[27] Savior of the Broken
Listening to: My Chemical Romance - Welcome to the Black Parade
Feeling: blah

I love my taste in music.

Anyway, it took some effort to force myself out of bed and I was glad I did because it was kind of late. I did that annoying thing where I woke up and my bed was too warm and comfy and I fell back asleep. I hate that.

Anthony and I got into a tiny argument over something stupid before he left to school. We resolved it but meh, I need to learn to control my temper better. And he with his. It's a work in progress. I'm glad we're both patient and love each other so much or else this wouldn't work.

I did some Hallow's End stuff in WoW and then Skyped with people. We played Board Game Online and a few party games. It was really fun.

I made dinner - beef stir fry and the rest of the night is dedicated to WoW, baking, and talking to friends. Not a bad way to spend the night.

I'll close this with a personal thought - I had a really good friend a few months ago. We became extremely, extremely close and he hurt me. He broke the trust I had for him because he got scared because he wasn't who he thought he was and I brought a different side out of him. And for that, I'm sorry - but he fucked up.

So this is directed to him.

 

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Topher,

You know that what you did is wrong. You know that trying to turn all my friends against me and spouting all those lies about me was wrong. You know how good of a friend I was to you. How much shit I endured for you. How I was always there for you whenever you needed me. And hope I did my best to give you everything you wanted/needed. And you hurt me.

And it's not okay. It never will be.

You need to admit it and hopefully you'll understand it one day and apologize. 

 

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May 18th, 2017 @ 4:03am
You got your apology, past-Mike.

It only took a year and four months, but you got it. And you're much happier now because of it. <3
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[136] Break Down
[135] Real Me, Inside
[134] All Things Pass
[133] Only One
[132] Lose It All
[131] Need a Scalpel
[130] Got Me Weak
[129] Worse Seem Better
[128] Make It Right
[127] Forget Where You Been
[126] Close Your Eyes
[125] Sing You A Lullaby
[124] Just An Outcast
[123] Been My Home
[122] Do You Have a Pulse?
[121] Any Moment
[120] Room For Me
[119] So Much Pressure
[117] Stuck in my Heart
[116] Too Far Gone
[115] Bruised and Battle...
[114] Will Fade
[113] Starts to Snow
[112] Kiss the Other Side
[111] Blindsided
[110] In My Corner
[109] Corner of My Mind
[108] Every Part
[107] For More
[106] Might Sound Absurd
[105] Let Yourself
[104] True Hero
[103] I Don't Mind
[102] What I Never Did
[101] Won't Call Back
[100] Let's Do It
[99] Fleeting Moment
[98] Like A Devil
[97] Misery Loves Me
[96] Ain't Slowing Down
[95] Tinted Window
[94] In The River
[93] Remind Me
[92] Broken Records
[91] Gave To Me
[90] Just One Thing
[89] Always Crazy
[88] Body Talk
[87] Explain Your Mind
[86] Poured It Down
[85] Shut Us Down
[84] Am I Crazy?
[83] Bored With It
[82] Damn Your Kiss
[81] Up A Notch
[80] Easy to See
[79] Rest Here
[78] Nursing Wounds
[77] Incredible Things
[76] Ready to Go
[75] Inside a Dream
[74] Shares My Fate
[73] The Trigger
[72] Never Trust a Fool
[71] Creatures of Habit
[70] Had It All
[69] Pass Me By
[68] Face in the Crowd
[67] The Throne
[66] The Needless Beating
[65] After Midnight
[64] Going There
[63] Hold Your Hand
[62] Party
[61] Every Heartbeat
[60] Overflowed
[59] Make A Sound
[58] Shine a Light
[57] It Ain't Easy
[56] Wanting More
[55] Lock the Door
[54] Daylight Fades
[53] Scattered Around
[52] Crumbled Photographs
[51] Night or Day
[50] Path of Least Resistance
[49] Find A Light
[48] Never Leave
[47] Fading Away
[46] Decimated Dreams
[45] My Limits
[44] Always So Heated
[43] Closing In
[42] All This Noise
[41] Pouring Out
[40] Long Gone
[39] Caught Up In Circles
[38] Bury My Ghost
[37] Just Temporarily
[36] All Of Me
[35] Rain Starts Pouring
[34] Rule and Control
[33] Slice of Heaven
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[31] In Love With A Ghost
[30] Stare Politely
[29] Overload
[28] Carry On
[27] Savior of the Broken
[26] Room Inside
[25] Whisper To Me
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[20] Lost And Forgotten
[19] Break The Bullet
[18] Bets and Betters
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[14] Shifting Sands
[13] A Necessary Evil
[12] Keeping On Track
[11] Mind Games
[10] Simple And Clean
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[8] Think Lovely Thoughts
[7] Low Tide
[6] Ghosts In My Mind
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Did you ever feel
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Since You Been Gone
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Drown Away My Sorrows
New Found Anger
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Half Blood Prince
She's Torn 3 Ways.
Worried For All The Wrong...
Lost In Thought.
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Remember The Titanic.
I Was wrong.
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OMG!...
Meh..
No Pain No Gain.
I Don't Wanna Be Lonely No...
Eye Of The Tiger
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She's Back!!!
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