www.sitdiary.net/wednesday - (Last 5 Entries) http://sitdiary.net/wednesday/ A feed of wednesdays diary entries on sitDiary. Fri, 28 Apr 2017 3:03:24 CDT http://www.sitdiary.net/ 1394 http://sitdiary.net/wednesday/?cmd=view_entry&eid=20955 Thu, 27 Apr 2017 15:15:03 CDT &nbsp;<br>"acknowledge and face your weaknesses [fears], but don't be immobilized by them, because some of them will be your companions until you depart this earth life."&nbsp;<br>-Jorg Klebingat<br>&nbsp;<br>&nbsp; 1391 http://sitdiary.net/wednesday/?cmd=view_entry&eid=20955 Mon, 27 Mar 2017 13:13:57 CDT &nbsp;<br>"If you can't dazzle them with brillance, baffle them with bullshit."&nbsp;<br>-W.C. Fields<br>&nbsp;<br>&nbsp;<br>&nbsp; 1389 http://sitdiary.net/wednesday/?cmd=view_entry&eid=20955 Fri, 17 Mar 2017 10:10:05 CDT I ate a whole box of girl scout cookies yesterday. &nbsp;Tagalongs. mmm peanut butter.<br>I make snide comments to myself a lot throughout the day, and yell, and complain. <img title="Yell" src="../temp/js/tiny_mce/plugins/emotions/img/smiley-yell.gif" border="0" alt="Yell" /><br>I can like literally watch the sweat pour out of me. &nbsp;For no apparent reason.<br>I know the weather is a lot warmer than it normally is in March, but this much sweat only comes a few days when I'm off the pill.&nbsp;<br>I can't stand the feel of my skin, the sweat.<br>I can't let any body part touch any other part of my body because of contact of skin.<br>Keep my hands apart, keep material between my thighs, don't put my arms down, dont bend your elbows. &nbsp;<br>I can't stand the smell of me either because of the sweat.<br>I just want to go home and scrub myself raw.&nbsp;<br>Peel all my clothes off and wash them immediately. &nbsp;As if that would stop the sweating for the night.<br>I can drink a lot of water when I'm off the pill though. &nbsp;Between the blood loss and the sweat, I can down any drink. &nbsp;Even pop.<br>Oh how I long to touch my phone screen without my fingers sticking. &nbsp;<br>Oh how I long for a smooth dry swipe or texting conversation.&nbsp;<br>Food, which usually sounds practical, is an absurd idea now.&nbsp;<br>I love artichoke and spinach dip for some reason even though I dislike both those ingredients. &nbsp;<br>So recently the thought of actually eating spinach or artichokes, knowing they're in such dip, makes me sick.&nbsp;<br>There's actually spinach in there! &nbsp;And artichokes! &nbsp;I can taste them individually now. I can smell them in there!<br>And of course, speaking of smell, I can smell -everything- all the time.&nbsp;<br>Which also doesn't help with the food idea.&nbsp;<br>It literally comes in waves, in seconds, "Oh, that sounds good to eat." Five seconds later after a few thoughts and smells roll through my head, "Oh, I am not eating that."&nbsp;<br>&nbsp;<br>And this is only four days off the pill.&nbsp;<br>Imagine if I attempted to get my body to regulate my periods by going off the pill forever.&nbsp;<br>This is juss a precursor, a glimpse of my future if I were to become pregnant. &nbsp;*shudder*<br>&nbsp;<br>Happy Saint Patricks Day!<br>My only green shirt I have that fits me now, and isn't long sleeve to slowly kill me in this heat, is my stick figures with the caption "I didn't hit you. &nbsp;I high-fived your face!"&nbsp;<br>Beauty and the Beast comes out today! &nbsp;I want to go see it so bad.&nbsp;<br>So while you are all out getting drunk and/or partying tonight....&nbsp;<br>I'll be curled up in bed, groaning in pain, watching a movie and eating a tub of cookie dough I acquired for free with a recent pizza purchase (mainly because the pizza suddenly didn't sound good to eat anymore).&nbsp;<br>Don't judge me.<br>&nbsp;<br>&nbsp; 1388 http://sitdiary.net/wednesday/?cmd=view_entry&eid=20955 Wed, 8 Mar 2017 13:13:38 CST &nbsp;<br>&nbsp;<br>"Nevertheless, She Persisted"<br>&nbsp;<br>&nbsp;<br>&nbsp;<br>&nbsp;<br>-A Day Without A Woman protest<br>&nbsp;<br>&nbsp; 1387 http://sitdiary.net/wednesday/?cmd=view_entry&eid=20955 Wed, 1 Mar 2017 16:16:25 CST &nbsp;<br>Jair<br>&nbsp;<br>"Saw you there and I thought<br>Oh my gosh, look at that face<br>You look like my next mistake"&nbsp;<br>&nbsp;<br>"So hey, lets be friends<br>I'm dying to see how this one ends"&nbsp;<br>&nbsp;<br>&nbsp;