Good days, good days.

Life has been good. The recruiters are talking to be about obscene sign-in bonuses, and they are quite pleased with my test scores, but I really don't want to do some of the jobs they are talking to me about. I guess that isn't to say I won't do them, just that I don't think I'd enjoy them. We'll see.

Life is good. I'm really enjoying the lack of drama and stupidity. The SC goes well, and I finally paid my $15 seatbelt ticket, so I won't go to court for failure to appear xD.

Been reading some random SitDiaries... a lot of blank ones. And there are quite a few full of interesting short stories or memoirs. Hard to tell which is which with some people, but there is talent here.

Anyway. Its getting cold in Georgia again. Our weather is kind of retarded, but we've gotten used to it.

New year, new start. I'm looking forward to it.

I might be shipping out to boot camp in a month. That'll be interesting, to say the least. Hospital Corpsman, hopefully, but with my scores I can really be anything I want.

A good change, I would think.

The plot goes on in the Shadow Clan, as it ever will. Things are going to get very interesting soon. I also discovered how to sucessfully play Civilization, the Sid Meier game. It has like fifteen difficulties, and makes me feel like Obama. (Get it, because I suck at running an entire empire? I laughed)

All in all--- everything in my life is good, and continues to be just that. I'm looking forward to 2010. Two years to go, until the world ends, amirite?

I might start posting chapters of one of my scifi stories here. We'll see what happens.

(3:23:36 PM):     And I hope your little bitch fucking gets what she deserves.

There was no joke involved in what I said. Simply an observation. She's sooooo two faced that her own body is rejecting it's own self. That's no joke. That's justice.

TO MIKE, (edit) I find that statement a great irony. Did you forget apologizing to Corinne? Maybe your two-facedness and catholicism are the reason you are so fat people laugh at you when you leave your home and you can't manage to keep any jobs down? Maybe it is the reason you have no friends, will probably get diabetes or cardiovascular disease, and die alone (slash with Kayla--- same thing)

teehee.

Thank you Kayla. For that.

Really. Like, we can pretend all day long that Mike doesn't care, that Mike can't be touched, that Mike can't hurt.

But I know you do, Mike. You hurt, if not from hunger pains, from knowing that nothing you say or do will phase me... or anyone I love and care about. It has to sting your fat- I mean pride.

And I do know someone in your house that can be hurtttttttttttttt- (Hint: not your grandmother)

Congratulations Kayla, now you and Mike both can run off and live in the streets of Rochester come November. It'll be grand. And I'll love it. Because, like you said---

Karma is a bitch, and everyone gets their due. And when you two get yours... oh good god, how I'll be waiting. With popcorn, in my warm, comfy house. With my loving family. You know, those things that neither of you have ever had, and never will? (:

You want to play mean Kayla? You know why everyone in your life hates you, and betrays you? Because you truly are a worthless, unmotivated idiot from Indiana that was horrible to her parents, and was treated like a black sheep because you were too stupid to rebel properly and rage against the parental machine. Your rebellion was a pedofile fat man that you met on a text based MMORPG.

And you wonder why your family doesn't like you? For fuck's sake, child, you work at McDonalds, and have no intention to ever work anywhere else. Your fiance is like four hundred pounds or more, with no job, who leeches off of your minimum wage job for food while living in his grandmother's basement.

A grandmother, who just like YOUR family, hates you. Irony. Delicious, sweet irony.

Oh, I almost forgot to respond to you Mike.

You might not realize it now, but the monster in me demands I make it blatantly obvious for you (since you are clearly reading my posts otherwise you wouldn't respond and try to hurt my feelings... as if I have feelings to be hurt... (I laughed at that, honestly)

Buttttttttttttttttt

Now neither one of you can RP on scvstng anymore. Which, in your words... what was it you said?

Oh, right! That was my goal, all along. So uhhh...

I think, kind sir, that the phrase I'm looking for is-----

neener neener, I win!

(:

Garrett, shut the fuck up. I already told him what the fuck he did was stupid, but you're being beyond fucking retarded. He didn't read it. I did, laughing my ass off. You're more pathetic then he is. Both of you need to grow the fuck up. Whiny ass little bitches.

Dear Kayla---

You're dumb. No, really.

I'm more pathetic than he is? Did I hope for you to have a malignant tumor in your breast? Did I hope that the two of you suffer while you wait for the results of your test and biopsy?

No, I'm not more pathetic than he is. I'm far better of a man and a better caliber of human lifeform (HOW IRONIC) than your meatsack will ever be. In fact, I'm probably in better shape than he will ever be too! (Burn) Speaking of burn, maybe you should make him start walking to pick you up from McDonalds. He could lose some weight :O

Dear Mike---

Enjoy being 'apathetic.' But if you truly were indifferent, you wouldn't respond at all. Know that I take great pride, and great satisfaction, from your pretentious indifference. www.dictionary.com is a great place for the big words I use that you simply can not understand.

I didn't wish cancer on your fiance...  I'm just rooting for it xD.     Also.  Oh noez... I'm banned on that site I never go on anymore. *tears*     I didn't even read your post.  I heard of it, but never read it.  I bet you put a lot of work into it.     XD XD XD!!!!     Good times waiting to be had.  Tootles insignificant spec in my old life of yesterday.       Enjoy waiting for those test results.

You are banned on the site that you've made almost every single last post the past 2 months about. Obviously you don't care.

Here is my Mike impression-

GUYS

GUYS

GUYS

OHCHRIST, YOU GUYS, I DON'T CARE.

GUYS

ARE YOU READING THIS, I HOPE SO

I DON'T CARE

GUYS

HEY

HEY

GUYS

READ MY SITDIARY. BUT I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU SAY

I JUST RESPOND TO EVERY POST AS I TRY TO STALK A 17 YEAR OLD GIRL ON THE INTERWEB.

MIKE WHY U SO BAD AT TROLLING?

You can pretend you didn't read my post all day Mike... but I know you did. Or you wouldn't have responded. I know Kayla read it. You know, the woman that was your fiance? Oh man, have you been on Facebook lately? I didn't know you got a namechange.

(OHHH BURN)

Speaking of burns, you know I won't be anxious waiting for the test results. I know it is a cyst, because that is far more common than anything else at her age. But when you go to the doctor...

Oh the joys I shall have, whenever I hear you are going to a doctor. Nothing like having a man who doesn't know you telling you that you are so fat that you are going to die at age thirty-x of some sort of cardiovascular disease, diabetes, or something equally comically hilarious.

On another note... What is it like, knowing and accepting that everything I say about you is true? Does it sting your pride? Katey will never talk to you again... do you know how much I love that? How happy that makes me, how excited and joyful? It's orgasmic, Mike. Orgasmic to know that the most important thing in your life for so many years... will never let you in her life again. Orgasmic.

Come November, Mike, Karma will claim her due. And I will joyfully be awaiting the news of your eviciton.

(: Tell your grandma I said hello. I'm sure she likes me more than she likes her fat ass unemployed grandson.

EDIT

I wrote you a poem.

Roses are red, violets are blueYou aren't very skinnyAnd God hates youKarma is a bitch with a sawed off 12 gaugeShe knows where you liveAnd you like Twilight because you are gay

DIDULIKEIT

Obesity is probably the most important factor in the development of insulin resistance, but science's understanding of the chain of events is still spotty. Now, researchers at the Salk Institute for Biological Studies have filled in the gap and identified the missing link between the two. Their findings, published in June 21, 2009 advance online edition of the journal Nature, explain how obesity sets the stage for diabetes and why thin people can become insulin-resistant.

The Salk team, led by Marc Montminy, Ph.D., a professor in the Clayton Foundation Laboratories for Peptide Biology, discovered how a condition known as ER (endoplasmic reticulum) stress, which is induced by a high fat diet and is overly activated in obese people, triggers aberrant glucose production in the liver, an important step on the path to insulin resistance.

In healthy people, a "fasting switch" only flips on glucose production when blood glucose levels run low during fasting. "The existence of a second cellular signaling cascade—like an alternate route from A to B—that can modulate glucose production, presents the potential to identify new classes of drugs that might help to lower blood sugar by disrupting this alternative pathway," says Montminy.

It had been well established that obesity promotes insulin resistance through the inappropriate inactivation of a process called gluconeogenesis, where the liver creates glucose for fuel and which ordinarily occurs only in times of fasting. Yet, not all obese people become insulin resistant, and insulin resistance occurs in non-obese individuals, leading Montminy and his colleagues to suspect that fasting-induced glucose production was only half the story.

Diseases caused by obesity

PS. Not for dramatic purposes.

PSS. I lied. (Took a chapter from your book, Mike)

Oh, and the better man stuff ended the minute you wished cancer on my fiance. Speaking of those, what is it like to lose yours? (Yes, I went there) My girlfriend, the girl I'm going to marry, is surrounded by people who love and adore her. My family wouldn't trade her for anything in the world. She's my other half, Mike... can you say that about yours?

You preach a lot about karma man. I find that hilarious, in all honesty, seeing as your own flesh and blood are about to kick you out in a few months. Kick you out... in New York. In Rochester... With no job. With no money. God damn man. That's harsh. I mean, when my dad kicked me out, and disowned me, at least he didn't put me on the streets. Thats harsh bro.

And when my mom did it? At least my family still loved me. My grandparents took me, but god damn man. Your grandparents don't even want you. What the fuck is wrong with you?

I guess day after day, watching her jobless, obese grandson play video games and stalk teenage girls on the internet wears down someone's 'unconditional' love.

You know, my profession is rough. But at any time, I can quit and join the military, and get real jobs. You, on the other hand, would die after half a mile jog of cardiac arrest, heart attack, any other number of the aforementioned things. I feel sorry for you man. (If you made it half a mile lolol)

I don't mean to keep falling back on your weight broham, but it's a pretty BIG topic. (LOLOL C WUT I DID THAR) I mean, come on. Did you think wishing cancer on my fiance would go unpunished? Karma is going to shit on you, right before or right after I do.

:)

I might have a dangerous line of work, like you've said. You know, all that trash talking about dying before you and what-not. But dude, if I survive the streets, I've got sixty plus more years than you. What do your doctors say, dead at 35? 36? Heart attacks love fatties. Fatties love twinkies. U C THE PROBLEM?

Please respond. Give me something to do with my day. You can pretend all day long that nothing I say or do affects you, but then why does Kayla beg me not to do it? Not to fight you, not to hurt your feelings? I know you, you sad, little insignificant pathetic man. I know how bad it hurts that Katey won't talk to you, won't even read your posts.

I know how much it stings at night, when Kayla can't even look at you after you neglect her for hours every day. I know how worthless you feel when you spend all HER money to pay bills and feed yourself.

You are nothing... not now. Not ever. When you get kicked out... Well, karma is a bitch.

Oh, and before I forget--- Consider yourself permanently banned from the Shadow Clan. (:

Got a new kitten. One of Valentine's (RIP YOU BASTARD) brood. She's cute, and acts just like her dad. And her poop is just as smelly, too. D<

The new plot starts tonight. That should be entertaining. It'll be weird if everyone doesn't show up, but meh.

This kitten is cute, AND SO MUCH BETTER THAN JAGER. Just saying.

On a less but more serious note, I think a lot of us are about to start writing a new chapter for the SC, treading into a brave new world, so to speak. A lot of new opportunities, and possible spin-offs. Should be interesting.

I think on a more personal note, I also think that there is something in the air. Something stormy, but new and good in the long run. Should go well, all in all. We've made it through hell, so whats a little turbulence?

...

Alright. Now is the part where you wake up, and come to terms with three things.

One, I will never appease you. I am not, and will never be, afraid of you, or intimidated by you. Nothing you ever say to me will even touch my outermost layer of walls, because you are incapable of the intellectual capacity required to do so.

Two, I am not incapable of remorse, or showing remorse. I apologized to the people I wronged, and I will not ever feign an apology on behalf of keeping you or anyone else on the Shadow Clan. It is a refuge for those of us who wish to contribute to it, and to make it a better place. Your recent actions have helped illuminate what kind of person you are.

Three, it has never stopped being a problem... But both of you are wrong, and will continue to be so for a very long time, I'm afraid.

My fourth point wasn't as major as the first three--- remorse. Not remourse.

Unlike you, I am a man of my word, and capable of sticking to what I say. Out of respect for the Shadow Clan you are trying to desecrate with your spin-off sites and run-away characters, I am not going to respond to any more of your idiocy for at least tonight.

Happy New Years Mike. You may be missed, but it won't be by me.

-Armok / Garrett

PS. If I'm dead to you, does that mean I get to be a zombie or a vampire?

Seriously? We're reduced to just quoting public entries now, as if everyone cannot already read what I type?

If you need help insulting me, you can call me a worthless drug dealer, or tell me I'm going to die, or that my family hates me again. Those were my favorite thus far. The rest is boooooooooooooooring.

It isn't to make myself look good. It is because I care about the Shadow Clan more than I care about disliking you, or how utterly, devastatingly unintelligent you are, or how you are simply unable to comprehend half of the things I say to or about you.

My disguise has not slipped, you are just seeing clearly for the first time. I'm who I am, no more, no less.

And, to quote you---

If you can't see where an apolgy is warranted then you're not worth our  my time.

She owes me an apology, as do you. And you owe Corinne an apology, but I'm sure your next entry will just be bashing her, when she has said nothing to or about you... You are so predictable.

So much for falling on deaf ears.

But then again, you have yet to stick by anything you have said so far, so again--- I am not too surprised. Sound familiar?

Oops I did it again. I keep quoting you. ):

This is my favorite part of everything--- your sick delusion in which I owe either of you an apology.

I have nothing to apologize for. I will never make you feel that I am sorry, because I am incapable of remorse--- why does that sound so familiar... Oh, damnit. I did it again. Just call me Britney.

Honestly, for a wihile your character was annoyingly emotional and mostly pathetic. The 'You will be missed.' was me trying to be polite, despite your stated shortcomings and our issues. You probably should have just taken it at face value, and not tried to read too deep.