Okay so alot has changed since my last entry. Sonny's completely outta picture and im completely happy about it really. Because i found someone that treats me better makes me happy makes me smile. He's just as good as sonny only like 5,000 times better. Dustin. MY dustin, not jordan's MY dustin...lol And one of my new best friends..well not new anymore but she was in the middle of the school year. She moved to idaho and she's so so depressed she's threatening to kill herself and i'm really tired of that crap..but she's trying to find a place to live down here cause her mother says she can move back down if she can find a place to live :). She calls me like every 5 minutes, so i kinda rarely pick up the phone anymore. She's got one of those "I dont give a shit" personalities that really can just piss you off sometimes. She kinda the total opposite of me. kinda...but i luv her nonetheless and i miss her...although it still hasnt really hit me that she's really GONE...never coming back GONE...This summer Dustin's coming to visit for a week. We're going to the fair on the 27th of July which is the day before he leaves. We're going to An All-American Rejects concert that's FREE can you believe it...an AAR concert (and AAR is like a HUGE band) is having a FREE concert..all you have to do is pay for the ticket to get in and your set...and you have to get there like 5 hours early but still its awesome. I cant wait for that..or the 23rd which is the day we're picking Dustin up from the airport :) thats really all the update i can give. =D

Guys dont suck anymore :) ...well they do but Mickey doesnt :) he made me happy once again :D he said he misses me he loves meh and he's been thinking alot about me and he misses the way it used to be when it was just me and him.....but with him and sarah there cant be a me and him....not until he breaks up with her or she breaks up with him...but i dont think that's gonna happen anytime soon unless she truely is cheating on him...but i dunno cause i dont know sarah but i dont care cause i love him and he made me HAPPY again :D **heart**

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yup..im bleh...i actually wanted blah.....bleh with do just fine.okay...i havent updated in so long...hm....k..sonny broke up with me i took him back i broke up with him and he wants me back...its very weird...also...wen already asked me out i dont want him as more than a friend but i dont know how to tell him that...without hurting him jakob asked me out..he's nice..but he's a little rich boy that is too sarcastic...escpecially when he needs to be serious..and he already has a girlfriend but he was going to break up with her for me..*shrugs* and then...there's teddy...he has a gf..messes around with everychic..then his gf comes and yells at me...says they're gonna beat the crap outta me..i'd actually like to see them try...she and her friend are both hardcore preps...but..i got connections to every social group..so...yea..they really just dont know who they are messing with..then..she tells teddy he's not allowed to talk to me..and he says she's not running his life*rolls eyes* yea..rachael(his gf) also lied to everyone..teddy knows it he just wont admit it..then there's patrick...patrick's so sweet and so kind...he's in football as a freshman in highschool this year...he and i talked on the phone all night last night...we both fell asleep on it..lol and then there's paul...paul's sweet and kinda and gentle...i cant find one bad thing to say about paul...he's a biker type guy..he's turning 17 december 5th.. he's liked me for a while and i knew he did..but he never admitted it because i was going out with sonny..now that im not...he wants to ask me out..but he's gonna give me time...he said in about a months time..lol..then..sonny...i told sonny i missed him and i do...i really do..but..i dont miss the relationship we had...there are parts that i missed...but..i mean..i dont miss the whole thing...just him....all i wanted was for him to be there for me when i needed him most..and he never was...he was always at james's house..grounded..or sleeping..and occationally at his grandpa's house...and...i was tired of being stood up a number of times...it annoyed me to no extent..dont you think that if you say your going to be somewhere at a certain time that you should be there...even if your just a little late...yea..he didnt even try to contact me..he just went to james's house and went on runescape...he could have gotten on messenger for a second and told me but nope..he ignored the fact that i was waiting for him..and i was just oh so tired of that..its funny though...we were broken up when this happend...and he's still not here for me when i need him..the only person that has been there for me whenever i need someone the most..is patrick..he's always been there for me..for the year that i've known him...always...we're planning on flying him out here so he can go to prom with me :P i pay for him to come and for the tickets..then he wants to stay a while...but he's paying for the plain ticket home...he said the ticket shouldnt cost more than around $200 or so and the prom tickets are $80 for a couple..and i cant go to prom till junior year..cause its the junior/senior prom...i went as a freshman ..but only cause jason took me as a friend..and oh boy...i loved it..once i left him..:) i think i want to take patrick senior year..and i still want sonny to go with me...he's outta school by prom..so i hope it wouldnt be a problem..his grandpa could fly them out here i would by the tickets..then we would go to prom :) no limo or anything though..too flashy...if i do get a limo i would pay for it..and it would be for senior year...of course...this whole plan thing might not work out..i only hope it does...well..hows that for an update :P i'll update more often..ba bye*Waves*

Started work early today so that i could be finished early....woke up at 7:30 AM got up hurried to get ready for work got there...and Alice wasnt there to tell me what stalls to clean so I just started down the line...first maybe's stall, then grace's stall, apache's stall, sonada's stall, chocolate's stall and then i was finished...i called home told her i was finished..and she questioned me like i hadnt done the work at all...i hate it when she does that..but so my dad came and picked me up and we went home..i cleaned the litter box after taking off my boots. Then i put my shoes one, opened the door, walked through it, walked to the trash can, put the stuff in there, walked back, went back through the door, closed the door, turned on the computer, took off my shoes, logged onto yahoo..mickey was one..is one..but..he's idle..so that makes me kinda sad..and then i signed on to aim and nobody is online there either..and so..i went to myspace to do a bulletin but there were no new ones....so I came here..looked for comments found none...decided to write a new entry and so here i am...and someone just honked outside....hmm....wonder who it was....they just drove off.....*sigh* im so bored....i want to talk to someone...anyone...it doesnt matter who...*sigh* just...someone....alright..thats it..its long enough entry for me..so Im gonna leave it at that..and end it..now..bye love yall bunches *waves*

Today I woke up at seven in the morning to get dressed for work at nine...after I got dressed i went on the computer....then i went to work and chased around two or three horses..i cant remember...called joel while chasing one of them and he sat there complaining about how someone messed up his cars..and about his having to pee and about the dodge from behind him because he hates the company dodge..more than anything..then when I told him my dad has a dodge for his work van he said I should get my ass outside and tortch the sucker lol then the kids rode in a walking race...then they gave out awards and I got a picture book thingymabobber..but I need to get my pictures back from people....i wonder if tomm will give me them to me..hm.....i shall see...but then I got home....did the dishes..then texted joel to tell him when he gets home..so I know he's safe..then shane let me have the computer...and he got kinda freaked out..cause I said yes ...i love you...lol it was funny but here i am now..so I hope you enjoy my entry....love yas

Started my new job....and..yea..got pissed at ed..got energy drinks and watched the exorcist...thats really about it..^_^

Today.....today I had to take my health science final...which is the DMV permit test....and I missed ten..only allowed to miss seven..and I missed five..so I have to take it again on...monday..along with nine other students...and..skylar and terri..who are both...not as smart as me...PASSED!! can you believe that....its not fair at all..but..life's a bitch..and so am I so I'll live. and actually.....the test is pretty hard....21 people out of 10 students passed the test....and I will have a couple more times after this last one to pass it...*sigh* I'll laugh if I dont pass it..I'll laugh my ass off...cause it will be that funny. mickey went to a party tonight...he promised no pot..so he better keep it...( i hope he does )and....saturday..I work..and he'll be on a canoe(sp?) trip, then sunday..he'll be at church ALL day cause his parents make him(he doesnt believe in god), then monday he has sugery for his ankle..(he broke it in three places last summer) so I wont hear from him in.......4 days..*tear* so..for now derrick...YOU WIN..ONLY FOR NOW!!!!!! lol....*sigh*..hmmmm..what to write now...AIMEE!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!

I drank a pot of coffee...a whole flippin' pot of coffee. it was yummy too...and I dont care if you dont like cofee derrick...I LOVE IT!!! not as much as I love aimee though teehee...=O aimee I told mickey that I loved you more than him and he got all disappointed lol =( I have a headache(not from my coffee either)I think tomm's gettin drunk or something...cause..yea....Im hyper right now..whih makes me really talkative..and....yea.....now Im bored..and mom's gettin on my back about the computer..trying to tell me how to use a cellphone when she is technologically impaired...*sigh* and..MICKEY NEEDS TO UPDATE HIS "JOURNAL"!!!!!! he says he's too busy with playing runescape all day to take out five minutes of his time to type about his day...*sigh* guys suck sometimes!!!! mickey's scared cause he went to this future tellin thing cause he missed me(dont know why he would do that just cause he missed me *shrugs*) and it said he would die in a few days.....so..yea..he's scared and worried..so he's at james ..so he's with a friend just incase something DOES happen to him..which nothing will happen to him..cause....I wont let it...*nods* this is a long entry but not as long as derricks huge entries...GOSH!!! he could write a book with those and be done with over 100 pages already....sheesh...I MISS AIMEE!!!! i love you aimee.....<3

I HAVE TO PEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol I passed my DMV final!!!!!!! I got the certificate and everything now I just have to go to a driving school..drive with an instructor person for an hour..go take the test at the DMV and pass it..and I got my permit!!!! woooooooot!!!!!!!!k...Im done...bye*waves*

OI!!!! I just wrote lots of stuff.....and it wouldnt go....:( thats not fair...really its not....*sigh* I dont feel like typing all that stuff again.....*sigh* I shoulda copied and pasted....really*hits head* Im stupid....Im more of an idiot than derrick cause....that just sux...I love you aimee...sorry derrick..I dont love you lol as a person I havent even met maybe but....since I havent even met you online...your just an ac...whatever lol...so..yea....it sux...really bad....

I miss mickey *tear* but he's supposed to be calling REAL soon.....and I actually shouldnt talk...cause aimee cant see her boyfriend....unless he comes up here so I can FINALLY meet him..even though I already approve of him...(nice job with the breakage of the neck..lol) *thumbs up* and katie cant and hasnt seen or talked to martin in....most of her relationship with him..I cant see how she makes it work day by day..Im the luckiest of the bunch..I talk to my boyfriend everyday....and he's coming up for two days to see me....he's supposed to only go to San Diego with his grandpa for something ( I know what...just wont say) and his grandpa is gonna go out of his way to bring him up here to see me..but there is some other reason for him driving him up here...cause...he wouldnt do that....well thats it for now...cya^_^

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I have a headache..... >_< anyways....Im grounded...again....I just got off grounding like a week ago. this sux..it really does. I just had to call mickey =P yes I did...and NO MICKEY ITS NOT YOUR FAULT...its all mine..cause Im the one that called you....you didnt make me call you I wanted to call you. and I dont know why Im even talking to you in this ..cause you dont UPDATE or CHECK your diary *eyes you* well......I got up this morning....mykel and shane were on the computer again....and I think my parents know that mickey(sonny) is my boyfriend O.O I dont know.....but my dad is giving me back my computer rights in two weeks...when our summer vacation starts and then about a week after i get the computer rights back..I get my phone rights back..and he GAVE me permission to call mickey..it just cant be for an hour everyday and I have to use 1010987-1-(mickey's number) and it will be really cheap..and I dont get my cellphone back until I can pay back the home phone bill and the cellphone bill....but my dad got me a job cleaning stalls..so...YAY!!! thats all bye now..LOVE YOU MICKEY AND AIMEE!!!!!!!!

Not much to say in this entry..but...I get to see my gf today =D Im happy about that and my cousins left yesterday so I get my bed back =D and we went to the beach yesterday...but..I got a nasty sunburn so it hurts so bad...and its all weird too...only the back of my legs are sun burn lol and then my arms..only the top...and my back....wellI dunno..that one is kinda normal. when I get to see my gf today..we're going to SLO and hanging out there for I dont know how long...we're leavinf at like 11:30 or so...cause Yoshi says that the bus gets there at 11:55 but we all know Yoshi and her timing...(love ya yoshi but I love aimee more teehee) I LOVE YOU AIMEE lol.

haha. the other day( two days ago maybe) a little rich boy was driving pretty fast down the road that my friends and I were walking along to go home..and he rolled down his window and yelled out the window "FREAKS!!!!" It was hillarious...me being the smart ass of us three(aimee is a smart ass too but Im more of a smart ass than her) yelled thank you. aimee being the rebel of the group flipped the guy off and katie...katie just stood there and looked surprised at him(stupid little rich boys also known as PREPS) well...I think I had the best response of us three....what do you think?

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awww Im on the phone with Mickey and he's sleeping ^_^. I dont wanna wake him up, cause he sounds so cute, but he said he didnt want to go to sleep cause he wouldnt wake up.lol I guess us staying up all night and going swimming really got to him.I cnat wake him up anyways.I've been trying but it doesnt work, he's out. well anyways, mickey and I stayed up all night talking and stuff. and then this morning around 3 or 4 he asked me to be his girlfriend.I didnt know how to respond, and he told me to wait till I knew for sure what I wanted to do and I said I would be foolish not to accept his offer to be his girlfriend.So I said yes I would be his girlfriend so now, he is my boyfriend and I am his girlfriend.We had the greatest day together. I really enjoy spending time wiht him. hes a great guy that always makes me smile just by thinking about him I smile. And I talk about him A LOT. I annoy katie and aimee to death with all mickey topics. If fate has it that I am supposed to spend the rest of my life with mickey, Ill be the happiest person in the world.(yes IN THE WORLD!) I love you mickey!