Tweaker Nation
Listening to: the sounds of the library
Feeling: abnormal

glass pipes dressed in white.

denial is the strongest drug.

he comes. he goes. he forgets. and then he knows.

fading back and forth and forth and back.

and again.

i say come back home.

the streets are a lonely place. where wolves lie in wait.

zombies. walking around speaking gibberish to themselves.

drooling curse words. and begging for change. money. that is. not real. tangible change.

welcome to tweaker nation.

north las vegas blvd is key.

he locks himself up with strangers in a room to ingest. digest. to breathe in those poisinous fumes.

he was gone 4 days the last time.

and i drank my time away. not caring.

he showed up on and off.

eyes bugged out. jaw grinding anger.

accusations of cheating. accusations of paranoia. of delusion.

all because. he loves those fumes.

chemicals.

given to him by scum that roam these streets here.

we/re in the lowest of the low.

but life is possible.

family is possible.

my riot. my shy. my ruckus.

deserve more.

more from both of us.

i drink to numb the pain.

he smokes to bring the pain.

a cycle.

a hamster wheel.

of hatred and resentment.

piling up like bones in a grave.

dug too deep.

and too wide.

but.

i will remain hopeful.

i will find my faith.

i will trust.

i will remain.

almost. tactfully. sane.

i pray for the company he keeps.

i hope he can stay clean while wandering our streets.

i can/t keep him safe all of the time.

but.

i can do my best.

i pray that this is the last.

very last.

horribly.

treacherous.

test.

 

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May 18th, 2017 @ 8:57am
Silly how life is like poetry. Thats a bittersweet entry of yours, but i like it.
-be well
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Entry List
Tweaker Nation
psychothrilla
apparently. it is easier....
step back.
a long time has passed.
cowboy bebop.
sick.
ruckus
quiet riot
a week
to become
wondering where walken was.
it has been a hot momento
bats and caves
and this is still.
ouy antw ipolarb
cluster fuck
green eyes
trip out
glorify god.
breathing HEAVILY
this is life.
psychokiller
the xholidays
merry easter
good tidings
15 days and counting
the last chance
doomed doom domming
as we know it
dig this clean cat
be a fool again finnegan
and the beat
attention whore
waiting for my friend
incredible edible
dancing with myself
brutal fun
especially strange
lying 101
Pun-Day.
REAL FAST.
To Whomever.
Ggggggggg-REat.
Fudg-ED.
Hit Me Again, Man.
[Frucks]
Psycho-Cirosis
Why Not Another?
Son-Day.
Cramp-ed Style.
Screw You.
Screwed.
Bite It.
Sudden Depth.
Rub my Stub.
Good After-Morning.
Saturn-day.
HY-pothetically.
Stoned Cold.
PORN.
They're Coming.
Tired.
blank
GODDAMN!
A Word.
Slacker-itis.
Pissed.
Calm Days.
Sprinkle.
Chex.
The Real Deal.
And So It Goes.
No Thanks Gobbler.
Dillusions.
Just Frickin.
Fuckin' Fizzle.
Say Work?
The Bar.
Doomed Crush.
REAL-ization.
Sitting/Typing.
Typical Affliction.
Smoke Haze.
2 Hour Delay.
In the Now.
Numb Fingers.
Stomach.
Classes.
Anymore.
Right. Now. Here.
Venting Made Easy.
I'd like to.
Brain Lapse.
Numb.
Lonely Heart.
Stupid.
Dry Mouth.
Freezer.
Class Later.
Radical.
Sober Phase.
Garcinia Cambogia
As I was saying...
Hall-O-Ween.
The Day AFTER
Yeah.
Shaky.
So fucking Sick.
Why Not Another
iLumina
Cha-Chi
I Dreamt of This.
Skipping.
It Ends.
Classes.
Definitely the Mix.
In the Mix.
Shif-Ting
Tar-Get
Burr.
[and it goes on]
Unlucky.
Awake.
Today.
Slow.
Bored.
Story slash Writing.
Please Read, 1.
Fabri-Kation.
Falling.
Sneaks-n-Freaks.
Burning Slowly.
Ticking.
So Now.
Fuzzy Mind.
Purple Haze.
the tall boy
Sweet Sickness.
Bitter Peach.
Confrazzled.
Wasted Time.
Small Letters.
Goodbye Employment.
caveman
sobriety rioty
skipping stones
has it been so long
goodbye to certains
no action
california
bad habits never die
bad to the bone
glass
walking cold
telling pretty lies
paid days
this is friday night
OPTIMISM
alone
still fired.
fired.
what excuse?
the blues
rockstar.
anger?
this is life
holidays
this life of mine.
to dan.
okay day
close to ghost night.
one more step over
so its overrr
feeling weird.
life is getting harder.
sea lion woman
fuck depression
depressed again
off the wagon again.
off again
droogs
gar boy
early morning
because
cave
it is what it is.
M/D twentwen.
true stories.
f'ing things up.
lucky #13.
blonde boy.
burger king.
charlie
my white boyfriend.
patience.
beginning to wonder.
he got it.
some girl in a story.
THINGS SGNIHT.
so cool.
difference.
internet.
diaper.
actually okay?
painted.
Fuck This.
TRICKS.
easy does it.
math.
FOR FREE.
people i know.
being me.
jimi hendrix
changing.
quick fix.
happy birthday.
2 years.
fix it.
vodka and beer.
the bird known as sorrow.
inside my head.
A MOVEMENT.
venting.
minutes
well ive tried everything.
TOUCH
what motherfucker
asylum gray
it may be time to go.
GODDAMN.
HEY THERE.
DONT YOU WORRY.
EASTER.
circumstances.
just got worse.
excuse me.
bring me.
crashing.
soft reply.
horror.
manifested.
turn the page.
there are no peaches.
why not another nother round.
gripping on.
oy.
sponges.
stalkeristis.
punk song.
cunt cucker.
drugs are nice.
balance.
quite frankly darling.
CALL OUT.
twisted.
things.
relaz.
what i wrote before this.
in my head.
another night.
the jesus thing.
give me give me.
random story.
the difference.
doctor pain.
new rules.
every time.
boo-ha-ha.
fun does end.
another.
hating it.
beat it.
stale.
perplexed and direct.
to begin.
shush.
re-make.
make believe.
done again.
night to day.
overrated.
perplexed.
there.
a second time.
flooding.
breathing.
in blood.
to.be.new
unbelievable
no.different.
my.world.is.a.miss.
missing.
hollow.ness.
unsettled.
rushed.
boys in dresses.
coffee.
analyzing.
5.hours.
roundandround.
no.such.thing.
darnit.
the.hell.
pan.ick.
ticking.tocking.
no.apologies.
remaining.still.
lost.control.control.lost.
absenthis.
birthing.day.
thinking.kills.
hypocritical.
no.living.ideas.
so.many.
feel.
to.go.back.
master.piece.
dog.in.the.fight.
sheena.is.a.punk.rocker.
dont.be.a.virgin.
time.is.passing.
count.down.begins.
im.turning.japanese.
returns.the.mood.
the.mood.is.lovely.
pause.a.minute.
thoughts.
whats.it.matter,
eye.heart.drugs.
such.a.lame.thing.
ticking.time.around.
tech.NO.logy.
f.ing.viruses.
reach.out.touch.faith.
peck.ish.
uknown,score.
going.down.hill.
i.dont.know.what.to.tell.you.
do.not.know.tomorrow.
lifes.meant.not.
time.and.time.
not for you.
inspired. and tired.
spinning.
relieved.
read this slowly.
chances.dances.
a day.
landolakes.
minutes.
clouds moving in.
workworkwork.
ehhhh.
chance.
counting.
endless.
gruff.
103.
sunday morning.
what else to say.
insomnia.
i wouldnt say.
dollar.
wont go away.
unhip chick.
ef.
fuck being poor.
words will spill.
open doors.
things and things.
finale.
run the world.
these feelings wont go away.
burning.
just want to mend.
honesty is not best?
dont want to return.
hope renewed.
running away.
damn.
lukewarm.
no more sleep.
maybe.
today shouldve been wednesday.
relentless.
not far enough.
unaware.
watch me run circles around...
childs play.
heat is hot.
new number.
boys. boys.
disorder.
tired.
cocaine.
when in doubt.
believe it or not.
nothing until noon.
eh.
i see you.
i should've never.
nothing to mean nothing.
to be like.
drinking is no cure.
hunting.
you can try all you like.
the deadliest poet.
rockstar.
obsessive nature.
new city.
i meant it about circling.
i like the way they circle...
mean because i can be.
lonely.
no one ever reads my work.
subversive normalities.
from lively to deadly.
the year of sorrow begins.
I believe in good days.
Poetically Creeping.
Hypocrite.
In my head.
Joe.
4 until 12.
Burning.
Venom.
Asylum of the Mind.
I Am Breath.
Action is the Enemy of...
Love of the High.
What.
To Her.
Hatrack.
Change.
There Is No End.
It Is All Around.
This is My Name.
Not Who I Used to Be.
13 Steps.
Day to Day.
Hitting the Slump.
Getting By.
The Rush.
The Addict's Dream.
Give it All the Fine Things.
Time?
What Now?
Tomorrow Always Comes Too...
Cleaning Out the House.
Finding Paradise.
Slowed Down.
To the Day.
I Have Not Cried.
To That.
To This.
Piss and Shit.
As I Watch.
This is How.
I Dream of Thorns.
Going. Gone. Wishes.
So Now.
To All Those.
Going.
Ticking Time.
My Heart is Broke.
Come In Death.
Poetic Anger.
A Doomsday Symphony.
Ending Times.
Words Are Words.
What Should I Say?
Medical Incompetence.
Outside the Brain.
Inside the Brain.
Helping.
Guilt.
Blank.
Time Again.
For Me No Love.
Too warm.
What to do?
Sitting.
Emotionless.
Completely Useless.
Then Again.
Born to Lose.
Tomorrows.
Infront of a Group.
Hello Unemployment.
Don't give a f_ck!
Fruitloops and Cherrios
Name / Number Unlisted
Forgetting the Middle
Taking it Easy
Fun-day Sunday
SH_T
Ronald McDonald
No Comments
Again
"Sweet Days of Slacking"
"F_CKED"
Changing Process
"No More"
"13"
Supersilious
And We Dance
Sitting at the computer...
No longer waiting
And the beat goes on
Stupid Work...
No more of something...
Too Long
Tummy
Grand Slam...
Keep on Keepin on...
Another Shot Please...
Easin on down the road...
Fear and Loathing...
Getting Worse...
Too Early...
(Early Morning).
SICK.
Running Still...
)Moving(
(Signs)
Trapped
(Accident Prone)
Feeling Down...
Entry
Drafts...
(Bad Start)
Today sucks...
Today Might Not Suck...
"Use Your Brain."
Standing Still...
Not Changing...
Beginnings...
It waits...
(Ass Ache)
Aunt Flow
Skipping Class
Brain Drain
Burned 2
It's Monday...Feel it?
Some Kind Of...
Something - Anything
Writings
Stomach Ache
Time just keeps on...
Fetch this dog a bone...
Rough Draft
Wednesday
Fetch me an escape route...
Sometimes it's the little...
Sick of it all
(Voices in this Head)
(POW)
Pop
Stuck Like a Fock
Yawn Yawn
Class
Feelin' Good
Back Away
So Wrong
First Day of Classes
3rd Entry and Counting
Evening Freaking
Exactly Slappy
Twiddling Thumbs
Fish
Morning Cartoons
Dear Whomever
Taco Salad
Feeling Rather Unregretful
Black Moth
Up and Up
A New Tomorrow
(Something Different)
*Hiding*
No Sense
10 Days
One One Day
Worms
Waking Up
It's All The Same
Addictions Love to Visit
Crazy Says "No"
Confusion
Somewhat Better
Completely Numb
Tonight
Existing
Already
One More
End of The Month
Same Old Same Old
Not Even A Month
A Simple Day
Big Night Last Night
Nothing But Today
One
EIGHT
Nine
9 Days
Down
Later Tonight
The Evening
So Far Nothing
Anew
New - Old Habits
Friday This Day
Another Lovely Day
The Past
Tuesday Today
25th Hour
Evening Today
Not the 4th
Later On In The Day
Lapses
The 4th of July
Round and Round
Eyes
Dreams
First of the Month
Opening Eyes
A Mess
Old Habits
Title
~Aftermath~
~Concert~
~Today and Tomorrow~
~Birthday~
~Mowing the Lawn~
~Encore~
~Naturally Screwed~
~Fancy Title~
~Cold~
~Stuff~
~Alcoholic~
~Living Part 2~
~Living~
~Beautiful Stupidity~
~Today~
~Dreaming~
~Damn Blue Drinks~
~Blue Drinks~
~Healing~
~Don't Know~
~Life~
~All Good~
~Fine~
~Gatorade = Death~
~Friday Sobriety~
~Fuck~
~Thursday~
~Sinking~
~Small~
~Problems~
~Restless~
~Life~
~Friday~
~Another Day~
~The Way Things Are~
~Glue~
~Break~
~Right Now~
Night Ramblings
Another Sunday
Daze
Summer Days
Addictions
Moments
Unconcerned
Mother's Day
Still Losing
Loser
Crazy
Screw It
Nothing Matters
One More Day
Sunday Hell
Saturdays
PAT
Skrewed
Thursday
Issues
Tuesdays as well
Mondays are Hell
Mondays Are Equal To Hell
Sunday
Should I Even Speak
Secret with no name
Venting
Friday
Counting Crows
New Days
Revelations
Easter / 4:20
There is nothing you can do.
Days
~MoVinG?~
~ThoUghTs~
~ShoWeRS~
~EmoTiOnS~
~DaMn mE~
~DoNE~
~RamBLiNG~
~StOriE~
~TwiSTeD~
~DaMn~
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~Damn HIM~
~ToNiGHT~
~RiGht NoW~
~Septum~
~ToDay~
~Fighting~
~One Week~
~SunDay~
~Content~
~Carpe Dium~
~Later~
~Early~
~Ashes, Ashes~
~Lovely~
~Thoughts~
~Loser~
~Today~
~Gone~
~Right now~
~Tonight~
~Angry~
~Right now~
~Night Time~
~Tonight~
~Days~
~Let it all go~
Umm yeah...
~You~
Weeks before death....
Pathetic...
Maniac Monday.....
Another...
Morning....
~Saturday~
Want:::::::::
FRIDAY...
Busy day...
Another day...
Death...
Chaos...
Cancer...
Right now...
Today...
Ugly...
Don't bother...
Over...
Weekend...
Sick...
Not steady...
Fear...
Nothing...but nothing
All right...
Not Easy...
Today....
One more day...
Another day...
Coming down...
Almost over...
Wondering...
New Morning...
Change
Just don't know...
Awake...
Early...
Quack...
Fate as a philosophy...
Some more shit....
Another Damn day.....
The Beginning...
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