anything to you, i hardly ever talk to him anymore either way so i dont know what the fuck your problem with it is.... but whatever yea i WAS your best friend until you decided i was replaceing you..wich i WASNT because if i was then why am i STILL talking to you??? yea its not just to bitch at you even if you think it is...and yes i do like barry hes a great person and i guess maybe if you would stop calling him ugly long enough to actually have a decent conversation with him then you would know that...and brandi i live fucking, a thousand miles away so its not like anything can happen so why are you so worked up? and the only reason your losing me is because you keep pushing me away even tho i am TRYING to work things out but i see that since you dont want that to happen then i cant fucking do anything