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Mon, 26 Jun 2017 8:08:42 CDT http://www.sitdiary.net/ 1401 http://sitdiary.net/wednesday/?cmd=view_entry&eid=20955 Fri, 23 Jun 2017 16:16:53 CDT "I don't know if You can hear me<br>Or if You're even there<br>I don't know if You will listen<br>To a humble (gypsy's) prayer<br>They tell me I am just an outcast<br>I shouldn't speak to You<br>Still, I see Your face and wonder<br>Were You once an outcast too?"<br>&nbsp;<br>&nbsp;<br>"I ask for love I can possess<br>I ask for God and his angels to bless me"<br>&nbsp;<br>-The Hunchback of Notre Dame : God Help the Outcasts<br>&nbsp;<br>&nbsp; 1398 http://sitdiary.net/wednesday/?cmd=view_entry&eid=20955 Mon, 22 May 2017 12:12:15 CDT &nbsp;<br>Griffin Daniel Talamante<br>Born Monday, May 22, 2017 at 5:29pm<br>8 lbs 2 ounces<br>20.5 in length<br>&nbsp;<br>Currently, he's still being induced at this time...&nbsp;<br>But he will soon arrive!<br>&nbsp;<br>My last chance to experience the joys and miracle of birth as much as I possibly can without actually giving birth myself.&nbsp;<br>Most childless people don't get to see what they are missing in life. &nbsp;<br>I can't decide if knowing/somewhat experiencing what may not happen to me is a good thing or a bad thing.<br>A bitter sweet thing. &nbsp;Double edge sword.&nbsp;<br>I mean, sure there's the pain and agony of giving birth, but there's also the elated joy and bonding that comes with it also. &nbsp;<br>Neither of which I may ever experience myself in this life.&nbsp;<br>I've witnessed six births in my lifetime. Scott, Cole, Sara, Mitchell, Nicholas, Griffin<br>Update:&nbsp;<br>First I can't tell you how much better I feel now that that baby boy is in finally in the world. &nbsp;<br>Arthur and I felt so helpless this whole time and now I, at least, feel like I can do anything and everything again. &nbsp;I'm free!<br>&nbsp;<br>I didn't realize it stressed me out so much to see her like that until it was over.&nbsp;<br><br>But it still makes me mad how easy it is for her. &nbsp;<br>The baby like just slid out really. &nbsp;I might call it two pushes, but it was moreso the resident telling her not to push, saying "Stop, slow down, not so much, little tiny pushes at a time" &nbsp;as he was trying to reposition the baby and PULL him out... &nbsp;Ugh. &nbsp;<br>Griffin came out face down which none of her others did. But not a big deal. &nbsp;<br>"Labor" is like 10 minutes for her MAYBE. &nbsp;<br>The resident and doc said, "You did great." &nbsp;<br>Unsure if they should give her so much credit... and with surprise that it was so fast. &nbsp;<br><br>But her heaviest one at 8lbs 2ounces. 20.5 long<br><br>With it being so easy at birth maybe she can pop one out for me.&nbsp;<br><br>At this point it seems the only way I'll get one....&nbsp;<br><br>But the 10 minutes of pain at birth verses the 9 months of agony,<br>I'm not sure which she'd rather have.<br><br>I was a baby hog and picture hog at the hospital.<br><br>Arthur asked me "if I wanted one", a baby I assumed, and I looked at him like he was dumb as it was clearly written all over my face that I did as I slinked away with his baby.&nbsp;<br><br>You dont know how bad you want something until you can't have it.&nbsp;<br><br>I would never admit this to strangers, of course, it hurts less to just say you dont want one.&nbsp;<br><br>But deep inside of me begs the question<br><br>How do you feel complete in this life without marriage and family?<br> 1397 http://sitdiary.net/wednesday/?cmd=view_entry&eid=20955 Fri, 12 May 2017 13:13:16 CDT &nbsp;<br>"Don't assume you can fix everything, but fix what you can. &nbsp;If those are only small victories, be grateful for them and be patient." &nbsp;-Jeffrey Holland<br>&nbsp;<br>"When you find yourself losing patience with God, just remember how patient He has been with you."&nbsp;<br>&nbsp;<br>"I have not failed. &nbsp;I have found 1,400 ways in which it won't work." &nbsp;-Thomas Edison<br>&nbsp;<br>"Anticipating that life will deal you the worst every single day doesn't make you more mature or more realistic, it just makes you no fun to be around."<br>&nbsp;<br>"Be Happy" &nbsp;by Hank Smith<br>Some of this book about patience and posivity just seems to scream at my sister and the boss...<br>I kinda want to throw this book at them. Maybe hitting them with the happy book will make them happy? mwhaha "Stop hitting your sister!" &nbsp;"I'm trying to make her happy!" &nbsp;Is that not how you 'apply' these principles? &nbsp;jk&nbsp;<br>&nbsp;<br>&nbsp; 1394 http://sitdiary.net/wednesday/?cmd=view_entry&eid=20955 Thu, 27 Apr 2017 15:15:03 CDT &nbsp;<br>"acknowledge and face your weaknesses [fears], but don't be immobilized by them, because some of them will be your companions until you depart this earth life."&nbsp;<br>-Jorg Klebingat<br>&nbsp;<br>&nbsp; 1391 http://sitdiary.net/wednesday/?cmd=view_entry&eid=20955 Mon, 27 Mar 2017 13:13:57 CDT &nbsp;<br>"If you can't dazzle them with brillance, baffle them with bullshit."&nbsp;<br>-W.C. Fields<br>&nbsp;<br>&nbsp;<br>&nbsp;