Must I Return to Work
Listening to: Bleach-Hulu
Feeling: happy

Right now Brendan is playing in his pack in play, exploring what he is able to do at this stage.  Silly baby noises and sleepy sounds are coming out there.  I really don't want to miss our mornings together but I have to go back to work in another week.  I don't want to.  I want to be selfish and stay home with him and Curly but unfortunately the bills can't be paid on just Josh's salary :(

It's going to be extremely hard to spend 9ish hours away from my little man and then not want to cuddle him the entire time I get home.  Being gone most of a morning from him Friday cost me our baby time until supper.  That was even short lived.  He was too sleepy for me to get much time with him. :(

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