im really bored and i cant go to sleep so i thought i would update my past. its not like i miss it anyways. if u wanna check out my new sitdiary its ressurrection

everyone i have a new sitdiary u all should check it out. www.sitdiary.net/ressurrection/

yeah like i dont know whats happening to me lately but ive been having like problems and like i talk to people and they help me but then i just get new problems. it sucks so bad thats why no matter what happens to me now im just going to ignore it wheiter i get shot or i get grounded. my life is so messed up i think i am near a massive attack to the body. so i will just give all my feelings up and start over with them. my life is going to start over but i will save all of the people that have been there for me. its time for a new start

its freakin john lange here. my life isnt that great right now. first of all ive tried to write this thingy like 4 times and it hasnt saved and my computer restarts its kinda pissin me off. then everything keeps finding a way with touchin my leg and that really pisses me off. no one comments me and that doesnt piss me off but it tells me that im a loser and then u all say im not a loser. and then to put the cherry on top i try to be nice to people but they keep stabbin me in the back so fuck it if u can go without stabbing me then i will want to talk to u no matter who u r. no matter what u look like or sound like or act like. oh well it doesnt matter cause if it takes one person to suffer for everyone to live like kings and queens then i should take the punishment cause im not going to need to ever feel like a king cause i will just end up assainated. im down with punishment cause i love pain but it needs to come all at once cause sometimes i sleep and it hits me then. then for some reason i want to just kill it all and never feel again.

i just figured out how much i really suck at foriegn languages. ill be good at it but i will say it so good people will love how i say it even if its not a word. well i know one word and its german. zussamen it means arrange a meeting. so yeah thats about all i know. if there is anyone who really cares please tell me. cause i feel like im writing these journals for nothing. which i basically am cause barely any people comments me which makes me feel like a loser but people dont think i am so i guess im not but i sure do feel like it a lot. im freaking out.

fuck it all the suicide is the most stupidest thing anyone could do what is wrong with people. they just cant take their own lives. you could die at anytime though so live your life like its the last cause as far as im concerned

my schedule goes like this: a-1. world history a-2. gen.biology a-3. english 10 a-4. weightlifting b-5. welding b-6. foods 1 b-7. fitness for life b-8. geometery for seminar i have harness. again tell me if you have any classes with me.

Sex and Candy Lyrics Hangin' round downtown by myself And I had so much time To sit and think about myself And then there she was Like double cherry pie Yeah there she was Like disco superfly I smell sex and candy here Who's that lounging in my chair Who's that casting devious stares In my direction Mama this surely is a dream Hangin' round downtown by myself And I had too much caffeine And I was thinkin' 'bout myself And then there she was In platform double suede Yeah there she was Like disco lemonade I smell sex and candy here Who's that lounging in my chair Who's that casting devious stares In my direction Mama this surely is a dream Mama this surely is a dream I smell sex and candy here Who's that lounging in my chair Who's that casting devious stares In my direction Mama this surely is a dream Mama this surely is a dream Yeah mama this must be my dream

Come wit it now! Come wit it now! The microphone explodes, shattering the molds Either drop tha hits like de la O or get tha fuck off tha commode Wit tha sure shot, sure ta make tha bodies drop Drop an don't copy yo, don't call this a co-op Terror rains drenchin', quenchin' tha thirst of tha power dons That five sided fist-a-gon Tha rotten sore on tha face of mother earth gets bigger Tha triggers cold empty ya purse Rally round tha family! With a pocket full of shells They rally round tha family! With a pocket full of shells They rally round tha family! With a pocket full of shells They rally round tha family! With a pocket full of shells Weapons not food, not homes, not shoes Not need, just feed the war cannibal animal I walk tha corner to tha rubble that used to be a library Line up to tha mind cemetary now What we don't know keeps tha contracts alive an movin' They don't gotta burn tha books they just remove 'em While arms warehouses fill as quick as tha cells Rally round tha family, pockets full of shells Rally round tha family! With a pocket full of shells They rally round tha family! With a pocket full of shells They rally round tha family! With a pocket full of shells They rally round tha family! With a pocket full of shells Bulls on parade Come wit it now! Come wit it now! Bulls on parade! Bulls on parade! Bulls on parade! Bulls on parade! Bulls on parade!

so like yeah i adopted a virtual kitty and she rocks you should play with her

yesterday was so cool me and my friend josh hung out with my big sis. she is so cool her husband and his cousin was there and his cousins girlfriend. they're so cool. i mean my sis was a bitch to me but now she's like really cool. me and josh were walkin around for a long time cause his brothers friends said we were. we didnt realize it cause we were messed up bad. well thats about it except for the fact that we were throwin bottles out in the road and pissin off of roof tops. so over all it was a blast last night. john lange here out.

wow this is my new entry yeah so i updated so yeah. faygo everybody sing, "send your mama straight up to the store tell that bitch to bring home a faygo.

happy birthday to me ya'll yes i rock thank you. so i'll catch you on the flip side -------HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME------------------

I realize the best part of love is the thinnest slice, and it don't count for much but I'm not letting go, I believe there's too much to believe in. So lift your eyes if you feel you can Reach for a star and I'll show you a plan. I've figured it out, what I needed was someone to show me. You know you can't fool me I've been loving you too long It started so easy -- you want to carry on, carry on. Lost in Love and I don't know much, Was I thinking aloud and fell out of touch? But I'm back on my feet, and eager to be what you wanted. So lift your eyes if you feel you can Reach for a star and I'll show you a plan. I've figured it out, what I needed was someone to show me. You know you can't fool me, I've been loving you too long. It started so easy -- you want to carry on, carry on. Lost in Love and I don't know much, Was I thinking aloud and fell out of touch? But I'm back on my feet, and eager to be what you wanted. You know you can't fool me I've been loving you too long. It started so easy -- you want to carry on, carry on. Lost in Love and I don't know much, Was I thinking aloud and fell out of touch? But I'm back on my feet, eager to be what you wanted. -air supply-

i love you so much i would do anything to be with you. i would go to the end of the world just to get one kiss from you. i would let my heart explode just to see your face just one last time,but the question isnt do i love you the question is will you give me a little bit of love to me so i can give you back a whole lot of love to your heart. the way you answer that question could change the way your heart feels about everything that you once loved. Dont be with jerks that dont deserve you. go to people who actually love you

the question isnt are you having fun its are you sexable? answer me that and i'll tell you what kinda fun i thinkk you like to have

sometimes i feel like no one else nows im around. i know im not the only one around. it kinda feels like people are ignoring me. like they know when and where im going to be at all times. when i comment people i comment them so that i doesnt look like im hitting on them but i comment them to get to know more people. i guess some people cant take that so wherever you are i hope you read this cause i dont really care what you think but dont be afraid to tell me what you think. come out and tell me. dont fell sorry for it. just express yourself.

hey everybody im at the library with my friend firecrouch hows everyone doin well im guess i wont be going to get the speedo until 6 tonight so i am bored and i need to do something so i guess i will update. does anyone have im cause i like im. well i guess i will chat with you all later shinigiuwa im out

i'm back and i feel regenerated after all the partying i've been doing and all the sleep i got. well i went to a wedding saturday it was awesome and it shows me that i aint ready for getting married for about another 10 years. well that is about it except i went swimming at my old town pool in tongie but no one wants to hear about that now do they

someone has poked me and i liked it.haha so they are making me do this or else.and it is about time so here it is. i want to party forever and everybody can party with me