Do you ever get that feeling where you just want to shake your head violently and scream, with some possible arm flailing to go along with it?
I do. All the frickin' time.
Not because I'm angry. Oh no. Do not mistake my violent behavior with anger. I am happy. I am violent and I am happy.
It makes no sense. When I get extremely happy, (you know, the kind where you feel like your going to explode), I get violent. I was on the porch with my mom when I got a sudden surge of violent happiness and I just started flailing my arms like a madwomen. My mom thought I was having a fit or something. When I told her that I was just happy.. I think she was wondering how much it would cost to send me to the loonybin.
I'M IN SCHOOL.
ON THEIR LAPTOPSSS.
this is the best rant ever.
I'm in a weird mood.
On the one hand, I'm extremely happy because I'm wearing a pretty dress and I want to pick flowers and such, but on the other hand, I want to punch things and just generally flip out.
I think it might be my boredom building up on top of my anxiety to get to FLA.
I. am. BORED.
Nothing exciting is happening and it's making me crazy. I just want to scream and laugh.
Random Points:
- My boobs are NOT big enough for this dress. I don't really have the TRIPLE DDDDDD's to meet the necessary requirements.
- I need to take a shower but I HATE showering. Such a waste of my time.
- I want to play Okami but I know that if I start, I won't want to stop and I'll have to because of FLA.
- My fluffy puppy isn't very fluffy.
- Why does my camera insist on capturing the whiteness of my FACE but not the colors AROUND it. It's like a white floating bob. And my hair looks so pretty too.