Listening to: The Scientest - Coldplay
Once upon a time, in a kingdom far away. There was a princess. This princess grew up as an ugly duckling, and she was teased through much of her younger school years. She believed she was to ugly and to shy to ever attract a prince. She grew up shy, and away from the world, silently. One day, she met a prince from a kingdom far away. And she fell for him. Hard. Months went by, and she eventually met another Prince, right in her very own kingdom. He asked her out. She liked him a lot, and wasn't sure where she stood with the first prince, so she gladly accepted. Another month went by and one of her best friends, also a prince from another kingdom revealed something to her. He liked her. A lot. She liked him too, but she already had her prince. She didn't know what to do...so she told him the truth about her feelings. The first prince knew nothing about the other two, as did the second. The third one knew about the other two. The princess now had a predicament. She didn't know what to do. She had three princes, but each though she was his, which in reality, she wasn't anyones. She didn't know who to choose. She hardly ever spoke with the first prince anymore. The second was also friends with all her friends. The third lived farthest away. She didn't want to hurt anyone. Especially the three princes. They were all amazing in their own way. She gave up hope on the first prince, and was then confronted with the challenge of the other two. The second prince doesn't know about the third one and she didn't know how to tell him. Sometime, when she was writing to the third one, lines got mixed up, and he believed he had her all to himself. She loved him with everything, but she was afraid to tell him the truth, she didn't want to hurt him. She still liked the second prince. A lot. She didn't mean for any of this to happen. But it did.
And now she has to fix it.
There isn't a happy ending.
Three things wrong with this story.
A) The kingdom wasn't so far away
B) It wasn't so long ago
C) I didn't grow up to be gorgeous.
Yeah, its a true story. No, I'm not really a princess, that was a metaphor.
No, I don't want to talk about it.
I just had to write it down
I need to tell the truth once in a while.
So what do I do?
Lets look at the options.
Number one - He's funny(sometimes)...He's nice(sometimes)...Yeah. I don't think this ones gonna work out...I dunno, its just...Yeah.
Number two - He's here, and now. He's friends with all my friends and my family really likes him. I can talk to him way easy and he's funny. Most of all, he LIKES me. So that's a huge bonus.
Number three - Oooo wow...Number three. He makes me feel...alive. Like...Alive. I can't explain it. Also really easy to talk to, he's an all around awsome guy. Downside; he lives farthest away.
So NOW I feel bad because I'm talking about these guys like pieces of meat -_-;; I don't mean to, I'm just listing pros and cons.
So. Now, I have a choice.