[15] Inside This Moment
Listening to: Full Blown Rose - Somebody Help Me

Oh today was brilliant.

So after staying up late last night reading another novel (don't judge me) I passed out only to wake up 4 hours later because it was the time the alarm was set to get us both up -_- but it's okay I knew I had to power through it so I showered and got dressed with minimal grumbling.


So we went over to the orchard and the first thing we did was go right to the donut window. See, they have a "donut window" where you can buy freshly made Apple Cider Donuts with powder cinnamon sugar on them. We got a half dozen and devoured four of them in like a minute. They were sooooo good. Way better than Dunkin Donuts. We also bought some apple cider to drink with it (Anthony got hot cider, I got cold...even though it was freezing outside because I'm an edgelord :P)

We finished up, drove down to the orchard, grabbed a basket, and went out into the fields. OMG APPLES EVERYWHERE. No, really, there were like tons of apple trees. They were sectioned off and everything so you knew where the different kinds of apples were and could pick accordingly. I wanted to try them all but I knew exactly what I wanted. I got a couple Granny Smith, Fuji, Red Delicious, Golden Delicious, and then two of a new kind of apple they just got in.

While we were picking I couldn't help but notice how many bad children were there. Like holy fuck does nobody know how to parent anymore? I'm not a parent, I know, but I've taken care of children my whole life...and the amount of fuckery I saw made me pissed off. You had kids throwing temper tantrums, kids throwing apples, running through the fields, bumping into people, picking apples off the tree taking a bite and then throwing them on the ground (even though there was a sign at the front to not do that) etc. Like...I could not believe it. There was even one doucheblast encouraging his kid to climb a tree and essentially egging him on by calling him a chicken because he was scared to. There were signs EVERYWHERE saying "DO NOT CLIMB TREES" and this fucker was doing that. I was pissed. If his kid fell and cracked his head open I bet he'd sue the orchard >.<

But I digress.

 So we took them there and got them weighed in. I managed to get almost fifteen pounds of apples. Nice. It wasn't too expensive, only like 25 dollars. We then went back to the store and purchased a gallon of apple cider and this apple cider cake which is DELICIOUS. And then left.

Later I stopped at my grandmothers house to get some supplies and figure out when we can finally clean out the storage unit which, on top of all her shit, has some of the stuff from my childhood like my snes, old games, etc. I want it. So we're doing that monday. Yay.

And I also managed to see my mother who put me on the phone with my father. It's been over a year since he's said a word to me. He claims he misses me and wants to put money in an account for me so I can have access to it. I'm just like...really? Because, you know, you went to court so you could STOP giving child support which was literally the same thing. He's a piece of shit. I don't know why suddenly now he wants a relationship with me when the past twenty-two years of my life weren't good enough for him.

On a lighter note, when I came home I got in a Skype crew with the friends and Anthony (after a debacle with Verizon and his computer power cord exploding >.>) and we played this new online board game thing and had tons of fun giving each other virtual STDs and what not.

So yeah, top tier day. <3 

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[140] Hello, It's Me
[139] Shadows Still Remain
[138] Let Our Hearts Bleed
[137] Just Wasn't Stable
[136] Break Down
[135] Real Me, Inside
[134] All Things Pass
[133] Only One
[132] Lose It All
[131] Need a Scalpel
[130] Got Me Weak
[129] Worse Seem Better
[128] Make It Right
[127] Forget Where You Been
[126] Close Your Eyes
[125] Sing You A Lullaby
[124] Just An Outcast
[123] Been My Home
[122] Do You Have a Pulse?
[121] Any Moment
[120] Room For Me
[119] So Much Pressure
[117] Stuck in my Heart
[116] Too Far Gone
[115] Bruised and Battle...
[114] Will Fade
[113] Starts to Snow
[112] Kiss the Other Side
[111] Blindsided
[110] In My Corner
[109] Corner of My Mind
[108] Every Part
[107] For More
[106] Might Sound Absurd
[105] Let Yourself
[104] True Hero
[103] I Don't Mind
[102] What I Never Did
[101] Won't Call Back
[100] Let's Do It
[99] Fleeting Moment
[98] Like A Devil
[97] Misery Loves Me
[96] Ain't Slowing Down
[95] Tinted Window
[94] In The River
[93] Remind Me
[92] Broken Records
[91] Gave To Me
[90] Just One Thing
[89] Always Crazy
[88] Body Talk
[87] Explain Your Mind
[86] Poured It Down
[85] Shut Us Down
[84] Am I Crazy?
[83] Bored With It
[82] Damn Your Kiss
[81] Up A Notch
[80] Easy to See
[79] Rest Here
[78] Nursing Wounds
[77] Incredible Things
[76] Ready to Go
[75] Inside a Dream
[74] Shares My Fate
[73] The Trigger
[72] Never Trust a Fool
[71] Creatures of Habit
[70] Had It All
[69] Pass Me By
[68] Face in the Crowd
[67] The Throne
[66] The Needless Beating
[65] After Midnight
[64] Going There
[63] Hold Your Hand
[62] Party
[61] Every Heartbeat
[60] Overflowed
[59] Make A Sound
[58] Shine a Light
[57] It Ain't Easy
[56] Wanting More
[55] Lock the Door
[54] Daylight Fades
[53] Scattered Around
[52] Crumbled Photographs
[51] Night or Day
[50] Path of Least Resistance
[49] Find A Light
[48] Never Leave
[47] Fading Away
[46] Decimated Dreams
[45] My Limits
[44] Always So Heated
[43] Closing In
[42] All This Noise
[41] Pouring Out
[40] Long Gone
[39] Caught Up In Circles
[38] Bury My Ghost
[37] Just Temporarily
[36] All Of Me
[35] Rain Starts Pouring
[34] Rule and Control
[33] Slice of Heaven
[32] Push It Down
[31] In Love With A Ghost
[30] Stare Politely
[29] Overload
[28] Carry On
[27] Savior of the Broken
[26] Room Inside
[25] Whisper To Me
[24] Rise and Fall
[23] Physically Crafted
[22] Sky and Rain
[21] Slipping Away
[20] Lost And Forgotten
[19] Break The Bullet
[18] Bets and Betters
[17] Hide and Seek
[16] Mystery To Me
[15] Inside This Moment
[14] Shifting Sands
[13] A Necessary Evil
[12] Keeping On Track
[11] Mind Games
[10] Simple And Clean
[9] My Jagged Little Pill
[8] Think Lovely Thoughts
[7] Low Tide
[6] Ghosts In My Mind
[5] Small, Nagging, Voices
[4] Chill Day Is Chill
[3] Can I Even Keep Up?
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New Moon Rising
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(Standing In The Dark)
(Live To Tell)
(How Soon Is Now)
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Redemption Song
Envy For The Solid Ground
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Sweet Little Lies
How Long Is Forever?
Facts of life.
Poem To Kayla.
Wow.. Bigger Gap..
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Broken More..
Barely Alive
Not For Anyones Eyes
Waiting For The SC.
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Did you ever feel
Kayla's Birthday
Song (9) Forgive Me
Still Alone...
Song (8) 24 hours
Since You Been Gone
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Another year Living..
Drown Away My Sorrows
New Found Anger
Avoiding The Truth
Cast Away.
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She's Torn 3 Ways.
Worried For All The Wrong...
Lost In Thought.
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They hate me..
Remember The Titanic.
I Was wrong.
Give Me Novicane..
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Getting Colder.
Freezing Cold...
No Pain No Gain.
I Don't Wanna Be Lonely No...
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She's Back!!!
Dreaming About You And Me
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Kayla Does'nt Belive Me.
Missed Half Of Marathon
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Heart Of Stone
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Wishing And Hoping...
Poem (6) Fire
Covered In Shadows
I Feel Pretty.. O_O!!
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Speak No Evil
See No Evil
Hear No Evil
Cool, Calm, Collected.
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Okay For Now..
My Shadow
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