www.sitdiary.net/hellboy - (Last 5 Entries) http://sitdiary.net/hellboy/ A feed of hellboys diary entries on sitDiary. Tue, 16 Jan 2018 18:18:41 CST http://www.sitdiary.net/ Oh Wolfy! http://sitdiary.net/hellboy/?cmd=view_entry&eid=2926 Wed, 10 Jan 2018 6:06:03 CST Well my neck is strained due to i slept in our little ones room this night.<br>He has an unexplainable fear of Werewolves since some days. We already made a Werewolf Stop Sign which we posted on his door and also a very bright flashlight for him. I Also had one magic moon stone left which i gave to him, but all didn't work so i slept on a thin blanket on his floor to protect him. Poor me, i get old.<br>Poor him he has the fear of werewolves.<br>Gonna built some Werewolf traps on the weekend ;-) 2018 http://sitdiary.net/hellboy/?cmd=view_entry&eid=2926 Thu, 4 Jan 2018 8:08:44 CST Happy New Year evry'one. I guess nothing changed. At the End Of Twentyseventeen http://sitdiary.net/hellboy/?cmd=view_entry&eid=2926 Fri, 29 Dec 2017 4:04:14 CST 2017 is now going to end in a few days and i won't have the opportunity to write the next days so i finish my emotional year off now.<br>I gained a lot of maturity this year. I nearly messed it up totally and hope it will stay 'good' and 'quiet' about all these undiscovered mistakes i've made.<br>I also realised, that i was a total asshole to my wife.<br>I realised that i am a good father, better then my dad was.<br>I know that i'm not that lowlife he always wanted to make me believe i would be.<br>I know that my sister is wrong in her behavior and that she should show interest in my sons, if not in my life.<br>I know that my mother is going on her alcohol path until the end and i dont have any regrets sitting on the bench on side of this path and just watch her passing by.<br>I know that I can become a better husband, father, man and human.<br>I know iam loved and I know that even though my past is rugged and was sometimes hell i still can built myself heaven here - and for my family.<br>That's so far.<br>Another Thing: when i was a kid i dreamed of being a trapper in the Canadian Wilderness. I wanted to run away from home, steal my neighbors UNIMOG (like an Expedition Vehicle) and make my way over the Bering Passage to Canada to built my Log Home on the Lake. All maps were copied in the library already, the backpack was ready and i even packed in an extra pair of wool socks. I was 11 back then and serious.<br>My Boss gifted my for my 10th Company Anniversary a Trip to Canada.<br>I Think sometimes dreams just come along your way.<br>Oh. I'm still grateful, that sitd is up and running. I would like to support this in some way, so if i can, -scott let me know. Be well and have a nice NY eve everyone. Sometimes http://sitdiary.net/hellboy/?cmd=view_entry&eid=2926 Mon, 11 Dec 2017 2:02:40 CST Sometimes i just idle here because it feels like a home. Collapsing Rueckwaerts http://sitdiary.net/hellboy/?cmd=view_entry&eid=2926 Mon, 11 Dec 2017 1:01:51 CST We had our Christmas Party of the Fire Depatment on Saturday, with family.<br>Now there came this one Woman in to bring her son to the party. It was one of the women i wrote (!) with and my wife totally flipped out.<br>Now there is war and silence again. She asks me to quit the fire department so i wont have anything in common with that woman anymore. Crazy right?<br>I feel like someone pulled out my guts.