Blockade

Blockade

mild smiled at, scoffed as a mellow wall of a volatile time,

futile dismissed with to shoulder-twitch far walking.

Crumbling already the joints of a straw firy foundation with brooms of the confidence in advance in the Gully of an oblivion wiped.

It stands now before me, powerfully and almost insurmountably.

The Tristesse tempts the thought flowing over filigrane feathers on pale pergament, scratching points draws directly courses, transforms endless emptiness of a desperate mind.

The Tristesse help to cry, to laugh to bring death and threaten, lapidary.

But life, seems theoretically, palely, not seizablly.

To lose the thread and to see thoughts shrink themselves in the swamp of solvent ideabrews.

Bubbling blisters plopping and pull with a destroying suction of a macrocosm the last seizable rag, before the thought drowns in shallow, sticky nothing.

An attempt to tear a wall with scratching tools, slowly disassembling a blockade I try desperately, correct to make, what fails alone because of its attempt.

Rewinding, nevertheless a feeling of exclusivity so often wept complaint songs.

Unwelcomeness is my fear.

A laughter of the friends, dripping mockery destroys my confidence, drives it away, outside into thorny hedges in those it winds oneself, still at best here finding refuge.

No doubt there is at you

Be Sure of.

It is.

It lives.

We do.

And future.

Yes.

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Its okay that you haven't been writing to often. You have a lady to keep company. :) I've been feeling better lately. I just still feel really numb. I don't feel like I have feelings.
~janet
[medusa]
(=
hope youre doing well
take care,
wheres your friend or she was on your friends list yesterday the one whos life sux alot?
[ennui4hurtful]
are you really 26
[ennui4hurtful]
BLAM!!!!!!!!!
[gigglesthemerciless]
hello there it has been a while sense i have spoken with u....its Amanda...metalteenchick well i do miss u and well we should talk sometime
[shootme]
I'm feeling better. I shouldn't write comments when I feel low. hehehe. Hope all is well with you and your lady. Hope you had a great weekend.
~Janet
[medusa]
you make me think.
very much.
i love your diary.
O_o maddie
[xsoulvelocityx]
I usually feel lots more emotion, but not these past two weeks. I don't know. Things change. As will this.
~janet
[medusa]
you still write so well and ur english grammers getting better:) well i miss u and just wanted to say hi and keep up the good work i never see u on ne more hows the search for a womam;) ((Amanda)) ((metalteenchick))
[shootme]
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