Listening to: Baby Girl - Sugarland
*sigh* There was another accident...Right across from where my Uncles was...
Put it simply...I panicked. Like...Panicked...*shudder* it was scary. It was just this huge flashback...No one crashes around here. Except for my uncle and the dude who crashed today. I guess it affected me more than I thought it did...Which is weird, because almost everything bounces off of me. Or I thought it did. *shrugs* I dunnno...It was just this awful feeling of...something. Last time, I kept telling myself stuff like "He's going to be ok, he just broke an arm or something or he'll just be in the hospital for a while" The last thing I ever expected was for my mom to come through the door crying, telling me my uncle was dead. Today was just a bad flashback to that. My mom ran off, yelling something about an accident. And me telling myself it was ok. And it was. We didn't even know the guy and he was scraped up, but nothing more. But...What if it was someone I knew? What if it was my cousin? Or my best friend on her dirtbike?? What if it was someone I knew? All these thoughts started running through my head and I panicked. I was just...so...scared.
I need a hug...v.v