Listening to: Fly Away - Black Eyed Peas
Je suis confuse
Don't know what my mood is again.
Don't know what I am again.
Reaaaallllly wish I had something to write about. But alas I have nothing.
Well...ok, that's a lie.
I have a question for you...its rhetorical, don't worry.
Why don't I tell people stuff? Like...seriously...I don't tell anyone half of what's going on, even when I need to. I don't get it. Most of the time, my head is screaming for me to tell someone about what I'm thinking...But the moment they ask what's wrong, I say nothing. GR! What is wrong with me?! Why can't I ever admit, that hey, my life isn't perfect and maybe I need help?
Maybe its cuz I can fake being fine quite well.(Yes, I know, faking it, Bad Kat. Whatev.) Maybe I just don't want to drag other people down, they have their own problems to deal with, they do not need me ranting about my own. Maybe I just don't like taking the time to explain what I'm feeling to everyone. I hate doing that. I'm just as well off keeping it to myself. I just...I donno
Right now I want to be alone.
I want to go to bed and sleep until tommorow.
But guys...Don't leave me alone.
You're here, so gone
this dark has got suddenly turned into dawn
I know you've already been here too long, too long, too long
Although you won't see me fall from grace
You step on my solace you walk away
My demise you'll never know
I'm letting you go
P.S. I started crying for no reason a few minutes ago...WTF?