Listening to: Good To You - Marianas Trench
So Christmas rocks. I got a ton of money, and my mom was in a good enough mood to offer to get me a kindle. Which is insane, they're like 300 dollars, and I couldn't let her buy one. But she offered. That was nice.
I got like 700 dollars. I can afford Paris now, if I put it all into savings. I'm kind of afraid to see my credit card bill at the end of the month though. But I'm saving now. I will do this, I love Europe, and I will be going back.
I should probably apply for University too. I don't know if I can get into McGill. They don't accept anybody with an under 80 average. I'm a 70. 75 at the best. I would love to live in Montreal, however. Trent would be alright too, I wouldn't mind that. It's just the doing it. It's terrifying. I'm still not sure if I want to give up my job, and my car, and my room and my money. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing, but what else can I do? I can't do my job for the rest of my life, no matter how much I like it. It's a job, it's not a career.
I don't know. It's scary.
This thread might get really awkward really fast. If I have a bad enough time of it with just friends, doing it with someone with history can't end well.
I'm probably just a little bit desperate.