it's kind of weird when you see the moon during the day feels wrong but looks well beautiful. been going to the gym gonna be a babe haha looser anyway i want an edward the end.

shock horror! i'm writing and entry. i forgot this even existed. hell i never really have anything to write about anyway at this time i am well watching buffy but only because its awesome i still live out of home which is great who would of thought i lasted this long miss me? yeah me neither haha i like boys and beer both are good for fun when you need it romina got me addicted to twilight but it was worth it so i should marry her or something or go in to rehab spending my pay on movies, music and books rules my life like a mother licker if you buy me the: expedit bookcase the black brown one thats $269 from ikea i'd date you but only if you were a dude and wore vans and liked brand new and were over 20 it's be awesome okay well i'm excited about $7 pj pants i bought today so i'm gonna put them on and go to sleep sexy or what? thats what i thought haha okay that's enough.

i yet again got reminded of this place thanks mary and i hope you enjoy your camera :) so while my housemate is coughing her lungs out and paul next door is playing some glam band really loud here i am on a friday night just got out of the shower and painting my nails what an interesting life i lead oh for sure bridget jones 2 is on i had my first kiss during that fun times the guy stuck his tongue down my throat and i was like wtf maaaaaaan that was so long ago i guess i'm currently "hanging" with someone he is sweet don't get that very often pretty funny how we met almost a month ago at a friends birthday drinks i was drunk he was drunk aaaaaaaaaaand i'm censoring all the rest haha but i actually wanted to talk to him the next day the last dude was well haha another story for another day i'm reading the jumper books pretty much want to instant teleport everywhere and i'd rob a bank and pay all my bills bloody bills fuck i write about a whole bunch of shit okay i'm gonna go be a nana

hey guess what! i'm still alive WHOOOOPAACHHHAAAA! get that in ya! :)

alexisonfire and moneen are on tonight! heaps excited. and luke is on his way here :) i pretty much couldn't be happier at the moment. life is grand. xoxo.

i am so fricken happy/excited/ right now i just hop it all works out lkjhdfsaljkalhsadfhassahjsaf :D xoxo.

i am really disliking the human population right now. way too much. i also know what i want for a tattoo now. it's gonna look heaps nice. that is all. xoxo.

wow totally forgot about this place. aaanyway: the place i'm moving in to, the room is available on the 1st of february, so that is when i'm moving out i got in to uni that was unexpected bachelor of design (visual communication) at western sydney should be heaps fun-ish maybe. anyway working lots and trying to save and forget about this place once again. that is all. oh! happy austrayia day. note: if you were a real australian you don't pronounce the "l" in australia. tahaha joking maybe just a bit. xoxo.

i'm going to move out at the end of janurary. woot! but only if i can afford it. yay! xoxo.

this christmas was lonely. didn't feel right at all. no sense of family. no spirit. it's time to move on. xoxo.

i'm not pretty like most girls average really i don't have big boobs i don't have a tiny waste or long legs i'm not fat just i'm a chubby kid with a lazy attitude. body image tis a horrible thing. arghhh. BORED. xoxo.

general maths: 61% band: 3 advanced english: 71% band: 4 design and technology: 79% band: 4 studies of religion(1 unit): 41 out of 50 band: 5 ancient history: 77% band: 4 biology: 66% band: 3 band 6 being the highest and i just missed out on a band 5 in design and technology by one mark but meh i'm content lets hope the uai scaling isn't fucked up yeah? xoxo.

okay fuck i think i lost my nano >< so guess its time for a new one. but i'm not made of money argh! fuck my brothers are rude and i never hear one thank you. so i can't wait till i move out at the end of janurary but i guess i'll miss this place in some way. hsc results tomorrow, how fun. FAILED. working full time but with none of the benifits. that's fun but not really. gah i need to get christmas presents. man this year has gone way too fast i don't mind but i do. my head is confusing. that is all. xoxo.

it's not all its cracked up to be. xoxo.

you know why i keep updating? cause it's fun ANDEH :P xoxo.

i'm eightneen today, woot! its finally all begining :) xoxo.

i feel like shit. it's great, not. xoxo.

lets see lately: - working 6 out of 7 days this week. - got to see gav heaps! - haven't had a good nights sleep in over a month. - two exams left, biology on monday and studies of religion on thursday. - my 18th on the 14th. - my party on the 18th [you are all invited]. - not going to the formal. - going to soundfest instead. - get to hang with coady. - have had a crap week. - about to re-dye my hair. i realised that i don't have much of a social life because i'm pretty much always working. for some reason i think of work as a social thing, maybe cause its fun i dunno. lame! that is all i can think of at the moment. xoxo.

sorry people, i thought i would write it here but chances are that i am not attending the formal. i will be going to soundfest instead. it just means more to me. but i'll go to the sydney tech after party if you guys want me too. xoxo.

change of plans. makes me a bit sad. xoxo.