Listening to: All Because Of You - U2
Alright, yesterday I got mad. I got kicked off the computer...So I had nothing to do. Then I decided to go dirtbiking...As soon as I decided to go dirtbiking...This little voice started in my head. Telling me to crash. On purpose.
'Just hit the tree.'
'Take your hands off the handle bars and fall'
'No one will know.'
...Like that....And I'm scared. I didn't go dirtbiking, because I would've crashed, at a high speed and...I'm scared. I would've done it. Without a second thought. And....Oh god...This is a side of me that even I've never seen...And I don't like it.
Oh..Then I read Kari's SD...That made me feel MUCH better. >.