Listening to: Beautiful Disaster - Kelly Clarkson
So yeah...I hate crying. Well...not so much hate actually crying, as much as letting other people see my cry. Sometimes I cry for no reason, and everyones like "What's wrong?" and I'm like "NOTHING! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!"
And I shall now proceed to explain what brought on this entry filled with the hate of the crying.
I was reading WAAAAAAY back in the SC threads...like...WAAAAY back. Like SC 3...and I dunno...I just started crying...And I don't know why exactly. I don't really miss those days (Except for the part with the less fighting, less bitching, and more pyschos)
And I dunno...I guess I kinda miss February, March, April and most of May. Those were good months. June, July, and August was the lowest point of my life so far.
So yeah. I'm crying right now even. Its not nessicarily a bad thing I guess. It sucks sometimes and there isn't anyone who can stop me. So this is my "I-hate-crying-but-not-really-just-the-explaining-why" entry...
Comment and make me feel loved.
EE! CAMP IN 48 HOURS!!! EEEEE!!! I EFFING HEART CAMP!!!!!
...Is it weird that I'm going "EE!" and crying at the same time?