ah im gonna die...i have to be at school at 7:15 tomorrow. it sux ass. IM OVER CODY!!! i cant belive i was over it that fast,i guess i never loved him.feels great.yay. I saw the dance,dance video yesterday it was the shizzle.i wanna go to the senses fail concert but they are in ohio....i might get to go though depends how my moms feeling about mosh pits for the time.but anyways i have to write a 3 page story about anything. so of course im gonna write about a teenage girls life spinning out of control. it'll be sweet... !jessie!

i had to ride to school this morning with a fat kid whom smoked and sang Linkin park. i wanted to kill myself.my friends house burnt down uts sad.really sad she has like nothing left.im prob gonna give her some of my clothes,and donate money to her families charity.well i have to split. )( jessie )(

whoa today was my first day of highschool! i loved it people are nice to me.eh im tired thats my entry.does anyone wanna tell me what there first day of HS was like? *jess*

hello im hells tired,and im in biology. im going to beef and boards at 10:00 to see grease. Bethanys not coming till 10 :*(. im sad. ~jessie~

Im at school heheheheh

i think ive finally hit rock bottom. my bestfriend has changed.i dont like it,i try to go along with it but its not me.i feel hopeless. why are drugs and stuff so cool? They make you feel good for the moment but,mess you up later. im falling to pieces. She cant live this lifestyle its not good.is it ok to die? *jess*

HEHEHHEHE im happy!!! i get to hang out with a guy i really like on Fri. his name is cody and hes super funny and nice.im excited. Im gonna go to his house until like 4 im the morning. its like im spending the night there!!!! my mom of coarse doesnt know. theres gonna be a lot of guys there but only 3 chicks including me. IM HELLS HAPPY! +Jessie+

Hey guys im goin to FL and i will be back on tuesday! i'll MISS YOU CHUZZ! you should have came lastnight, it was fun. we were good. *jessie*

eh im sad! i got caught sneaking to warped tour and now im grounded.i cant do anything.i feel bad for lieing to the people i love but i lied for the thing i love.music. i wouldnt take it back,that was one of the best days of my life.Now i cant see my friends and i miss them,im closer to them than my family.man i have to learn to keep my mouth shut or get better at lieing.cya kids later.bye -jess-

today has been a day from hell. i was up until 4:30 a.m because i scared myself with ghost stories(and it doesnt help my house is haunted).i got up at 9:30.went to work with my dad.he has his own company that does repaires.we had to repair tires on a bus it was hard.then my 2 wild neighbors plus my 2 cousins came over it was hectic i had to watch them.then i went to walmart with my sister.her and i got in a fight over the song ohio is for lovers by hawthorne heights.she said it says suicide is ok in the line"cut my wrist and black my eyes". she called me stupid for listening to that kind of music.all she listens too is rap that talks about drugs and bitches.besides it talks about the girl cutting his wrist and blacking his eyes.i guess everyone has a opinion in music but that gave her not right to call me an idiot.i finally talked to bethany today it went well.she is one of my bestfriends so it killed me not to talk to her.i guess on the surface everything is ok.i dont know about sara i expect her to treat me better.thats not to high of a expectation is it?oh and my friends ex girlfirends cousin is in the click5.i find that weird because i didnt know until tonight.thaks for reading.bye! *jess*

hey my name is jessie. im your normal teenage fuck up. i made this so i could throw some feelings out of my chest.thats basicly the reason why i made this...now i will get to todays events. my moms been a bitch all day,and bethany(best friend) are still not talking.Im sick of sara all she does is bring me down.she has to hurt me to make herself feel better and get more exceptence from bethany.am my suppose to feel sorry for her?all im feeling is bad myself she 1 in a few people whos commits get to me. I dont know the only friend that treats me right is bethany,and chelsea. well im going to go now. thanks for reading. *jess*