i should start writing in here again.

just got my internet back, but now my wireless doesn't work. just if i hook up directly to the modem, meaning i have to sit on the floor in my room. ugh. well, nobody reads this anymore so i dont know why i am writing in it but whatever. i ended up going to the hospital for my ankle, and 400 dollars later, they told me that it was a severe sprain and that i should have an aircast and get it from the store right next to the hospital. [[uh, it doesn't exist anymore]] but it still hurts. summer started and my dad is easing up on the boyfriend thing a LITTLE. whatever. see if anyone reads this. buhbye.

yikes. well, i havent been on here in a month. feels like forever. to be honest, my internet hasnt been working. it still doesnt. i can get online outside though... so i am outside right now well... important things? uhmm... *i hurt my ankle... OWW, it is all black and blue, i did it last thursday. *my dad freaked out because i hugged my boyfriend in public [[for like 4 minutes]] he's pissed. he says i look like a skank. ugh whatever. so i am grounded. i can't see him after school anymore. how gay. eerg. i went to the boyfriend's family's house on sunday... after fighting for it. [[ i have been grounded since saturday]] it is soo gay. mean, i am in high school. why can't i hug a boyfriend!? my GOODNESS! [bmud gnikcuf os]. ugh... be back laterrr.

at 12. yup.. she is. im on the phone with the boy, so i am not going to leave much of an entry...

yup, yup i do. just here microwaving peeps. sounds good.

she said she was kidding.. i dont think so. oh, and by the way ... i hate it when people mess with my friends. and on one more note... hey anonymous... who commented my entry, fuck you. if you don't have the balls to say that to me with your name, then just fuck you. kay? sounds good. pussy.

i frigging hate her. if you care, ill tell you later.

it was our 6 month anniversary yesterday, but i didnt get to see him yesterday if you dont count the literally 3 seconds that i was at his house for a kiss. but on friday we knew we wouldnt be able to see eachother on our anniversary, so... we made the best of friday afternoon. and right before i left he ate me out... is that really bad? eek. well...yesterday i blended a barbie. :] eek. bye eek. do i regret it? not really... eek. i feel like a whore kind of eek. i think i trust him too much... eek.

damn it is nice out... boy is coming over i 15 minutes.peace. doncha just love the weather here? yesterday - snowing today - almost 60. :]

yeah i am grounded for no reason...just because my brother got my dad mad... so i wont be able to see the boyfriend today. ugh i really didnt think i liked doritos.

arg. im bored. yesterday was fun. i ¢¾ daylight saving time thats why i didn't get an entry in yesterday, i went outside... came in... did some homework... showered and talked to the boyfriend on the phone.. then i went to sleep. he came over yesterday to watch the titanic. haha, how much do you think we watched? it was on sure...but we didnt watcha minute of it. haha! i cried yesterday, while i was with him. it wasnt cool.yea.. well i went to school and after i said i liked the class... the asshole teacher said he was going to try to switch me out. FUCK HIM! so i guess i had a sucky school day, and then... im here... cant wait to see the boy. oh, and i stubbed my toe really bad on sunday, ouch! :[ that definately wrecks my life. grr... oww...

the boyfriend loves to write. he hadnt written in a long time. i told him to write a story for me. i just read it. it made me cry. it was fabulous. and ill love him forever for that. we are perfect for eachother. [[10.08.05]]

happy april fools. muahh haa haa i had a fabulous day yesterday, we hung out outside and he didnt leave early. it was great. i love him. we hung out behind his house and went on the swings. then at the little brothers baseball practice [[both of our little brothers are on the same team]] we hung out at the playground like little dorks. it was fabulous. today i woke up late and went shopping. i bought a pair of levis. yay.

i had a fabulous day. just great. ill tell you about it tomorrow, since it is 11:17 and i am tired.

yeah, he's leaving early today!! ugh! i dont get to see him grr. he's leaving because hes going to his dad's today, and usually they getpicked up at 530 but not today because he had to pick up the boyfriend's little sister soo... that would be pointless to wait till 530 if their dad is going to be here anyway.. it isnt like he is just going to hanng aroud till 530. so they are going to leave like as soon as the little brother gets there at 330. <>and that sucks because it is nice out and we were going to go for a walk and go visit the beach. it would have been hott. but no... they have to leave early. ugh. that sucks. ill just go tanning outside and start reading the alchemist.. because, its for school. i have to read to page 50 by monday and we got it today, so i think tanning would be a good idea, who cares if i am supposed to clean?

yum. pizza and jalepeno poppers... just yum. i am also making cookies and the weather it great, the boy is coming over in 10 minutes, so i better get eating. what a fabulous day!! pizza and jalepeno poppers... just... yum. :]

make up work sucks. iFUCKINGloveHIM ill explain later, i have a 3 page essay to write for tomorrow, and more homework on top of it. so i am B-U-Z-Y!

PROCRASTINATION: it's a good thing. but i have a crap load of things i should be doing so... i better get cracking, god i hate beign absent! bye! OH! and i straightened his LONG long, long, long hair today. omg. i took pictures.lol including the sexiest picture ever to be taken... EVER

ahh. yes, no more temperature, of course i got one of 101.1 last night [[again]] ugh. well im good now and that is what counts right? haha. well i found out that the boyfriend's dad is just like my mom --a cheater. that's probably not good. but neither of us get along with them. well. i have all of my windows and doors open in the house... let some new... un sick air in please. :) oh. and i have a shit load of homework to do... so i'll be back later!! [[10-0iLOVEhim8-05]] ♥

SAME DAY - NEW ENTRY: why?¿ because it is a totally different topic. ENTRY BEGINS HERE: guess what!! i have a temperature of 98.6! yes! im excited yay. uh so yeah i went to see the boyfriend and i hung out there like i said i would. well i went over and refused to kiss him because i didnt want to get him sick. he eventually forced me. ugh. well... we played the sims and made a family.. haha it was us. and they fell in love right away and everything. lol. it was too great. but his lil brother was there the whole time. haha, we'll get over it. [[ it was pretty much me who allowed him anyway --but it is his room too!]] but yea, he gave me a cadbury egg. Yum. and when i left i didnt get a hug. im sad now. :[