the need of a diary
Listening to: Oasis - Wonderwall

I actually didnt have the need of a diary in the last few years but yesterday and today im quite happy that sit is still on and i can write something, which is not displayed on facebook or better the whole public.When i recall the days of sitdiary being a busy place i always enjoyed the communication between the users in the comments and the depth of this platform here. It seems now, that nobody has time for anybody elses thoughts and feelings. Im doing my 8to5 job 5 days a week, noticing the news about immigrants flooding europe. I notice that there is some turd trying to become president of the us and all im trying to change is the position of my arse every day so i can get safe and sound into the weekend.

Crazy, how life gets so stereotypical and crazy how demented we can become after a while of living the mainstream.

Thinking also about lung cancer since a while, im smoking since 1990 now and after some losses in the family i realised, im not immortal.

So many things which cannot simply be shared on fb are still in my head. Sometimes i talk to a friend about all this. Stopping me from getting crazy. In the meanwhile, people are just prefabricating Pictures with funny or serious opinions and share them. Not even bother to write their own thoughts, just save, conserve and put it on again. Sharing the same shit to feel connected to others. That all doesnt matter, even if i write it down here, i know that. Nothing matters in the virtuality. Believe me, im working as an IT Admin and im feeling, like im doing nothing worth preserving, because it is not carpentry or art or not even a meal. its just digital. Time to talk a walk in the woods again.

-be well

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April 28th, 2017 @ 2:16pm
The fact that the turd actually won fills me with anger.

Also, I'm glad sD is still running as well. It's nice to have a quiet place to write! ( 8

Take care.
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April 28th, 2017 @ 2:17pm
...whoops. I got logged out.
This is [pyroclasticlux], haha.
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