Listening to: Clocks - Coldplay
Bah. I'm so emotional. Damn PMS. It sucks.
I was really mad at SitD yesterday, because I was gonna write this awsome entry all in the third person, which would've looked like this:
Katja says that Boston pizza was pretty good.
Katja is concured with.
JimJim concurs with Dalton's concurrance of Katja.
Katja points out that JimJim is not allowed to concur.
Dalton concurs with Katja
Katja says teh rofflecakes.
Pretty much like that. Cause it was pretty sweet.
On to more serious things.
I would like to point out, that I hate when I project my feelings for one person, onto other people. This really isn't something specific, it's just something I noticed last night. If I'm mad at my Mom, I'm mad at everyone. If I'm missing someone, it's like the rest of the world stops existing. And if I want something from someone really badly, sometimes I delude myself into thinking that I want that same thing from someone else. And it kinda sucks. I don't like it. But I wish I could control it.
I've realized something about the RP. That(to me at least) it feels like I don't control Kat...I become her. When I'm RPing, I don't exist anymore.
Damn. Talk about split personality disorder.
Same thing with Lysa. Even though I'm going "DO NOT DO IT! DO NOT DO IT!!!" they'll end up doing it anyways and then I'm like "DAMN!" even though I could've prevented it.
It's a pretty weird feeling. To be unattached to one's personality so much, you can become someone else in the blink of an eye. Or to have your personality shoved to the back of your mind and someone else's take over.
I feel like Rogue when she absorbed-*is cut off by stares*
^ My life.
God, that website is amazing. I love x-men. And U2.