"dante's inferno"
Feeling: fatigued

just here, sitting wondering if there is anything to write about. to be frank, there isn't.... wait..

so after having 3 hours of sleep, i walked across town to pay a few bills, buy stamps, and load up on some groceries. i also paid my grandparents a visit... i guess i must have been a tad tired, i kind of slept for about an hour while i was over there.

so for about five days ive been spittin up blood... i'm a little concerned.. i think it might be allergies.. perhaps my veins got too dry and they burst?

i hope it's gone by tommorow.

last night it finally hit me that the guy i've been speaking to(on and off.. over the internet... pathetic.. yes i'm aware of that now)is nothing more than a manipulative, self-centered imbecil.

i dont enjoy playing little games, i'm not a child... i mean, if he's going to attempt the mind games.. at least be amusing... ":( i thought you weren't there.."... that's so gawdy.

regardless of how my perception of him, i still feel some empathy... it's pretty depressing.. his life that is.. all he does is go to work... get home.. myspace.. messenger... sleep at 3am... is free on sundays and mondays... wow.... what was i thinking??? what was he thinking???!!

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water
focus
the light
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leaving
jardin
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being heard.
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comfortably numb
paint.
truth.
sleep.
waiting
free.
alone
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oy.
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hurt
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ears are burning.
waiting.
little black pill
fuck anything that moves
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blister
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tightness
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fairness
bridges
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where is my mind
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movement
growing
sleeping on the kitchen...
cracks and pops
top top top
awake
TODAY.
i'm many things but not a...
own it.
three years older
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explain this to me please
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ahem...
the truth is...
hello
i'm good
halt... what the third time...
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what is it
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can't even breathe
josh ya
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did we just have a moment?...
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"let me give you some more...
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allay me
it was my muffin..
if
"dante's inferno" pt. 2
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"dante's inferno"
edge
recollecting
the twitch
eh
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hollow?
weak
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choke
heh
just
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FOOK YOU
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out with the old! in with the...
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sky
the wheels on the bus go...
it?
spring dreaming
SMILE, it makes the world go...
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