to question what is unknown

to question what is unknown is moto, but to question what is known is key. i came up with that in my Sophmore year. I'm going to start updating. probaly adding more pictures. i finaly got some of me. yeah!

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It's been awhile

Okay I havn't posted in a LONG time. So here is a recap of everything that's been going on in my life. My dad broke up with his gf. I didn't get the job at Taco bell. I am still with Drake. I tried to kill myself. Im not aloud to be home alone anymore. I have a vampirefreaks page.

Vampirefreaks.com/Shadows_of_Pain

Not to mention as myspace page.

myspace.com/shadow_of_pain

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It's been awhile

Okay I havn't posted in a LONG time. So here is a recap of everything that's been going on in my life. My dad broke up with his gf. I didn't get the job at Taco bell. I am still with Drake. I tried to kill myself. Im not aloud to be home alone anymore. I have a vampirefreaks page.

Vampirefreaks.com/Shadows_of_Pain

Not to mention as myspace page.

myspace.com/shadow_of_pain

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Medicated

I am medicated now. Wow. I'm on 20 miligrams of Prozac a day. It feels like all the time before I started to take this medicine that I was on drugs and that now FINALY my head is clear. It's werid. I'm still not used to it. I mean for once I'm not a slave to my emotions. It is great.

-stupidgurlbb

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Für Ashley

Ich liebe Sie. Ich verpasse Sie. Gott, der ich nicht warten kann, bis ich hinunter nächst neben Ihnen jede Nacht liegen darf. Sie wickelnd Ihre Arme die dicht sind um mich. Mich redend eine Million Meilen pro Minute. Sie verstehend jedes andere Wort. Nur Hängen aus. Seien Sie nur mit Ihnen.

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The above is meant for my girlfriend. She will understand it.

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Entry List
to question what is unknown
It's been awhile
It's been awhile
Medicated
Für Ashley
every fiber of my being
Mr, Skull
Drake
whoa....
wow
tatu
my beau
kill me swiftly
no more being mean to boys
Drive Me Crazy.
just some kool links
See What You'v Done
Some kick A$$!!! Music Video/s
no more Mr. Special
Christmas break
WOW
yeah I'm here....i think
Awestruck & 18
school S.U.C.K.S
the last summer
:'(
awsome evening
so far....
One day at a time
Nothing Gold Can Stay
stupidshit
reamber this...
all the days of our...
Idiot
WRONG!!!!!!!!
4 years and counting
skiping school
Worried
Sweet Hearts
yep
Twas the night before V-Day
Delicate
The Super Bowl and baby...
February Sucks
Don't
new look
writing on the wall
school yuck
she wants to ponder the...
Went to a mall for the frist...
sick in the head
I HATE SCHOOL!
another poem
bored
At the library
I love Caffinee
huddled in a corner
My perfect mix
Moonlight
i'm here
Not Again . . . please
new entry
a zillion things in my head
tired, 30:6 ...I think
don't want to jynx it
I gave blood
about 10 minutes
20 to 14
i year older . one year wiser?
^ from here....I hope
got up this morning
school as of 9/14/04
One week till my birthday (as...
Monday's Suck
GIR
an A in MATH ?!!!!
ya
guilty
at my grandmal's house
school .....so far
errr school.....so tired
err....school
Days come day go
Looking Back
Friday Thee 13th
pre-resitration/orientation
Love
What I Don't Show
school is all most here
last one ..........for now
so long, fare well, good...
no job not yet
another day another annoance
HAPPY B-DAY...
I got my computer BACK!
catching up
lol
shifting
a poem
June 7,2004
errrr report card
fading dreams
the begining of summer
10 Questions Not to Ask...
ha ha
poem for wounded friends
clearing the air
nothing to lose
skipping school
common sense
too stupid
long ride cont'd
long ride
:(
sophmore year again
10 ways to know if you have...
Class presentations YUCK!
yesterday rocked
The zoo and stuff
D is D
Mother's Day
New routine
I know
Tough Lession
what's to come
no name
losing hope
i'm dense
Desion
this is neat
The Waiting Game
Chains and other things
The wicked old witch is gone...
Star Lite Night
Never post at night...
Do no right
i hate this
Afraid
Can't Stand It
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