Back again.

Listening to: none
Feeling: tired
Haha. Wow. I just readed all my old entrys. I was a crazy girl. Its amazing how people change in little time. I can't believe this site is still up. -danielle
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holocaust/911......why forget..

Feeling: tickled
ok..so this guy is the east part of the world is saying the holocaust is a fake...but he is doing the same as hitler...so it is true..if we forget it will happen ago.....pretty soon ppl are goin to get killed for who they are....so in the world everyone says be who you are....but if you do youll get killed wut is wrong with us.. thanx for all the help bush! -danielle
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whats the point

Listening to: nuthin
Feeling: determined
so again i wonder why i havent found that perfect guy,,is he reall...they always say he is...but why cant i find him....he is lost..in my dreams. why do i like getting messed up..its not fun..i guess for something to do.. i wonder if wut we live on other ppl do that we cant see..you know..but they cant see us..so we are all living together..we just dont know it.. why dont i like slipknot as much as i use to...even though i still love them and i always will..i dont feel wut i use to...but im a true maggot... everyday i wonder if i should change...for ppl but then i think fuck them... but why does everyone want soemone to love...wut is love... life is full of ? so why cant we find the answer...when its right in are face...we are all stupid..but we dont know it...why are we here if we dont know anything.. i have little time to find the answer.... but so much time to ask ? -that one weird chick..
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reality....???

so last night i was reading and i thought about why we read and watch tv and movies and i have a reason....we read watch tv/movies to excape are reality...but why...it seems we cant face are real life to long so we depend on books and tv to help us like everything else...we depend on everything if we didnt we couldnt live..strange to think we do this...i hate depending on things...but i read 50% of the day...i finally realized that god truly isnt real...he is basicly like books and tv..something we depend on to help us but really doesnt...only in small ways... -danielle
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no meat...

Listening to: starlit-murther
Feeling: pumped
well i dont eat meat... i watch some of ther lord of the rings..(i love them all) i wish a new would come out...damn! never will i trust again.. -danielle
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Dont make ppl what you want them to be,let them be
Listening to: none
Feeling: sinful
well...new years was ok i guess i mean i got pretty messed up but i missed like 2 or 3 bands and im not sure if i got the song dedacated to me(illusion of a living soul-Thought so murderous)...........i dont know if this dude was wayne or not but i think it was and i was suposed to talk to him and i didnt..so i feel kindabad...but randy was there and i kissed him...fun...i got..i smoked about 3 bowls but it was very good weed...then this morning i got stoned with tiffanys mom....it was fun... i dont know... fun or sucked ??????? i have mixed feelings on it.. back to hell danielle
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heres to the night we felt alive.

Feeling: whatever
(i never know how to start) so hello... i saw wolf creek and it sux..so dont see it... i spent the night with issach tuesday and didnt go to sleep tell 12 30 last night..so ive had 11 hours of sleep since tuesday...so really sleepy but i cant sleep...and yesterday me and issach took some pills that is brother takesfor A.D.H.D and its like coke for ppl who arent A.D.H.D...so we like fuckin talk and playing videos games for like 5 hours....we watched 3 movies and then played games....it was pretty fun... so im kinda mad i only have 16 dollars and i need a pack of cigarettes saturday...and i cant buy one cuz i need 10 dollars for weed and 5 for the show(if you live in evansville come to grinders new years eve and see 10 fucking bands..so plz come) well thats all i have for you guys today..(gosh i cant believe im still on this thing) -danielle
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christ?mas

Feeling: good
i got the new afi cd...well im not sure if its new but owell.... uhm................................... this new years better fucking rock..cuz im gettin high and goin to a great show..so im goin to be moshing stoed..woohoo!!! if you live in evansville go to grinders on weinbach...theres gooodin to be 10 bands...yay!! oh...my christ?mas was good.....thats all i have to say about it. -danielle....
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uhm..poop

Listening to: none
Feeling: mystic
well... the nip/tuck finally wuz great...probably cuz i knew who the carver was.... but yeah... i got alot of new pictures on my myspace... so you should check is out http://www.myspace/redrum_gurl.com welp thats all i have to say.. comment on my picture!! -danielle
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Untitled

Listening to: none
Feeling: pumped
well...nuthin happened today...all i did was watch movies.... the snow is almost gone..which sucks cause now i dont wanna go to school...but owell....i guess ill live.. i have no clue what to tell you.... so im just going to leave you with this.... If you want to build a ship, don't herd people together to collect wood and don't assign them tasks and work, but rather teach them to long for the endless immensity of the sea.-Antoine de Saint-Exupery -danielle
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Snow.

Listening to: none
Feeling: sluggish
There no school today because we have like 3 inchs of snow which isnt alot, but atlest i dont have to go to school. Im really tired. I changed my diary!! Do you like it??? well thats all i have to say! -danielle
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....uhm....

Feeling: bored
well....i dont even know wut to say..but im bored...my mom is see his dude..who is her friends brother.......kinda weird....brittanys step dad is in jail...he rob a gurl at the mall.....and he was on crack so yeah...issach got a jod...amber got caught smokin and her parients know i do cuz she told him so yeah..im kinsa pissed and not at the same time...there is a very big show this friday....so very heavy local bands are playin but yeah.....well thats all i can think of.....my birthday is this saturday... -danielle
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fuckin great

Listening to: none
Feeling: alright
1123 i went and it rocked...i mean fuckin rocked...but the order was all fucked up so i never knew who was next..i won a shirt..well as the lights dims member brett through it in the crowed and i caught it...i have fallin in love with martha divine..i talked to a member(joshua)and he was so kewl!!!me and amber smoked my whole pack that night which sux right now... but yea i had alot of fun!! -danielle
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sleepy

Feeling: wounded
hello... um...im thinkin of wut to tell you first.... richard well me and richard are still datin..we mite see each other tomorrow(friday)at 1123.... 1123 i mite go tomorrow....8 bands ppl 8 bands....as the light dims martha divine thought so murderous a common question....and i cant think of the others..but its goin to be crazy...im goin to mosh my ass off..but yea imma have fun (if i go) friends im like best friends with brittany again..but amber is my super best..lol...tiffie came this year!! but she is movin in like 2 to 3 weeks...or she mite..i hope not becuz ill never see her again.....and mallory finally came bac..i love her i feel bad though becuz she is goin through alot of stuff...and kims mom is in jail....gosh!! november 11th november 11th is goin to be great im goin to the slipknot concert(slipkont as i lay dying and unearth)im mostly goin to see slipknot but ive really gotin in to as i lay dying..i love them..lol.. Forever your eyes will hold the memory I saw your heart as it overtook me We tried so hard to understand and reason But in the one moment I gave my heart away The perfect breath where my mind lay beside me And all I knew is what had overtaken me With no explanation I am comforted by my inability to understand When I wake from this dream will you still be here? Will your smile still open my heart And leave me trasparent? but yea is all good..hahaha.... -danielle
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grinders!

Listening to: none
Feeling: abused
well...i went to grinders last night!!! it was crazy..no one got caught with weed this time...i didnt even get high..but i got some cigarettes..thats bout all i did...but the bands were really good...the first was the best they were really heavy!! but the last band was pretty good too...me and amber where telling the second bands bassest to keep goin becuz the rest of the bands stoped and he went on for like 5 mins and we got on are knees and worshiped him...it was fun...and i got to kiss richard!!! and these dudes who where really kewl..they were like dancin all over each other..yeah so i had alot of fun...(oh and if you live in evansville go to grinders this friday!!!....ambers bros band is playin(as the light dims) its goin to be crazy) well thats all that happened! danielle
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i still havnt found love

Listening to: none
Feeling: amused
hello ppl.. how have you guys been?? well i went to grinder on friday...and i got high...and amber(my best friend)bro got caught with dope by some faggit ass pigs!!! it suced...but he did even get in trouble by his mom or dad..it was crazy fun though...i mite go again this weekend..but yeah ive been havin a lot of fun latly..i seen devan friday who i havnt seen if years i love him he is great!!!! but yeah i still dont have a love,but im good. danielle
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yay!!!!

Listening to: nuthin
the show fuckin rawked my neck hurts so bad i cant even move it!!! but it was so fun!!! i loved it!!! i wanna go again this saturday!! danielle
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