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well im at toms all week i guess its ok stephy thinks im seein christen all week but im not so i guess she want to lave me but maybe not i just dont know??? im bored after playing wil in DDR i lost! im not feeling good im goin to call stephy at 4:15 i know she'll be home well i hope. i just want her to know that i love her and to never forget that and she doesnt get that i mean it when i say we'll be forever as long as its up to me. . .
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hello

hello im bored im in reading later im gooin to chill with wil and later i will go to stephys band practice thingy!!! i get to see her yay! yesterday i hung out with stephy and alex and greg! idk y but sometimes i feel as if everythings a game and i must compete and i think stephy gets mad at that and im sorry so sorry!!!! if she were here id ask her for a hug and i think she starting to grow un attached to me so idk i think shes goin to leave me soon!!!
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run away

Listening to: none
Feeling: sarcastic
i ran away last night made people cry and want to kill themselves over me!!! i thought no one cared but i guess they do. . . man my mom was looking for me and i stayed up really late last night because i had to talk to the cop guy. . . he was all like maam do u want me to take him or do u want him and i was like i think ill stay with her and he was like i dont think that is ur decision right now no is it.. . and i was all like no sir and my mom took like 15 minutes to say ill keep him and i stayed up and talked to my mom and i wanted to call stephy but it was like 12a.m. and i didnt want to wake her up. . . so i didnt and i hope we go get milkshakes after school and i can apauligize too her. . . sorry !!!!!! i love u so much and dont leave me please. . . ui just want to be with her that is my last and final wish. . . all i want is to see her. . .n. . .happy lol. so i wander what were goin to do and wil is here and were goin to pick up steph i got smacked by wil today and i said if he were to punch me i was goin to kick his lilly livered ass. . . lol. . . so please will every1 forgive me for what i have done. . . i will be forever greatful
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Untitled

i cut myself again and noone care fuck fuck fuck id ont know why i do it its just as stupid as picking ur boogers
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new wierd music

Listening to: wierd al
im listening too good music and i love u stephy so its been 4 months and im looking forward to years more. . . i love y ou happy ann- i- verse-er-y lol so i love u very much and a happy one too u
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once again im confused

Listening to: fuck ur couch
Feeling: colorful
ok well im over toms and i love it over here because everyone likes me for me and no one cares what i do, like today we went to just wing'n'it and i wore a tie and a hat and a dressy shirt and wraparound glasses and toms dad said i was the only on that could pull it off . . . so i wonder what stephY and Ariel are up too. me and tom and casey are playing a video game. o yea and when we went to just wingin it we played pool and i beat tom and atom beat me and then there was a team game with me and tom on a team and mr.walter and casey on a team and i made the winning shot i was so happy and we beat them by 1 ball it was great!!! so . . . i might go to gregs tommarrow if there dad feels like pickin me up!!! ok well im goin to try to call stephy again cya i love u alot and if u want to see some cool pics look at http://photobucket.com/albums/y12/kermitclein92/
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im boredO.o

Feeling: strong
so how is every1 i didnt call stephy yesterday and im sorry. . . i just want every1 to be happy im scared that every move i make makes someone sad or mad im so sorry. . .caseys sittin here messin with a cat its name is buckwheat. . . tom and casey are fighting over the cat man they are stupid for fighting over a dumbass cat its gay . . . o and tom tied casey in there room and it was funny because he couldnt get out!!! it was so funny i like cheez-itz there good and i like HelloGoodbye there awsome i got a bunch of there songs on a cd yesterday ok well i think im goin over to gregs tommarrow and hes going to teach me how to play bass
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feelin goooood

Feeling: glowing
i love u stephY i wan t to marry you so much but we cant because were younger than the legal age of 18. if i could speed up time until we are 18 i would so we could get married and be together forever! i love u so damn much well i got to go since class is almost over. cya guys o yea and logan was high today and he ate my oreos and gave 1 back and said heres your oreos back lol so i g2g cya foreal this time!!!bye fuck ur couch
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so bored

Feeling: fuzzy
well right now im sitin here talkin to myself did u know that its regular to talk to urself but if u answer urself ur considered crazy. . . i guess im crazy then. . . so well this dude chris is looking at his cellphone probably text messaging someone... i like icecream and my girl friend stephy. . . last night she branded me and i coulndnt get it off well i didnt really wont to like a since of security. . . my stomach says StephYs Property so i guess im all hers but i only own like 97.3 percent because i have to share with alex/tara/LeeAnn/all the rest of her friends i love u so much and ill never leave u im going to buy her a purple rose because purple is her favorite color and she said roses say im sorry so im going to get her a rose... love frankie stone- AKA stephys lover
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my poem

Listening to: something on t.v
Feeling: blind
ok well i want to move and groove and sing a song. but nothing ever comes out so i cry and get scared. . . i get mad and then sad and the someone makes me smile even if i just walked a bizillion miles i want to be happy like my friends i dont want to see the ends my life sucks and so does urs so lets runaway and be bimbos i like books more than ever they make u smart and clever please let it end in a few nice words dont let the milk spill into curds mom please hit me one more time so i can feel the pain even more than a mime i want to hurt but all i have is hope for you so all i feel is blue i love u more than anything in the world so then we went on a rollercoaster and swirled i wont do drugs so im not cool well everyone who thinks that need to go to the nearest school please just be with me forever and love me the same because im not the only one to blame, for all the things people have done so u shuned my friend wil excluded him from ur activities so im sorry if iv ever hurt you anf i wil make it up someday i swear i love every1(excluding family) and i hope they love me back. . .
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i love music

Feeling: secretive
i need more music i cant live W/O 2 things 1.stephy and 2. music. the only two things i have that wont hurt me! my mom and dad fight constantly and i tune them out by talkin to stephy and listen to my happy music. man i want to be with stephy forever and i want her to come around more often. i need her more than ever i havent smoked pot in about 1& 1/2 months and im happy i havent smoked a ciggerette since the day before i got suspended. loren got expelled today that sux now we cant talk in lunch. im gonna miss him in a friend way... i want some help i need to talk to someone so i can get this junk off my chest. . . i love every1 and i want to be with u all but i cant because idk i just cant. . . Cya ♥ frankie ♥
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