Listening to: Electrial Storm - U2
Alright, breathe. I can survive 3 days without internet...right?? GR! WHY ME?? STUPID UNIVERSE SHOULD GO DIE!!! AHH! ...I'm ok. I just HATE HATE HATE when she takes away stuff that I love. I remember when I was 7, she took away my blanket. I couldn't sleep for a week. It was horrible. I get so attached to stuff, I hate to part with it. In this case tho, I am attached to the people, not the thing. I could live without the computer, it the people that the computer connects me too that I need. I mean like...They are among the best friends I have ever had. I know that most of y'all out there won't understand, but someone does...Right? I mean, if I didn't have this thing over christmas...I do not like to think what I would've done. Run away most likely...I walked out the door once...And I did it again. I let her make me cry. DAMMIT! I can't keep crying! I AM NOT A DISAPPOINTMENT!!!!....am I?