Listening to: All This Time - Maria Mena
I can't even believe it's been that long. I mean, I guess technically speaking, 4 years is barely a blip on the radar of life, but still.
I've had boyfriends and breakdowns, and I've gone to weddings and funerals. I've gotten my first car, my first kiss, I graduated high school, I got a job, I pay bills, I grocery shop. I know what I want to do with my life, I know what to do to get there.
I know where I'm supposed to be, and I know who I am, and that is an amazing thing. I don't think I would be even remotely the same person I am now if I didn't have them, I don't even know if I would've survived. I'm not quite sure everybody realizes how much they've been there for me.
It's intense, it's insane, it's incredible.
I gained friends, I gained a family, I gained everything. Absolutely everything.
Before I met them, I was a terrified little girl with no direction, no self esteem and nothing going for her.
Look at me now.
I thank God every single day for answering my prayers for friends who understand.
Every single day.