I'm back, bitches!
Listening to: New Girl
Feeling: adventurous

Guys. I finally remembered my password. YES.

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~476~ New...
Listening to: Static X-Cold
Feeling: alone

I haven't been here in FOREVER. I actually have a man that I've had for about six months, that I've known for 3 years.. He's amazzzzzing. ♥ him like mad.

.... That is all..

~*~*~ Two Words Once Choice No Regrets~*~*~

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~475~ I'm not being nice. . .
Listening to: Family Guy
Feeling: decent

So, Brian, Mich & his gf, Laicee, Fishy and I went to see Tenacious D and the Pick of Destiny. Afterwards we went to TacoBell. Brian decides he wants to run hot packets over with Mich's truck.. so we all go outside, to the Albertson's parking lot (right nextdoor-ish), and me, my sis/Fishy and Laicee stand in the middle of the parking lot.. Brian not too far away, and Mich and Amos looking Amos' truck... while we're waiting Brian yells "HEY LOOK! THERE'S TYLER! OUR CART ATTENDANT!" and when he gets out his car, we dicide we're going to be nice outside work for once (because people always think we're not lol), so we yell "HI TYLER!!!" a few minutes later, he and this girl walk up to us. She yells at us "WERE YOU GUYS JUST YELLING AT HIM?" "we were just saying hi......" "well he's saying he doesnt know you!" he said "well from over there i didnt, but now that i see them, i do" she said to us "how the fuck do you know him?!!" "from work...." she said to him "I CANT BELIVE YOU'RE DOING THIS TO ME AGAIN" he said "please dont start this....." "what the fuck!" they argue... she goes to grab her baby, the kid flails in the.. seat thing.. she turns to us "I HOPE YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT YOU JUST FUCKING STARTED!!" they walk off arguing, Fishy has this nervous laugh she does, and OF COURSE she did then. The girl heard "YEA, KEEP LAUGHING BITCH!" and they walk to their car at Longs, walk all the way over to Wendys, back to their car.. and then speed off.. we jus stand there.. freaked out.. Laicee freaks out thinking she's gonna go get all her friends and beat the shit out of us, 'cause she thinks her man is cheating on her with us... (all 3 of us??) and I run over to Brian and grab his arm.. he laughs and us and calls us homewreckers.. walk over to Amos and Mich and tell them our story.. we get bored, go to Target and tell Lucas (our GSTL/boss-type guy) what happened.. Next day, our cart attendant Tyler doesnt show up..... couple days later, he calls in says he's gonna be an hour late...... Doesnt show up... A day or two later. He quit. Now we blame ourselves 'cause we fucked up his job AND love-life... and it turns out, his mom works with us too...... i felt bad, but its not our fault his gf is fuckin psycho

~two words one choice no regrets~

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~474~ siiiigh...
Listening to: Otep
Feeling: alive

This sucks. I had been meaning to go to church, to see the people I missed..

One in particular... her name's Sandy..

I loved her hugs. They were one of the main reasons I loved going there.. She was always happy, "AIMEE! WE'VE MISSED YOU!"

We? You. Hardly any of them did.

I dismissed it, "I missed you too!!" then we hugged.

about two months went by with me saying that.. TWO MONTHS.

Today I find out she was in a car accident a month ago, and since she had a special note thing from the doctor saying she cant wear a seatbelt, no airbags.. she was badly injurred. She started getting better and better.. then her heart stopped, and she got brain damage.. so they cut the chord..

I KNEW i shoulda gone. just to get one last hug. but i never did, "I'll just go next sunday"... thats all i said..

dude this sounds like something you'd read in Chicken Soup for the Soul..

she died 4 days ago.. the memorial service is being held on saturday. I'm going. I'm not missing my last chance to say goodbye. Not again.

~two words one choice no regrets~

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~473~ Mishimi's pregnant!!!

YES!!! My betta fish that I have had for over a year now, is PREGNANT!! With Shishimi's babies!!!!!! I'm so flipping excited that it finally happened. This is like a soap opera, man.

They say they can have up to hundreds of babies O_O Sometimes not all of them will survive... Yea with my luck she'll have 400... Then I'd have to get 400 small bowls...

~two words one choice no regrets~

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Entry List
I'm back, bitches!
~476~ New...
~475~ I'm not being nice. . .
~474~ siiiigh...
~473~ Mishimi's pregnant!!!
~472~ I live.
~471~ Satanic Music????
~470~ Actually. Now that I...
~469~ Tainted Love....
~468~ I like this song..
~467~ Why again...
~466~ New...
~465~ I just made you up to...
~464~ Oh snizzap..
~463~ oh... my....
~462~ This is me...
~461~ siiiick
~460~ Who else wants to end...
~459~ I've come to the...
~458~ NiN!!!
~458~ I emo heart this song
~457~ One for the money. . .
~456~ wtfk. . .
~455~ He whaaa???
~454~ he be one spiffy man I...
~453~ Hug Me
~452~ uhhh. . . .
~451~ yea, CINNAMON BITS!
~450~ So much for that,,,
~449~ **happy sigh**
~448~ Heck YES!!!
~447~ Like a virgin....
~446~ Squirrel!
~445~ ♥
~444~ Hmm. Trust me. .
~443~ oh come on now. . .
~442~ Everything You Never...
~441~ FIRED???
~440~ STOP IT!!!!
~439~ To all you GUYS out...
~438~ Rain??? :O
~437~ No I'm Not Gonna Marry...
~436~ Lapdance from a...
~435~ Never avoid someone in...
~434~ The New Guy
~433~ Sick.
~432~ oooooooooooo
~431~ ♥
~430~ Slowly Drifting Away. ....
~429~ **clears throat**
~428~ I hated it for You
~427~ Whyyy?
~426~ mhm. . . yea. . . uh...
~425~ FUCK
~424~ This cant be happening....
~423~ sucky. . .
~422~ What the Flip?! MORE!!
~421~ This makes me mad
~420~ Sarcasm
~419~ As if it couldnt...
~418~ Flippin Target!!
~417~ Lonely.....
~416~ Ick... Hospitals......
~415~ 3pm....
~414~ Here's your flippin...
~413~ mmmm... froglegs...
~412~ Piercings!
~411~ teehee, Shmee
~410~ diiiieeee
~409~ If you want to destroy...
~408~ The Truth Hurts
~407~ Kari!!!!! :D
~406~ I'm off! .. tomorrow..
~405~Any better?!
~404~ First Day..
~403~ Everything Was...
~402~ FIINAALLYYY
~400~ ehem!
~401~ blaaahhhhhhhhhh.....
~399~ No Fear, baby!
~398~ Did you ever know that...
~397~ oh yea suuurrrrree
~395~ SONG!!
~396~ You are my sunshiine...
~394~ He makes me giggle like...
~393~ mmmm smores...
~392~ 'Cause I'm just that...
~390~ Find Love....
~391~ hahaha....
~390~ I hate cops....
~389~ ahhhh last night...
~388~ so theres this thing...
~387~ woo! yay :)
~385~ Come As You Are
~386~ I'm sorry....
~384~ oh how I hate you...
~383~ oooh yes, exciting
~382~ sucks....
~381~ **waves**
~380~ You will be the death...
~379~ Happy Friday the 13th
~378~ Unrequited love can kill
~377~ dude....
~376~ its never that easy....
~374~ this sucks...
~375~ FREAKS!!!!!!
~373~ M&Ms are better cold
~372~ insert quote here
~371~ EVERYBODY'S PREGNANT
~370~ ...blarg...
~368~ Prepare to die
~369~ So here I sit....
~366~ haha...
~367~ highlights.....
~365~ Never going there...
~363~ Mean people suck!
~364~ "The brake is your...
~362~ wooTT HECK YES!
~361~ Gnomes on Playboy
~360~ questions...
~359~ oh, heck yes!
~358~ Chocolate Covered...
~357~ Ishy and I killed a...
~356~ Woot, FUN
~355~ My inFAMOUS Derrick =p
~354~ "Derek"
~353~ bored..... again....
~352~ I must be dreaming...
~351~ haha Ishy haha
~350~ LiaaRRRR!!!!
~349~ Wait... Arent we...
~347~ Oh No Not Stereo!
~348~ Cotton swabs!
~346~ she cheated on me more...
~345~ Its the end of the...
~344~ Hey Lial (Liol?)
~343~ It seems as though...
~342~ Rants, oppinions......
~340~ Thoughtless
~341~ Smells like teen...
~339~ Read this!
~338~ Tell me its okay to die
~337~ Ginger Snaps...
~336~ Depeche Mode... yep..
~335~ I feel like dancin!!
~334~ wooT Bowling! (heck...
~332~ ... bah....
~333~ omfc....
~331~ I dont care what we do...
~330~ Bye bye Mr. Pope
~329~ 5:30am...
~328~ OZZFEST!!! HECK YES!
~327~ convo!
~326~ Is it too much to ask...
~324~ webcams...
~325~ avaataarrsss
~323~ Hate is a beautiful...
~322~ SB!!!
~321~ A song...
~320~ emmmm...
~319~ ...yea.. well
~318~ *o0o0o0o* Exciting..
~317~ I hate you
~316~ for you my dear
~315~ HAIL!!!!
~314~ I'm sorry I never hurt...
~313~ Ohio is for Lovers
~312~ Painful
~311~ And now you're...
~310~ haha, I have a popping...
~309~ Common sense..
~308~ GORGEOUS!
~307~ Thunderrrrr
~306~ Awesomeness like Black...
~305~ oh yes, I'm high
~304~ Bitter end romance
~303~ I just wanted to say..
~302~ LOOK HERE!!!!!!!
~301~ Born In a Burial Gown
~300~ ........yep....
~299~ yes.. a quiz...
~298~ dumb sea animals
~297~ My trip to Walmart
~296~ Addicted....
~295~ What is up with people
~294~ Off roading, baby!
~293~ WARNING!
~292~ Oh yea...
~291~ I hate everything...
~290~ This is how bored I am
~289~ I dont feel like doing...
~288~ I'm beginning to...
~287~ Some people collect...
~286~ Once again, Shayna...
~285~ I feel like I'm gonna...
~284~ aaahhhh
~283~ PICTURES!!!
~282~ I'm not going crazy....
~281~computers...
~280~ *waves*
~279~ You'd think it'd be easy
~278~ What is Love?
~277~ I thought you said...
~276~ Its hot
~275~ Kari's back!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~274~ Jim...
~274~ I hate to see you cry
~273~ hahaha
~272~ Jesus. And screws
~271~ Love Movies
~270~ should you?
~269~ this one time....
~267~ The Rapture?
~268~ I officially hate this
~266~ As if I'd Fall to Pieces
~265~ Um?
~264~ Emo!
~263~ I hate this feeling
~262~ Heck yes! I'd vote for...
~261~ The Life of a New...
~260~ Potentially Dangerous...
~259~ Guys are so stupid
~258~ You were lying to me
~257~ Sober up and die
~256~ Look What You've Done
~255~ IDIOT
~254~ Whoa, skank now
~252~ My Obsession
~253~ Useless
~251~ Its a time machine
~250~ Yes.
~248~ Soon enough, fun will...
~247~ Dont you hate it...
~246~ I adore you
~245~ Boredom....
~244~ Is that a chicken?
~243~ I'm boring huh?
~241~ A survey thingy
~240~ You look like them
~239~ You're lovely
~238~ Dead Plastic and Metal...
~237~ This sucks
~233~ Getting hit by a car
~235~ Killing the best of me
~232~ Oh man
~231~ Maaaaan...
~230~ Horrific Ice
~229~ Lost in you
~228~ MIB
~227~ Dr. Pepper is fizzy
~226~ A Monster with strep...
~225~ This is an automated...
~224~ I always will
~223~ Its like its teenage...
~222~ Painfully Uncool
~221~ Deadman Stalking
~220~ Wheeee ^___^
~219~ Elves and Skittles are...
~217~ Ravishing
~216~ Wooo 2 months =P
~215~ another sucky day
~214~ you know what I just...
~212~ Woooo today was awesome
~211~ My nightmare....
~210~ Modern Morbid Prophecies
~208~ yep..
~209~ Watch Me Die
~207~ I'm content with losing
~206~ it is a sad day in the...
~205~ extreme bussing.. AGAIN
~204~ being called a pig...
~203~ its a mystery of what...
~202~ The stickman waves...
~201~ ..yes.. I'm straight..
~200~ Faded by the light
~199~ Suprising
~198~ ?????
~197~ ~insert quote here~
~196~ Well I'm in a rather...
~195~ I'M JUST AS GOD MADE ME
~194~ Wheee~
~193~ em..
~192~ ~blank~
~191~ <3
~190~ yea.. ok... ummm....
~189~ i'm bored.. obviously =P
~188~ Dares
~187~ the unknown
~186~ NNNOOOOO!!!
~185~ Is This The Real Life.....
~184~ RAIN!!
~183~ man oh man
~182~ ok....
~181~ Eh
~180~ Soooooooooooooo
~179~ today was dull and...
~178~ Everything Was...
~177~ Dreams/ OMC
~176~ umm... oops...
~175~ Ishy.....
~174~ A Thought Crushed My...
~173~ shut up
~172~ mmkay...
~171~ somethin i saw...
~170~ intresting, intresting...
~168~ hmm. an entry
~167~ why......
~166~ sweet dreams are made...
~165~ i wish people thought i...
~164~ how do you want to die?
~163~ we got a STALKER
~162~ nice quote to live by
~161~ stuff... i guess...
~160~ blindside & mewithoutYou
~159~ !!!!!
~158~ yea so here i am....
~157~ yes yes another survey
~156~ survey thangy....
~155~ hmmm more quizes
~154~ whats wrong?
~153~ immortals
~152~ survey...
~151~ maybe its just me...
~150~ what are these things...
~149~ quiz.... again...
~148~ quiz
~147~ ahhh
~146~ .~.~.~.~.~
~145~ quiz
~144~ random quote
~143~ another day..
~142~ song stuck in my head
~141~ *dad* (grrrrrr)
~140~ quiz
~139~ ~~~~~
~138~ well well well...
~137~ four days..
~136~ couple quizes...
~135~ could this be the last...
~134~ mothers day...
~133~ somethin i said...
~132~ can it be...
~131~ oh i dont know
~130~ errrrrmmmm...
~129~ update on the energy...
~128~ o0o0o0o0o0o
~127~ sunday.. sunday.....
~126~ the phone scared the...
~125~ witnessin..
~124~ bein sick when its hot...
~123~ hummm...
~122~ ok..
~121~ i finally remembered
~120~ awww
~119~ hm funny
~118~ youth group ish sooo fun
~117~ last night
~116~ =)
~115~ my new friday nights
~114~ battle of the bands
~113~ i wish it was raining
~112~ daddys little defect
~111~ crashing down
~110~ intrestin day...
~109~ i dont wanna change the...
~108~ almost..
~107~ well... -with a poem..
~106~ =O
~105~ imperfection
~104~ abominable
~103~ .............
~102~ i cant lose another...
~101~ a thought crushed my...
~100~ infected
~99~ solitude
~98~ disciple
~97~ ah bored..
~96~ oygrrrr
~95~ 3 survey thangs
~94~ the last remaining light
~93~ my buttons!
~91~ behind closed doors
~90~ under a killing moon
~89~ lost in the crowd
~88~ field of innosence
~85~ a quiz
~86~ why hello there
~87~ soulfire
~84~ caught in the middle
~83~ in the cold, cold night
~82~ back in black
~81~ i want a famous face
~80~ blood turned to tears
~79~ imaginary
~78~ i....
~77~ just be yourself no one...
~76~ *yay!!!!!*
~75~ intersting quiz
~74~ i hate saturdays...
~73~ standing in the rain
~72~ nothing to lose
~71~ this is how it goes
~70~ the rest of
~69~ another spiffy night =)
~68~ and i thought my bday...
~67~ loud burpin pointers
~64~ how to start a fire
~65~ changed meh.. look of...
~66~ seven nation army
~63~ i just dont know what to...
~62~ the carpet stain *dun...
~55~ yep. still bored
~56~ die buying
~57~ random songs in my head...
~58~ more random songs
~59~ :o cherries..
~60~ mmmmmm
~61~ eh c-rap
~53~ o.O
~54~ bored... really. bored
~52~ please see that im...
~51~ survey
~50~ the passion of the Christ
~49~ oh yea about the...
~48~ let down - poem
~47~ back!
~46~ ultrasound today...
~45~ Surprise - poem
~44~ scared - poem
~43~ ashamed - poem
~42~ once again..
~40~ About A Burning Fire
~41~ nothin..
~39~ my thought on marriage
~34~ last train home
~35~ something to do that...
~36~ pitiful
~37~ silence
~38~ confuzzled.. so...
~33~ youth group
~32~ im a psalms
~31~ FINALLY, a finished book
~30~ something i dont get...
~29~ my hideaway
~27~ my list of books
~26~ oy
~25~ stupid doctors
~24~ videos
~23~ dirty water
~22~ hate crime *grr*
~21~ random somethin-or-other
~20~ somethin
~19~ again i go unnoticed
~18~ i dont get many hugs
~15~ aah!
~16~ *shrug*
~17~ hmm
~14~ now that im finally able...
~13~ dont people have lives?!
~12~ wow im always bored
~10~ yay!!
~9~ SUPER BOWL!!
~11~ try honesty
~7~ ish cold
~8~ is there somethin wrong...
~6~ *sigh*
~5~ rise and shine ^__^
~1~ Psychopathic Aliens Day 1
~4~ last one for the night
~3~ UNHOLY POTATOES!!
~2~ death
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