Hello 2009

Money is needed now! I'm in all sorts of pain.

I feel sick

I had to take a sick day yesterday. For my mind my body and for my heart.

Ill never see her again. I can't stop the things that are happening. I can't stop the things that have happened. It's the end.

Shitty shitty day. I have no where to go. No one to help. I don't know what to do. What do I do?

When will it stop snowing?

Fuck the bright side. I am a little upset

What would Jon say?

*Takes a deep breath*

I feel defeated

Boyish girls and Girlish boys

This was not a good morning

What to wear and should I wear make up

get me out of here

Im glad tomorrow is Tuesday! Tuesdays I dont work.

..shit!

I want to be in a great love affair. Like Jude and Lucy. Like Jojo and Sadie. I want to be so in love it hurts when we arent together.

I look kinda pretty today. I look very pretty today.

And I thought I was confused before.