Listening to: Dare You To Move - Switchfoot
So...stressed...School isn't till tmo. I think I will make myself sick or break something...I can't go to school..WHY AM I SO STRESSED OUT?? GR! I hate when this starts. I have a while that I go for, really easy, no effort. Then it becomes like walking through molasses in january. The sad thing with the stress is it makes me depressed. I just..Breakdown. Happens once a month. Every month. For the past..3-4 years? Going to go crazy. Someone shoot me now. I will get down on my knees and beg you. The few people who can make me feel better, have barely been on. Or have barely talked to me. Yeah, its selfish of me to think like that. But currently, I don't give a dam about. And yet..If anyone asks what's wrong...My answer will still be nothing. Nothings ever wrong. My life is perfect. That's what they all think. The happy is gone for the moment. But it'll come back. It always comes back. Right?
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding