Listening to: An Cat Dubh - U2
I've got a date for next Sunday.
Any idea's for how to get out of it??
I know, I know. I'm totally lame. I finally get a boyfriend. And I want out. This totally isn't fair to him. I should just break up with him now. But over MSN?
I know that's how I'm going to end up doing it, but I really shouldn't. But I can't do it face to face, I'm not courageous enough.
And everyone at youth is gonna hate me. I won't be able to go for lunches or to youth on fridays.
That's alright. The only reason I went before, was for him. And I don't like him anymore.
I hate how everything I like, gets changed so often. Besides my friends, U2 and the colour purple.
But I feel awful. Because I know what he thinks he feels for me, isn't what I feel for him at all. So now I'm being crappy to him, with my responses on MSN and pretty much avoiding him at school. I just want to scream "I DON'T LIKE YOU ANYMORE! GET AWAY FROM ME!"
Everything he does annoys me now. The way he types, and the way he talks and what he talks about and hell, I'm not even a vain person, I don't usually care what people looks like, but even what he looks like annoys me now. This isn't healthy or fair to me or him. I gotta do it soon, but when?
...Anyone want to do it for me?
XD! GUESS WHO'S THE FIRST TO GET LAIDDD IN THE NEW RP?!
That's right. Its me ^^
Y'all are jealous. Come on. I know you are.