Not that any of you care, but I have a new (well not really new) diary. Ihavenoname. That's it. Don't ask why I made it. I have no idea. If you care at allllllll you'll add me! :)

around 20 food court gummies. I think im gonna be sick. hahah I want another one! lol

COMMENTS!!!! LEAVE THEEEEM

ummmm...

...i'm just a waste of time.

.....the end.

Buried Alive [intro] i speak in verses prophecies & curses ....i hate my life. [verse] no miracle is coming ....[hate you] it's just a hole nothing's wrong with you must maintain control everyone's asking questions no place is safe i'll forfeit resurrection to escape the pain ... i hate my life. [chorus] I HATE MY LIFE. [verse] i speak in verses prophecies & curses this storm of thorns is growing ....[hate me] there's no end in sight chaos claws my jaw & incites a mental riot i'm in the mouth of madness with a tongue of poetry i ate the spine of Atlas now the world is crushing me .... i hate my life. [chorus] I HATE MY LIFE. [outro] BURIED ALIVE BEHIND ENEMY LINES SURROGATE CHILD FOR THE SINS OF ALL MANKIND HATE!! BURIED ALIVE BEHIND ENEMY LINES [buried alive, buried alive] -otep

You cannot kill what you did not create-slPnt

Nein-Otep MY PAIN, MY PRIDE THESE SCARS ARE MINE MY PAIN, MY PRIDE THESE SCARS ARE MINE i will tell you a story, that's never been told i will tell you a secret, 5 lifetimes old ... my life has been a prison, a labyrinth built beneath the mountain of Tragedy. i'm a stain on the cloth. i'm just an after-thought. but i would die for this .... but through the veins of decay i'll remain to betray to live like Caesar. to die like Jesus. to build my own religion, no gods, no laws to celebrate pain forsaken & ashamed to watch them all, crawl beneath us ... on this bed of nails & regret dying of fevers, betrayal, & sweat I CRY ... [chorus] my organs are rotting, my enemies are plotting ... I AM MADE OF PAGES PARAGRAPHS & INSPIRATIONS PAPER GIRL, BURN THE WORLD, I PASS THE FLAME TO YOU!! MURDER MAYHEM HURT HER HATE HIM MURDER MAYHEM HURT HER HATE HIM MURDER MAYHEM HURT HER HATE HIM MURDER MAYHEM FUCK HER SLAY THEM!! [verse] my pain, my pride these scars are mine my pain ..... MY MISERY HAS BEEN FORMULATED INTO AN EQUATION OF NIEN MY SANITY WROTE A SUICIDE NOTE BUT ONE OF US IS ILLITERATE AND THE OTHER ... IS BLIND MY 1st ACT OF TREASON WAS PICKING UP A PEN MY 1st ACT OF LOVE WAS FINDING MYSELF AGAIN THE HARDEST THING TO DO WAS STANDING UP TO YOU NOW I'M OFF MY KNEES NOW YOU'RE BEGGING ME "PLEASE" I'M THE WOUND & THE WEAPON THE FRACTURE & THE FIST [chorus] my organs are rotting, my enemies are plotting ... I AM MADE OF PAGES PARAGRAPHS & INSPIRATIONS PAPER GIRL, BURN THE WORLD, I PASS THE FLAME TO YOU!! MURDER MAYHEM HURT HER HATE HIM MURDER MAYHEM HURT HER HATE HIM MURDER MAYHEM HURT HER HATE HIM MURDER MAYHEM FUCK HER SLAY THEM!! [outro] THAT STABBING IN YOUR HEART, THAT BLACK HOLE IN YOUR SOUL, SLOWLY RIPPING YOU APART .... THAT'S ME!!! THAT'S ME!!! SO LET IT BE WRITTEN, SO LET IT BE DONE! THE BRIGHTER THEY SHINE, THE DARKER WE BECOME!! VAE VICTUS! ABOMINATION!

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I got another otep cd and got 6 gauges for my ears...bloody hell did they hurt, and I wanted to skip the 6s and go to 4s...yea right! aah I do not want to go to school tomorrow. BlechNess! I think im going to chage my diary around again...but for now im way too lazy and tired lol my ears are in alot of pain though...aaack I put them in while watching the evil dead. ahah.....its a sick and twisted 80's movie. a woman gets raped by a tree. Its really quite nasty lol also saw elizabethtown. ...wow...aha it really was a great movie, but im sure not many people will appreciate it. Its definately not your normal "chick flick" its actually...really twisted. Its so hillarious though. well, im off to read for a while and then go to beeed.

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aaah Im so tired. weee. im gonna get something to eat...mmm...food. ....yea.. byeness.

my confession- otep. thats how I feel right now. It feels like im being torn apart. literally. gah! ....i need help....im so stupid. I need to find someone out there who is going through the same stuff to talk to.... gaaaaah......my god, im so dumb

"My Confession" -otep ... my confession because i'm diluted & perfectly flawed i shall live by passion & not by law and i'm insecure ... i need aggression to feed the spiders of perception and i'm supposed to be strong & have all the answers a cannibal in the new church of cancer but i'm nothing special i'm not unique i have many secrets & i eat the weak and i'm at an end i'm at an end ..... and there's ... NO WAY OUT!! [chorus] i need to find my sanctuary ..... someplace safe gotta get this outta me ..... this is my escape II. and i think about it all the time i'm volatile & afraid to cry but i'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anesthetics slowly wearing thin & i need to talk to someone new i need a different latitude & i'm in this void all alone! feeling needy ... hungry to grow but i'm suffocating -- can't come down and .... no .... THERE'S NO WAY OUT!!! [chorus] i need to find my sanctuary .... someplace safe gotta get this outta me! .... THIS IS MY ESCAPE!!! --- all i see is sadness all i see is sadness .... what's left? -- this will teach them. this will teach them, ......you've got to...... push. Push. PUSH.... YOUR WAY OUT!!! FOLLOW ME! FOLLOW ME! THIS IS YOUR WAY OUT!! ........you are not alone - this is where i hide my power - this is where i become free - this is where i take control - and slowly choke your fantasies - i want to know my day is coming - see my enemies be punished - shed my skin again - this will be my best revenge!! SHED MY SKIN AGAIN THIS WILL BE MY BEST REVENGE! ...This is like the story of my life. nothing more to say. its an amazing song.

This song is so amazing. I love it...so much :-P uumm....yea...I dont really know what to say. today was good, got out of school at one, Im so tired though. Prolly will go to sleep semi- earliy. I dont have much homework this weekend which is a very exciting thing for me :-) anyway, im out, Im gonna go play guitar for a while peace out homies!

I LOVE ALL OF YOU...Because....well...I dont know. You are all sluts! wait...no...yes..? YESSS!!!!!

...... I have nothing to say, just felt like making a new entry. woot woot. go me. someone leave me a damn comment! ....please? =( no comments....people hate me :-(

Just watched Law and Order:SVU....best show ever might I add, but yea, this shows creep factor was tripled....twas very creepy. anyway, I must be off now, sleep is very appealing right now, good night everyone and sweet dreams.