At least they have a stoven
Listening to: The Dead Brothers - Closer to You
Feeling: tormented

Saturday, 8am. I just woked up as usual under the week. Smashed up the buzzing Alarm. And turned around again. Then my doom arrived, the radio-clock gets its impulse and i knew: 'no way out' now you're awake! The Radio played '4 non blondes - whats up?' not a bad song actually, but i would prefer Voodoo Chile from Hendrix, whatever. Sleepsoaked i walked to the bathroom, trying to get some open eyes at the mirror. Mumbled something like 'sone scheisse, viel zu frueh' and stepped under the shower to get fresh like a rabbit in spring. Trashed up my hair and then i walked straight to the coffee machine. Oh holy coffee machine. I think its the most important machine in this household, except the Computer, maybe...na i guess i could live without a computer, but not without coffee. Now im sitting here, dont want really to be awake, starring at the tv on which those annoying commercials are running - for toys. Commercials for toys are always the trickiest things. They are taking so much attention, but it could be, that there is sitting my inner child, while the coffeemachine is coughing the last drops down.

Well i use to think a lot of Ekaterina these days - sometimes an enigma to me, she is beautiful over all. I dont expected to meet such a lovely person anywhere and she makes me smooth in these moments were talking around. I would prefer to slip into my warm bed, with her at my side to get some more of this dreamy and gentle stuff, some cuddling and her blushing makes me crazy. Her Humor is good, rough sometimes but even not hurting or going too far. She can stand the breakings waves on the shore and she catch tides in a moment when she speaks poetry like only she can do. She is a wonder when she laughs and another wonder when shes just recognizing anything. The moment when she discovers something is one of the loveliest ive ever seen. And she swears like hell. Scheisse, ich mag sowas. :) My tremble because im out of the rush when she is some time away, burns, sometimes it gets me cold. Poisoned iam and she is the antipoison. Well, im happy. And now that the sun is flickerings deep red through my window, holding me a little bit warm on this cold morning, i know she is there and that shes maybe turning around and have some more moments to be kept in the warm dreams of these days.

But iam lacking in drinking up me coffee, have to go, there is work to do.

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I love coffee... :P
[xanaphia]
Gartenarbeit heute? ;)
Man muss ja bald alles Winterfest machen....
[abnormal]
i agree with you about the coffee. :D

marie.
I am not a coffee drinker. I think the only time I drink coffee, is on a double shift at work. And that's once every two weeks. hehe. The coffee there is super strong though.. lots of people will even drink it with half water. So is this girl your ex-gf? or who is she? I'm confused.
[medusa]
oo.. so she is your girlfriend still. Okay, that makes much more sense!
[medusa]
I drink more coffee than I should. I was even a coffee salesman at one point.

That's sweet.
[goingtao]
[anonymous (207.134.172.215)]
my name is jason stoven , please e-mail me and tell me what it means "at least they have a stoven " jason headless for 50 days ?
[anonymous (67.4.178.31)]
my e-mail add [email protected] jason stoven im curious ??
[anonymous (67.4.178.31)]
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