Listening to: Come Together - Across the Universe
I just read the last five entries, and yeah, okay, so.
Anyone who reads this is going to think I'm a complete psycho.
But I'm not. I just usually write SitD entries in a fit of mad passion, because I will explode if I have to keep it inside. And if people knew me through this and only this, it would make me seem like some angry, morbid, swearing screw up or whatever.
But I'm not. I am actually, in general, a pretty happy person, and I like most of my life.
I just use this for those moments where I just feel like EXPLODING.
I felt like I had to say that. Especially after I got an Email from Rach titled "about your sitd..." and I am actually afraid to read it. Because I'm retarded, and reading email scares me sometimes.
And I had a long talk with Ellery, and it was good, and I said a lot of stuff that I haven't quite said to anyone else. But now I feel bad about leaving Rachael out of the conversation, because she had a boy.
Bah, we discriminate.
I'm not crazy. Scouts honor.
Glad we cleared the air about this.
Going to read the email now.