Listening to: Nothing
i feel stupid, and small and pathetic. And I should leave him be, and I should let it go, but I can't. Because I keep clinging to the stupid thought that he was kidding. and he really does want me back. He probably doesn't. But maybe he does.
I will do whatever it takes. I honestly would, because I've never felt like this before. I've never felt like I could honestly live with one person forever, and i've never felt so utterly, and completely confused when he's sudddenly not there.
I have separation anxiety.
I need him.
It sounds stupid, but I really do. At least for now.