"dante's inferno" pt. 2
Listening to: Eres- Cafe Tacuba
Feeling: drained

the other night i spoke to .. mhm... and it didn't go so well.. at least, it started out quite nice... however soon that changed..

it's incredibly frustrating... he's so different... he's so haughty... what a dick.

he use to be.. humble... open... ever since he broke up with his ex.. and got a new haircut.. and returned from paso robles... he's different... i miss the old guy.. i do.. but then again... maybe it's the haircut?

whenever we speak, all he seems to think about is sex. he says he doesnt believe in a monogamous relationship.. in marriage.. he's atheist.. ok, i too don't beleive in marriage...

"no me dejes libre y desnudo...." aay i love that song... she evokes emotions that.. ooy.

im not quite atheist... i just dont believe in religion... mm.. difficult to explain. ill leave it for another entry..

anyways... is it just me, or is he a horndog? i mean... sex... that's it. if not sex... then he just.. ay... he says he wants to vent... i tell him im there... then he just ends up messing around... he doesnt even beat the damn bush. bloody hell. i bring it up again, i tell him im there.. to knock it off.. then he starts to mess around again... then he brings up sex.

what should i do? i would like to stop talking to him... but.. :S i feel i still have hope to speak to the person from three years ago.. two years ago... a year ago... he's so different now... maybe he never was... perhaps he's always been this way.. and he just... has finally chose to show it.

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time
the turn
hm
howl
blank
balance
gums
water
focus
the light
relapse
remedy
dry
moving on
intentional.
balance
fish
july
leaving
jardin
friction
being heard.
blank
comfortably numb
paint.
truth.
sleep.
waiting
free.
alone
the calm
oy.
salt
voice
hurts to breathe
lids
breathing
buzz
gum
more to bear.
hurt
blank
i see.
ears are burning.
waiting.
little black pill
fuck anything that moves
cold
blister
ride
5th
sore
tightness
fog
a need
sick puppy.
fairness
bridges
lines
ha
where is my mind
peel
congestion
movement
growing
sleeping on the kitchen...
cracks and pops
top top top
awake
TODAY.
i'm many things but not a...
own it.
three years older
!!!
cold wall
safe space
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explain this to me please
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:o
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:)
mm
wow
click
again
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shimmy shimmy
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what?
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ahem...
the truth is...
hello
i'm good
halt... what the third time...
chirp
what is it
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tremble
can't even breathe
josh ya
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clear
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ay
esperanza
capricious
choice
did we just have a moment?...
dizzy
stretch
"let me give you some more...
dream
corn
yack
fiddling
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here
allay me
it was my muffin..
if
"dante's inferno" pt. 2
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"dante's inferno"
edge
recollecting
the twitch
eh
repeat
hollow?
weak
blank
there
blurry
choke
heh
just
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FOOK YOU
fook
*dot dot dot*
out with the old! in with the...
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ouch..?
question
life death blah
plane
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sky
the wheels on the bus go...
it?
spring dreaming
SMILE, it makes the world go...
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