NOYE: IF U READ THIS LEAVE A COMMENT<3 so it has to be like 8 months now that ty has been gone...and it kills me to talk about it..cuz he was my best friend hero and brother to me...he lost his life in jan,befor that in 08' around thanksgiving i love my gram,and i never got to say goodbye..now i may lose my dad...if i lose my dad i will go crazy i will not be the same girl...cuz my dad saves me from alot of shit..and abuse i get...i am even deathly scared of loseing my bf again...even thought he left me lol today last year..cuz of who i used to be..and he is the first guy would said to me that he fucked up for leaveing me and that he missed me and still loved me...i still dont trust him..but he knos that..but i think i am fallin in love again...he is my rock and light in my dark world of depression....but any way here is wat happen with tyler...</3 MY HERO♥TYLER HESS♥11/27/1990-1/14/20107months ago i lost an amazing friend.who always made me laugh and smile.we had alot of classes together and we took the same bus home.wail on the bus i was always harrassed and Ty always made sure i was okay so he would throw seat belts at everyone just so i can laugh and make our bus driver mad lol.he would always make fun of everyone but me and some other ppl.yeah he did hardcore drugs and i told him to stop.i always kepted his secrets to myself.When we all had to lay him down to sleep i could not take it i cryed i cryed on his dad i just cryed cuz its not fun loseing ur friend after all these years of knowing each other. to wake up on the 14 to watch the news and to hear that name TYLER N HESS i just burst into tears cuz i didnt want it to be true last time i saw him was AUG.28th we me holly and TY when to see halloween 2 at the rave and i rember watching the prevwes and Ty going ohhhh dude lets go see alice and wounderland high and all i did was laugh after that we when to taco bell and ty made a huge sence and i just hide at our table laughing.i miss him so much and i kno holly is still hurt.TYLER I JUST WANT U TO KNO THAT I LOVE U.U WERE LIKE A BROTHER TO ME AND TO SEE U GO HURTS THE FUCK OUT OF ME..... LOVE U BRO <3 so i hate my family,to them i am the fuck up..black sheep..i get abused way to much for my age and i cant fight back or i go to jail or become homeless...so i am fucked...i have had my heart broken way too many times...i dont say i love u at all...my guy friends say i have a penis cuz i am not like the girls around here...id fuck anyone up for talk shit...i am bi,i have been bi for along time now...even thought i have only dated one girl in high school...most ppl forget who i am..and idgaf...i love who i am...i can be nice or a bitch u pick.=]: i ware band tee's and jeans and sk8ter shose...if i had the money i would by tripps....i dye my hair wayyy to much..but stoped a year ago and just started up again..it is red now...i have no tattoos yet but working on some...i have had my lip,ears,and tounge pireced but i took them out for a job...i am a freak and i love every min of it...my bf is an amazing guy who i had a crash on in high school he is a nerd/goth/emo...but he has stolen my heart...i love sex...and i think i got riley to love it too lol =]: cuz i was his first lol he is 18 and i am 19...i can see myself with him for along time..but i kno it kills him when i get abused and he cant do shit to help...he lives 5 mins away by car form me..and we try and spent alot of time together..befor i lev for collage..yes collage i am going to be a chef..i love cooking..and my friedns say my food is amazing lol i am bipolor and off all my meds...but should be on a derpession med but nothing works for that soo fuckk it <3..will i shall go to bed riley is picking my ass up in the morning to spend the day together...and i need to shower and sew my pants yet...soo peace out mother fuckers<3 ps.if u have not notices i curse wayyyy to much for a girl...<3=]: