Frank's Good Bye

We Deceided to play Frank one of his favorites on his funeral.

I knew that he loved it and i promised him long time ago to manage it.

Feast of friends, fare the well my friends.

Feast of friends, Jim Morrison

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Wow, I'm sick of doubt

Live in the light of certain

SouthCruel bindings

The servants have the power

Dog-men and their mean women

Pulling poor blankets over

Our sailorsI'm sick of dour faces

Staring at me from the TV

Towers, I want roses in

My garden bower; dig?

Royal babies, rubies

Must now replace aborted

Strangers in the mud

These mutants, blood-meal

For the plant that's plowedThey are waiting to take us into

The severed garden

Do you know how pale and wanton thrillful

Comes death on a strange hour

Unannounced, unplanned for

Like a scaring over-friendly guest you've

Brought to bed

Death makes angels of us all

And gives us wings

Where we had shoulders

Smooth as raven's

Claws

No more money, no more fancy dress

This other kingdom seems by far the best

Until it's other jaw reveals incest

And loose obedience to a vegetable law

I will not go

Prefer a Feast of Friends

To the Giant Family

 

----------------------------------------------------------------------- We miss you, all of us. love you.    
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Everythings done so far.

Summer Holidays are over and now everything's a desaster. My wife and me organized a Holiday Camp for kids and teens in the last week of summer vacation. We got into a big fight and now it seems all broken -again-.

If it wasnt for the kids, id leave her, its eating my energy and happiness, to always argue and get blamed for everything.

This and that mixed up with old stories. It all makes me sick. But i cannot leave the boys. the little one is too young to be alone and the big one shall be on his own feet first.

Due to it's always my fault, whatever happened, i agreed to marriage counselling and aswell i'll do a therapy to clear my issues. On the one hand i think it will help me on the other hand i think it will not help my marriage.

Best thing would be: grab the kids and live with them alone and my wife goes into an ash ram or something.

im growing old lately. i feel old and i will never be as free as i wanted to be. But thats ok.

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Frank is dead

I guess only Tara will remeber him as 'abnormal' here on sitd back in the days.

He was my friend - one of my best friends. He passed away on Saturday night at home at the age of 41.

Be well my friend.

 

 

 

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Entry List
Frank's Good Bye
Everythings done so far.
Frank is dead
Heritage
Launch
Summer's almost gone
Swing it like Tiger woods
Repetative whore
Father's Day 2017
Growing eternity
Choppin Wood
getting up
Summer
11:34am
Was immer Du denkst...
Friends
Backwards
the need of a diary
been a while
regrets
start again
drive in hell
if i ever
gonna go out
The Old One
blank
für Kristina
Probezeit
Sick
the thing is
work it out!
Your eyes are momentary
Verfickte Scheisse.
she
i feel fine
Leer
What if?
Anger Management
yep
Special K
Femme fatale & the Devil
what the ... ?
Quiz!
Got the Blues
Dead Elvis & his one man grave
Beatman rocks
Jgermeister
Christmas
Autumn
i'll fly away
Happy NY
blank
Them Good Ol Boys
still alive
jedediah bells
Sssssssmokin'
July
April
still here
December already
Travellin'
Resume
still alive/s>
48hours
Blockade
going to prague...
Wotan
Jason lives ...
50 Days
headless
the fool
maturity
sharp honey
Satellite path
Blue Sunday
chinese homebrew
breath
coal clerk's
new boots
dear diary II
dear diary
some serious fun
Happy New Year!
rusty throats
snailwarrior
saturday in december
home of an evil spirit
Hmyes
Frohe Weihnachten!
Thin Ice
Snow!
The Sardonic Success
Afterglow
Waterhotspur
The Wings Of Mourning
Sunday Morning
Departure tendency (Cold...
Silk Views
Burning Moments (Angst)
Brand New
Big City Collapse
Wintersleep
Ceremony
Raven' s Claws (autumn...
Happy Thanksgiving
Sugarstorm
Sunk (Velcroideas)
Cruel Sky
Rusted
Jim Morrison was wrong
Herzfresser
26 scorpio is my...
Tempest (Raven's Claws)
Dust (Lizardskin Retina)
Saturday Mornings
Broken Light
Car Seat (God's...
To kiss you dead.
Tara
Rücksturz
Nebula Dawn
Crimson Rivers
Deflections
Excitement soon unfolds.
Present
Cornermovers
Mountaineer
Undreamt of
Opportunity spirits
The Smile of the Satyr, I,...
The Smile of the Satyr, II,...
The Smile of the Satyr, III,...
The Smile of the Satyr, IV,...
Snow Flake, Elf and Blooddrop
Hällöwien
Grizzly jagt Elf
The Papercup
the acres of love
Hunted by the Mob
Iron Horses
Die Essenz des Glücks /...
Cloudy Days
Three Seconds, end of view.
Two Seconds
One Second
Paper
coffee machine vs. one eyed...
At least they have a stoven
The Moloch
Driving Around
Feeling 'Caughed'
my heart is wrapped in clover
Soulfly
waitin for the sun
Combed
Screwed up Head
Gör Kömmändö Zork De...
Fairy Tale
Oh Bella!
VoodooDoll
The sweetest thing
Pieces of Broken Glass
Knife Sharpened
Some Fishes to Sell
Salad to Sacrifice
Earsplittenloudenboomer
Fear
Verlust
Autumn
Transmetropolitan
Slugs on a Razor
Sharpness
Eggshellopener v.1.2
feeling cold
Addicted
Jumpin' Beer Flash!
One Hour Madness
Golden Brown
A Wop Bop A Loo Bop a Lop Bam...
Hybrid Moments
Ring Damn Phone, Ring
The Girl from the Drugstore
The Pizza Massacre
to start a roll
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